For three days she never left her room, just lay there in her bed tightly hugging herself. Every moment was spent ruminating what had gone wrong. What she could've done prevent it. Like the genius alchemist she was, she re-remembered both of her experiences analysing each and every interactions one by one.

  The first meeting. The second and third dates. The way their eyes met. How they got closer? Who fell first and when? Her rising and falling affection with the passage of relationship. She took her warm feelings and emotions and treated them as cold data on a whiteboard to get into the nook and cranny of it.

  Her first love was an impending disaster that fortunately her watchful master prevented. She wasn't that inexperienced young girl of before who could believe that man's final pleas of really falling for her. If master hadn't helped her, who knows what would have happened. But the problem lied with her.

  She was so drunk on love that she was quick to trust him on everything without checking it herself. Granted it was her first love, still she should have been more vigilant at that time.

  If the first case was of a journey headed to a dead end, the second case was of a sudden storm destroying everything. This time the person she loved was a renowned man so there was no doubt about his reputation. She had taken her time in establishing a relationship and solidifying it but his injury changed everything.

  No she can't blame everything on an accident. He willingly chose to be with another girl. And the 'reason' he gave was that she didn't understand him?! Then he should've made her understand himself!

  Was she wrong for not noticing sooner or not pushing him when he refused to talk? Did she gave in to him too much? He left her, a Senior Master of alchemy, threw away years of relationship for that tramp! It didn't make any sense to her.

  Is trusting your lover wrong? Was she wrong for blindly loving them? No! Damn both of them! None of it was her fault. They were in the wrong for lying to her and deceiving her! They were the ones who took advantage of her inexperience, toying with her precious heart.

  They both must have laughed inwardly at a gullible woman like her. Well good for them. She may have been fooled twice but there would definitely be no third time. This is what she promised herself.

  ***

  Unlike the previous time, both Xiao Kuangyun and his tramp were in the same city as her. Although both parties avoided each other like plague, sometimes news of the adulterers would reach her ears causing her mood to plummet. Not much time had passed so the wounds were pretty fresh.

  Her friend An Ning had caught her sulking so she forcibly dragged her on a trip to a remote village. Bless An Ning for dealing with her during that time. She knew she was very ill-tempered and wasn't a pleasant company.

  After arriving in the village she left for sightseeing. In truth she felt a little bad for constantly annoying her friend. So to give both of them some breathing space, she chose to leave. Her mind was still filled with analysing her previous relationships and ways to prevent repeating the same mistakes in the future.

  Although she could choose to remain single for the rest of her life, she remembered her master's final advice. But the real reason was inspite of all the bitterness, she had tasted the sweet fruit of love and could never choose to discard that ecstasy forever. The warm embrace, the throes of passion; she desired to drown in love once again.

  As she was figuring out solutions for her problem, she caught sight of a young boy bathing in a pond. Unknowingly she stopped moving as her eyes traced the journey of a drop of water that fell from his dark black hair, flowing down his handsome face, trailing a path from his bare chest, flat abdomen then his well developed loins and finally merging back with the pond.

  A huge epiphany struck her. She was looking for a perfect lover then why not raise one herself. Both times she had been played due to her inexperience. And frankly she couldn't trust any man easily ever again. But here was a young inexperienced boy, a blank canvas. Men are wolves but this was just a young pup which could be trained well.

  Although this was all kinds of wrongs and her reputation would be in tatters if this matter got exposed, but the more she thought about it the more she liked it. And looking at the naked body of the boy as she licked her lips, yes she liked it very much.

  The further she found out about him, she grew certain that it was fate. Initially she wanted to take him as her servant but all that plans were scrapped when she found out he had both fire and wood attributes.

  Ofcourse she would make him an alchemist, her baby deserved the best. He also had no guardians and also possessed the legendary Pheonix flames. But the best thing was that he was pure as an untouched snow, he had never been touched by woman. Surely this was a gift sent by heavens.

  From then her fingers were itching to pounce on the boy but she barely controlled herself. Seriously, the boy was too cute for his own good. She had seen the way he tried to act composed when entering the city, his handsome blushing face whenever she got too close, the awe in his eyes when she gave the demonstration. She definitely made it more flashy to show off.

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  But what she liked the most was how honest and vulnerable he was willing to be infront of her, how he laid out his fears. His blue eyes were like pure oceans without a speck of falsehood in them. She was drowning fast and she couldn't reel back her desire any more.

  Giving him the invitation, she went back to her room and started making her preparations, waiting for her baby to come to her.

  Her good baby didn't test her patience too much, only taking fifteen minutes. Tonight she would dye him in her colours.

  Her baby slowly opened the door and entered with light steps. His muscles were too tense and she could feel the nervousness coming from him. The steel look on his face was shattered the moment he saw her. She could see her image reflected in his eyes, her indecent posture on bed, her belt undone lying on the floor, her purple alchemist robe wide open as her heaving chest captured his gaze.

  He stared at her chest for a second and two and she heard a loud audible gulp. Again blood rushed to his cheeks and his eyes started darting everywhere away from her.

  She let out a giggle. This was the first time where she was the one more experienced, the one in control and she liked it very much. Not wanting to torment her baby further, she bid him to come and sit on her bed. With hesitant steps he came and sat as near as he could without touching her.

  She took out two golden chalices which she had prepared before and gave one to Ling Yun. "Baby you're too tense. Relax. Drink this and leave everything to master~"

  He took a small sip and found it contained wine. From his grimace, she knew it was his first taste of wine which endeared her even more. He would be having a lot of his firsts with her.

  "Don't worry it's a sweet wine. You can drink it in a single gulp. Look here." She finished it in one go and smacked her lips. Her amber eyes turned hazy and there was a pink flush on her white cheeks. The wine made her bolder as she hooked her arm around his waist and pulled him closer.

  Ling Yun's eyes trembled at contact and he tried to make his final stand. "Master.. wait we can't do that! How can I sully master-disciple relationship- Ummm..." What he was saying was true, in the cultivation world one must regard his master with more respect than his birth parents but Mu Feixue didn't have the patience so she forced the drink down his throat.

  Society, morals, taboo who cares about that; it was all about her desire.

  Before he could even have the time to savour the alcohol, Feixue pushed him down and straddled his waist. She bent down and took his lips for the first time. She wanted to take it slowly but lost control as her tongue pushed inside, invading his mouth. She tangled it with his helpless tongue for a while then explored his mouth, scraping the remnant drops of wine left.

  His lips tasted like the fruit wine they just drank. She released his lips and looked down, his cheeks were red and his breath unsteady. From his cloudy eyes it was clear he was intoxicated both from the wine and her deep kiss.

  With a gasp he could only say "Master.." but the only response he got was a shower of kisses on his face and neck. She pulled open his robes and dived straight onto his bare chest. He wasn't muscular but she didn't care as she playfully licked and nibbled every place she could find.

  Suddenly her eyes widened as she felt something pressing against her bottom. Finally, it's time. With a sultry smile, she looked at his face. Oh how cute! Ling Yun had covered his eyes with his left arm, too embarassed to face her. She giggled as her hand reached back to the tent in his robes. She gave it tug and a needy groan escaped from Ling Yun's mouth.

  "Looks like your little brother finally woke up baby. Don't worry, master will give it lots of love." She got up from Ling Yun and with a flick of her wrist stripped both of them. She made a mental note to slowly strip him with her hands the next time as she claimed back her seat but in reverse. This time she was facing his fleshy rod.

  She had seen it before when he was bathing before. Now erect, it was looking far more impressive. He had a healthy size for a growing boy and she wasn't disappointed at all. Looking at it twitching sent jolts of pleasure inside her womb.

  She licked her hand and enclosed his rod. It felt hot and throbbing. Her hand started moving in a steady rhythm; she could hear further moans coming from her back. Too soon there was a loud scream as Ling Yun released his essence in her hand.

  She wasn't angry or disappointed at him for finishing this quickly, in contrast it made her very happy. This further solidified that it was his first time and it was with her. Also she was experienced about these matters.

  She licked her hand, her pink tongue cleaning it thoroughly of his essence. Her eyes were shut tight, savouring in the delight. And when she opened her eyes, the tower was standing tall again. Knowing it was his first time, she had slipped an aphrodisiac in his drink. How can she let this night end so early.

  Now it was time for the final course. She again turned around and with one hand positioning it directly below her entrance, she sank on it in one go. Both of them moaned at the same time, his length filling her completely. She never needed any preparation, her cave was already dripping from their very first kiss.

  She gave him two seconds to adjust to her tightness before slowly moving hips. Ling Yun's face was completely covered, with one arm on his eyes and other on his mouth, not to let out any moans. But she was far too lost to notice it.

  Her hips started shaking wildly on top of him as the room was filled with loud moans and muffled groans. Twice Ling Yun would release and soften but under the influence of aphrodisiac, it rose again in a matter of seconds.

  She rode him, her rhythm intensifying further as she only cared about chasing her own pleasure. It had been far too long for her. The bed started shaking faster, the moans getting louder and finally, FINALLY with a loud scream she reached her climax and collapsed on his chest. Ling Yun also couldn't handle it and released everything inside her.

  They both laid still for sometime lost in their own haze of pleasure. It was an unforgettable experience for both of them. After some time had passed, Mu Feixue got up and laid by his side. Removing the hand covering his mouth and gave him a slow final kiss of the night.

  She pulled him in her embrace, her leg draped across him and his head buried in her bare breasts. As she idly stroked his hair, she ruminated on this night of pleasure.

  After becoming one with her baby, she knew in her heart that he had become her irreplaceable treasure. He was so cute, trying not to look at her naked body.

  She had noticed the glint in his eyes during her lectures, he was serious about becoming an alchemist. That's fine with her, she would support him in every step of the way. Her baby deserved the best things in the world and she would give him whatever he wants. Everything is for him.

  As she slowly drifted off to sleep, her final thought was that baby belonged to her and this time she would never let him go.

  But the night was only over for her as two cold blue eyes shone open in the darkness of the room.