On
my second day in Clabby, I was awoken by the touch of the Mister’s
hand on my nape.
‘Good
morning,’ I said, suddenly alert, as her great muddy presence
became known. I tried quickly to sit up, to swing my legs out from
under the blanket, but she was sitting on the bed beside me and I
could hardly move. I could sense the ghostly residue of loose earth
on my neck where she had touched it.
‘Well,’
she said quietly. ‘How are you feeling?’
‘Better,
I think,’ I answered, ill-at-ease at the setting. I felt the need
to speak formally, as if I were some diplomatic envoy, but it was
difficult to do so while lying almost horizontally in my
underclothes, my early morning tumescence not yet subsided. I felt an
urge to wipe furiously at my neck, to clean away whatever dirt she
had left behind, but I resisted. She smelt of the outdoors, like a
gust of wind that had blown across a river. There was another smell,
something more familiar. When I noticed the moisture smearing the mud
on her bare arm, I understood that it was her sweat.
‘You
are eating?’
‘Yes.
I managed a few bites, thank you.’ Someone had brought me a bowl of
mashed vegetables the previous night and I had eaten a few
flavourless scoops, worrying that I might soon have to make an
escape. For now, I felt quite secure, the sultry heat of the place
and its therapeutic smell setting me at ease.
‘That
is good,’ she said.
I
gently moved my legs under the blanket and she responded, shifting
her weight and allowing me to sit up. Flakes of dry earth marked the
spot where she had sat.
Sitting
up, I saw that the contents of my bag had been spread out on the
floor. There was a sudden wave of heat as I saw my crusty
underclothes among the empty tins of Cothabel and wrinkled documents.
‘I
have brought your belongings,’ she said, picking up my map from the
sundry items.
‘Yes,’
I said.
She
fixed her look on me for a moment, her eyes burning intensely in
their brow caves. She wanted something.
‘This
is my map,’ I said, reaching out tentatively to take the document
from her, its greens and blues standing out against the myriad shades
of mud brown.
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There
was a spark of comprehension as I explained it to her, showing her
where Severas was, where I thought Clabby might have been. She took
the document back from me and examined it.
‘Where
is Chiram?’ she asked.
‘Chiram?’
I said, confused at first, but quickly gathering her meaning.
‘I
see, what you call Chiram, we call Severas. That is the old name for
Severas, do you understand?’ I said, pointing to the city on the
map. ‘They changed the name some time ago.’
‘You
changed it?’
‘Yes,’
I said. There was a person in charge down there who made a lot of
changes. A Mister.’ I thought about how to describe him, a
mean-spirited, some would say evil, authoritarian whose reign
coincided with great prosperity for a small few, but horrific
oppression for others. I wanted to present my hometown in its best
light. ‘Acker Dub he was called. He changed the name. Many did not
like him.’
‘We
also have Misters like that,’ she said. I wanted to laugh but she
remained straight-faced – at least her mud-caked face betrayed no
further response. She placed the map on the ground and picked up
another document.
I
was surprised to find that the second document was a cluster of
weakly-bound pages from my Creed. It was an old version, the one they
had given to us at Appalatis. I had no idea that it had been in my
bag.
Like
most people in Severas, I had grown up as a follower of the Munlore.
I still considered myself an adherent at this time, although most
people pursuing Crom tended to renounce this way of thinking.
I
sensed the Mister’s intense regard once more and I realised she
wanted me to explain this document too.
I
was hesitant to talk too much about this one, remembering my
anthropological training. ‘Do not seek to impose your own belief
system.’ That was the key tenet set out in Rillo's Practical
Handbook.
‘This
describes a system of belief that some people follow in the city,’
I said, hoping she wouldn’t ask any further questions. I did not
want to be a missionary.
I
recalled my childhood recitation of the Creed at the observatory. I
had just turned thirteen, the glimmering new shoes tightly squeezing
on my toes. My father was still alive then.
I
adhere to the belief that the Munlore created the Earth and
everything in it.
I
adhere to the belief that the Munlore created nine other Earths and
everything in them.
I
will undertake to perform only those acts which please the Munlore
and will forgo those which displease them.
I
will do my utmost to ensure that our Earth is the Munlore's most
favoured.
I
regretted the poor condition of the Creed as I watched her thumb
through the dog-eared sheets. I should have been looking after it
better, rather than leaving it to rumple beneath my dirty breeches.
She brought each page close to her face, then gently ran her fingers
over the letters, as if to see how well they adhered to the sheet. It
had clearly lain at the bottom of my bag for years.
When
she had looked through each sheet, she arranged them once more in her
lap. Again, she turned her burrowing look towards me. I was learning
that this was how she asked for something. When I thought I couldn’t
withstand the look any longer, and as I was about to tell her
everything she wanted to know, she relented, and looked down into her
lap again.
‘Do
you have medicine in Severas, Usal?’ she asked finally.

