The tea was excellent, as it always was when Selena prepared it.
Ulrich sat in the familiar chair across from hers, the cup warm against his palms, and let the ordinariness of the moment wash over him. Outside, evening deepened into night, the fog sea casting Belham in its perpetual golden haze. Inside, lamplight made everything soft and comfortable.
"You really do look exhausted," Selena said, studying him over the rim of her own cup. "More than usual, I mean."
"Difficult case."
"Can you talk about it?"
"Not really." He took a sip, the honey sweetness settling something in his chest. "Confidentiality."
She nodded, accepting that with the easy grace of someone who understood boundaries. "Belham's been strange lately. Have you noticed?"
"Strange how?"
"The atmosphere." Selena set her cup down, her brown eyes growing thoughtful. "My family's still connected to certain social circles, noble gatherings and charitable committees. The conversations have shifted over the past months. People are anxious."
Ulrich set his own cup aside, attention sharpening. "What are they saying?"
"Missing children. More than usual, though no one wants to acknowledge the pattern." She folded her hands in her lap, the gesture unconscious. "Haunting stories from the outer districts. Servants reporting cold spots in manor houses, voices in empty rooms. Most dismiss it as superstition, but the frequency is increasing at a noticeable rate."
"The nobles notice this?"
"They notice the unrest more directly." Selena's expression grew troubled. "The common folk are restless. There's been talk of demonstrations, complaints about living conditions worsening. The Union's influence has become more aggressive, particularly around the harbor. My cousin mentioned that several merchant families have had issues with sudden regulation changes, inspection fees that appeared overnight."
Ulrich's mind began wandering about his past experience.
The Union. There were the weaponry crates that had gone missing months ago, the ones that started everything. The Shelby family had come into possession of them unknowingly, and the Union's desperate attempts to recover those crates had resulted in offshore bans, abuse of harpoonist authority, and systematic pressure on merchant operations and outer folks.
All of which had worsened conditions throughout Belham's outer districts, creating the perfect breeding ground for resentment and desperation.
"The conditions are deliberate," he said quietly.
Selena tilted her head. "What do you mean?"
Ulrich chose his words carefully, walking the line between what he could share and what remained classified. "Sometimes organizations create chaos to achieve specific goals. Desperate people make different choices than comfortable ones."
"That's a dark way to view the world."
"It's an accurate one."
She studied him with that particular perception she possessed, "This is connected to your case, isn't it?"
"I think is connected." Ulrich stood and moved to the window, looking out at the street beyond. "The Union's troubles began with some missing crates. That investigation led to one of my kidnapping cases. Which led to Portsmouth. Which led to..."
He stopped himself before saying, which led to your kidnapping.
But Selena understood anyway. Her voice softened. "Which led to the Twilight Order."
Ulrich nodded, his reflection ghostly in the window glass. The pieces assembled themselves with horrible clarity now that he spoke them aloud.
Albert's case had revealed the Twilight Order's presence in Belham much earlier. The Portsmouth raid had exposed their organizational structure, their connection to the Resistance through Terry Mondie. Lewis Smith, the suspected Rank 4 bishop, had orchestrated an ambush to achieve some unknown purpose. The same man who faked his death much earlier to lower the guards of the Ministry.
Both Terry and Lewis had disappeared after the Portsmouth raid. Vanished into whatever network sustained the Twilight Order's operations. But their influence remained, threads extending through Belham's social fabric in ways that only became visible when examined from a greater view.
And now the One Eye Covenant was active. A separate organization worshipping a different Drowned God, but operating with the same calculated precision. Targeting noble children through spirit communion rituals, creating supernatural attachments in households with political influence.
Two organizations. Two Drowned Gods. Operating simultaneously in the same city. The hunch struck him with dread.
were preparing for something. Not separate operations running parallel by coincidence, but a coordinated effort toward a singular goal. The Twilight Order worshipped the Primordial Twilight and sought descent into the real world. If the One Eye Covenant served a different god from the depths, their ultimate objective would follow similar patterns.
Divine descent. Multiple gods. In the olden days, such matters relating to gods were considered Divine Secrets.
Ulrich's hands tightened on the windowsill. Six hundred years in the future, Belham would be in ruins. A destroyed island with a collapsed church and overgrown graveyard, its truth deliberately erased from history.
Was this how it began? With two cults coordinating divine descents, while the Ministry scrambled to understand what was happening?
"Ulrich?" Selena's voice carried concern. "You've gone very still."
He turned from the window, his mind already racing ahead to what needed to happen next. "Sorry, I need to go."
"Now?"
"Yes." He moved toward the door with barely controlled composure. "Thank you for the tea. And the conversation. It helped more than you know."
Selena stood, following him to the entrance. "Will you be alright?"
"I don't know yet." He paused at the threshold, looking back at her standing in the lamplight. Radiant and warm and alive. "Be careful, Selena. If anything unusual happens, anything at all, send word to those friends I mentioned immediately."
Her expression shifted, the perceptiveness that defined her catching the weight beneath his words. "You're frightening me."
"Good. Fear keeps people cautious." He stepped into the street before she could ask more questions he couldn't answer.
The walk back to his terraced house passed in a blur of countless thoughts. Ulrich barely registered the familiar streets, his thoughts consumed by the pattern taking shape in his mind, guided by his seer intuition. The Union's weaponry crisis. The Shelby family's unwitting involvement. Albert's kidnapping connecting to the Resistance. Terry Mondie's leadership position in both the Resistance and the Twilight Order. Lewis Smith's coordinated ambush at Portsmouth. Selena's rescue.
And now Victor Suchet teaching noble children spirit communion. The One Eye Covenant's eye symbol appearing after years of dormancy. Missing children. Haunting reports. Supernatural incidents increasing across all districts.
Every event connected to the next like dominoes arranged in precise sequence. Except the hand that set them toppling remained invisible, operating through proxies and carefully constructed chaos. Could it be that the Great Mother above are unaware of the brewing storm? That could not foresee the coming events?
He needed answers to understand what was coming and how much time remained before arrived.
Ma'am Felanor would know. The future version, the one who had existed for six hundred years in that dream timeline. If anyone could provide clarity about Belham's destruction, it would be the Servant of Night who had certainly witnessed it.
Ulrich reached his house and locked the door behind him, immediately checking the time. Still hours before midnight, before the dream would greet him at that precise 00:42 moment.
He sat at his desk, trying to organize various questions into a coherent order. What he needed to know versus what she might be willing to share. The boundaries between divine secrets and permissible information. How to phrase inquiries that wouldn't immediately shut down their conversation.
The clock on his mantle ticked toward midnight with agonizing slowness.
00:42 arrived with its familiar inevitability. His consciousness shifted, reality folding around him as the dream gripped his body.
Sunlight and traffic noise. The wooden bench on Donghai City's busy sidewalk. 12:42 PM displayed on a nearby digital clock, forty-two manifesting again with its persistent significance. Though Ulrich could not be any more bothered as the matter relating to Belham grew more urgent.
Ulrich stood and oriented himself, the dream's future landscape spreading out in all its modern complexity. Six hundred years from his present day, this city thrived while Belham lay in ruins. The correspondence felt deliberately cruel.
He navigated through familiar streets toward the abandoned valley on Donghai's outskirts, the location where he'd performed Ma'am Felanor's ritual in previous loops. The valley floor was carpeted with wild grass that rustled in perpetual wind, isolated enough for undisturbed work.
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Ulrich prepared the ritual with practiced efficiency. A circle marked in salt, three candles positioned at triangular points, his own gift offered freely in the center. He spoke the invocation in Hermes, the words carrying weight that pressed against the tranquil background.
"Servant of Night, Matron of the Mother, seek your presence."
The candles flickered despite windless air. And Ma'am Felanor materialized from shadows that hadn't existed moments before.
But something was wrong. wrong.
She appeared exactly as always, the black starry dress, fair skin, mechanical eyes that usually held nothing but cold assessment. Except her expression was different. Brighter, carrying warmth that Ulrich had never seen in dozens of previous encounters.
She was .
Not the subtle, rare expressions he'd glimpsed occasionally. A genuine smile, full and unguarded, transforming her entire bearing from otherworldly detachment to something approaching human joy.
"Ulrich Constantine," she said, and her voice carried none of its usual detachment and coldness. "I wondered when you would come."
The words struck him as profoundly startling. Ma'am Felanor never spoke first, never initiated conversation beyond minimal acknowledgment. She responded to questions with careful precision, volunteered nothing, and maintained a rigid boundary between herself and him.
This version took three steps forward, closing the distance with casual familiarity.
Ulrich's danger sense buzzed with warnings he couldn't articulate. His enhanced perception noted every detail: the way her mechanical eyes held warmth instead of emptiness, the natural fluidity of her movements versus the usual gliding stillness, the smile that suggested genuine pleasure rather than hollow mimicry.
Something had changed. Something fundamental had shifted beyond his comprehension, both here and in the real world.
He thought of the Leviathan's possession just hours ago in his timeline. The bunny plushie's descent. Ma'am Felanor's appearance in the present day at Augustus Manor. Events were accelerating, converging toward conclusions he couldn't see but could feel approaching like distant thunder.
"We have met before, haven't we?" The question emerged before Ulrich could consider the act of . But he didn't care anymore. Time felt compressed, and his urgency overwhelmed his usual caution.
Ma'am Felanor's smile widened, and she inclined her head in acknowledgment. "Yes."
The confirmation spiraled Ulrich's thoughts into chaos.
All those previous loops. Dozens of encounters where she'd responded to his questions with deliberation, volunteered nothing beyond minimal answers, and maintained careful distance. But there had been moments, flickers he'd noticed with his enhanced perception. Her eyes lingered on him longer than necessary. The subtle tension in her shoulders when he mentioned certain topics. That contemplative silence before responding to questions about Belham's destruction.
She'd always known him.
Known who he was, what he represented, perhaps even known about the loops themselves. And she'd chosen to pretend ignorance, to maintain the facade of each encounter being their first meeting.
The realization carried implications Ulrich couldn't fully process. His mind raced through possibilities, trying to understand why the Servant of Night would deliberately conceal recognition.
"Why?" The word emerged rougher than intended.
Ma'am Felanor's expression softened further, carrying something that might have been sympathy. "There are many reasons, but ultimately, it was not my decision to make."
"Why?" Ulrich repeated, frustration bleeding through the question.
" asked me this."
The revelation struck with the force of a steel hammer.
? His future self had requested that Ma'am Felanor pretend not to know him? The tombstone's inscription flashed through his memory: Search for eternity. Worship Night, praise Night, and embrace Night. Words carved in Celtic script, meant for someone who would find them six hundred years later.
Had some future version of himself orchestrated these encounters, arranged for Ma'am Felanor to wait in this timeline, maintained the loops while withholding critical information?
The temporal mechanics made his head ache worse than any Leviathan's speech. But beneath the confusion, a desperate hope emerged.
If his future self had arranged this, if Ma'am Felanor had been waiting according to his request, then perhaps there was a plan. Perhaps the destruction of Belham wasn't inevitable.
"The destruction of Belham," Ulrich said, forcing his voice steady. "What caused it? What's coming?"
Ma'am Felanor's expression shifted, the warmth fading into something more complex. Regret, perhaps, or the weight of knowledge she wished she didn't carry.
"This might be the last time we see each other," she said, and the words carried finality that made Ulrich's chest tighten. "The other me you see after this dream won't be me, or it will be, but not the same me in this first iteration."
"What does that mean?"
"The first closed loops are ending. Or beginning, depending on perspective." She moved closer, and Ulrich caught the scent of midnight that always accompanied her presence. "Soon, you will be presented with a choice, and this choice will be painful, so much that it will eat at you alive. I cannot tell you which choice is correct. Just know that when the comes, it is up to you to choose what to do with it."
The phrase meant nothing to Ulrich, carried no context he could attach to his current understanding. He'd heard of those same words during his first advancement, and from Selena herself. Yet it meant nothing to him.
Yet, Ma'am Felanor spoke with the certainty of someone describing inevitable events, futures she had already witnessed.
"I don't understand," he admitted.
"Not yet, but you will." Her mechanical eyes held genuine emotion, approaching what he assumed was sorrow. "When the moment arrives, you will understand perfectly. And you will wish you didn't."
The cryptic nature of her warnings frustrated him, but Ulrich recognized the pattern. Divine secrets, information she couldn't share without violating whatever restrictions restricted her existence. He shifted to more direct questions, ones that might yield some answers.
"Does the destruction of Belham involve the Twilight Order and One Eye Covenant?"
Ma'am Felanor's expression transformed, genuine amusement flickering across her features. She seemed entertained by the question, as though he'd asked something both obvious and endearing.
"Yes," she said simply. "The Twilight Order and Covenant wished to use the evil heart of man as fuel to pull their respective Gods to the surface world. Their arrangement started long before you entered the Ministry. You cannot stop it."
The confirmation landed with crushing weight. Everything he'd suspected, all the patterns he'd identified, validated by someone who had witnessed the consequences firsthand.
"Perhaps the in the past could," Ma'am Felanor continued, her tone shifting to something more contemplative. "But that would involve the descent of the Mother. As for the Mother's view on this matter..." She paused, and her mechanical eyes grew distant. "It's a divine secret. I cannot tell you."
Ulrich absorbed this piece of information, fitting it into the larger picture taking shape. The Mother could intervene but chose not to. Divine politics operating on scales and timelines that human comprehension couldn't grasp. The Twilight Order and One Eye Covenant coordinating divine descents, using human suffering as fuel for rituals beyond mortal scope.
And Belham caught between forces too vast to resist.
"The missing children," Ulrich said, pieces clicking together. "The deteriorating conditions. The Union crisis. All of it was a ritual preparation."
"Perhaps," Ma'am Felanor agreed. "Human misery concentrated in specific patterns, channeled toward specific purposes, is a great catalyst. The cults have been arranging this for years, decades even. You entered the Ministry when the final stages were already in motion."
"Then it's hopeless."
"I didn't say that." Her expression grew conflicted, warring emotions playing across features that usually displayed none. "The future is not written in stone, Ulrich. It is written in correspondence, patterns that repeat but can shift, ever so slightly. What I've witnessed may not be what you experience."
She fell silent for a long moment, and Ulrich waited with forced patience. Finally, she spoke again, her voice carrying a request rather than a command.
"If you don't mind," Ma'am Felanor said softly, "don't resent the in the past. I had no choice in this matter. I hope that you can find comfort in the events already passed."
The words settled over him with strange weight. Events already passed? From her perspective, did that mean his future was her past? The temporal mechanics made his head spin, but beneath the confusion, gratitude emerged.
She had helped him, every time he'd summoned her across dozens of loops. Provided information when she could, maintained boundaries when she must, guided him toward understanding without violating whatever restrictions governed her actions.
"I won't resent you," Ulrich said. " version of you. You've helped more than you probably should have."
Ma'am Felanor's smile returned, gentle and sad. "That's kind of you to say."
The city light began shifting, a particular sign that suggested the loop was going on its natural cycle. Ulrich didn't want to wait for midnight's reset to end the dream, didn't want to waste hours in a false future when the present remained at risk.
He manifested a Dark Arrow in his hand, the shadow weapon solid and familiar.
"Thank you," he said to Ma'am Felanor. "For everything."
Then he drove the spear through his own chest. She stood, watching the sight with a mellow expression, showing no intention of stopping him.
Pain exploded through his consciousness, sharp and immediate and absolutely real despite the dream's nature. The world fractured, reality shattering like glass struck by a hammer.
And Ulrich woke gasping in his bed, sweat-soaked and shaking.
His terraced house materialized around him with familiar solidity. The ceiling above, cracks he'd memorized through countless nights staring at them. The window showing Belham's perpetual fog-touched darkness. The clock on his mantle was reading 03:17, hours still remaining before dawn.
Ulrich lay in bed without moving, letting his racing heartbeat slow to normal rhythms. The phantom pain from the self-inflicted wound faded gradually, leaving only the memory of sharp cold spreading through his chest.
The conversation with Ma'am Felanor replayed in his mind with crystalline clarity. Every word, every expression, every implication she'd layered beneath careful phrasing.
The Twilight Order and One Eye Covenant were coordinating divine descents. Using human fear and suffering as fuel for a divine descent. The arrangement had been in motion for years, possibly decades, building toward conclusions Ulrich had entered too late to prevent. If only he'd realized the truth earlier, earlier. But he'd arrived at this point too late.
Belham would be destroyed. And the Mother, who could intervene, had chosen not to.
For reasons Ma'am Felanor couldn't share.
Ulrich sat up slowly, running his hands through damp hair. The weight of knowledge pressed down on him with crushing force. He was one Rank 2 Shadowmancer, barely experienced, facing organizations that had spent decades orchestrating the events in the background. The Ministry didn't understand what was coming, couldn't comprehend the scope of the threat.
Only he knew. Only he had witnessed Belham's destroyed future.
And according to her, he would soon face a choice. Something involving a "blue star," whatever that meant.
Ulrich stood on his shaking legs and moved to his window, looking out at Belham's dimly lit streets. The city continued its ordinary rhythms, unaware of forces gathering in the depths.
He thought of Selena's concerned expression, her warnings about missing children and deteriorating conditions. Of Captain Ottis's cigarette burning down unnoticed as the Leviathan report sank in. Of Rosaline seeking divine revelation through a desperate prayer. Of Victor traveling to Portsmouth to investigate threads that had been arranged years before they could be detected.
All of them operating with partial information, fighting battles without understanding the war. Only Ulrich saw the larger picture. Only he carried the weight of knowing what was coming. And according to Ma'am Felanor, he couldn't stop it.
But he could choose. When the blue star came, when that painful decision arrived, he would have agency. Ulrich didn't know what that meant yet. Didn't understand what choice he would face or what consequences it would carry.
He only knew with absolute certainty that the storm was coming.
And he was the only one who could see it approaching through the fog.

