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Chapter Seventy-Six - Rest, My Heart

  The world snapped back into place with a jolt. Daimon’s knees almost buckled; for a moment, the whole courtyard spun—not the wild, drunken spin of portal sickness, but something brighter, sharper, more dangerous. He steadied himself with a deep breath that burned cold in his lungs.

  Sunset had already begun to swallow Durnhal. The city was awash in the color of old copper and dying embers, the sky bleeding orange and purple over stone walls scarred by fresh repairs. Smoke from the braziers along the main gate drifted in blue ribbons across the square, carrying with it the tang of burnt timber and something sharper—blood, sweat, the sour ghosts of recent fear.

  It was colder here than Vartis, a cold that went straight for the bones. Daimon pulled his coat tighter, but it didn’t help. He blinked. Everything seemed too clear: the chipped edge of a flagstone, the way frost was already silvering the shadows, the sound of boots scraping and voices murmuring beyond the gate. His heart hammered—not with exhaustion, but a wild, feverish energy that felt nothing like the familiar crash after a portal.

  Gale, for his part, barely paused. He set off toward the keep, his stride swift and purposeful, jaw set and eyes fixed on the archway. He looked every bit the scholar—pressed coat, polished boots, hair neatly tied—out of place among the soot-streaked guards and battered walls.

  Daimon followed, fighting the urge to rub his temples. Light flickered at the edge of his vision—orange, then white, then nothing. The static under his skin pulsed harder now, a warning he could almost hear.

  They reached the gate. Two guards braced their spears, blocking their path.

  That was Gale’s problem. Daimon drew in another sharp breath, steadied himself on the cold stone, and told himself he could hold together—at least until the Duchess opened her eyes.

  Gale’s boots hit the pitted stones with a precision that dared anyone to stop him. He barely registered the guards until a spearhead blocked his chest—an iron line across fading sunlight, close enough to catch the glare in his eyes.

  “Halt,” barked the younger of the two, voice raw from shouting or sleepless nights. “No entry to the keep without lord Daskar’s writ, and certainly not to the guest wing—where Mother Elna is attending the duchess—unless called for directly.”

  Tell a stranger exactly where the most valuable person is hidden, Gale thought grimly. Brilliant protocol.

  He squared his shoulders, every inch the man who had once ruled a hall of scholars—and now had no patience left for denial.

  “My name is Gale Dekarios. Archmage of the Velmoran Society of Arcane Sciences. Arcane advisor of Her Grace the Duchess of Foher. Let me pass.”

  Behind him, Daimon flinched. The title hung in the air, wrong and dissonant. He knew that title was a ghost Gale refused to feed. He’d devoured every word the man had ever published—including the scathing, anonymous pamphlet On the Diminishment of a Title, a furious argument that the honorific ‘Archmage’ was now given as a political courtesy rather than earned through grueling trial. For him to use it now… it was a measure of his desperation that felt like a small, private earthquake.

  But the guards weren’t scholars. They exchanged blank stares. The older guard, broad-shouldered and grim, looked Gale up and down—his clean coat and pressed cuffs. It wasn’t the attire of a common messenger, but neither did he look like a soldier or noble.

  “Dekarios, is it?” Suspicion tightened the man’s mouth. “We don’t know you. State your business, sir, and wait your turn.”

  “As I told you, my business is with Her Grace the Duchess,” Gale said, each word flat as slate. “Take me to her, or find someone who will.”

  The younger one’s eyes narrowed. “Pardon, Master, but you appear… dressed for a banquet, not a battlefield. Or perhaps a brothel.”

  Daimon, still breathless from the last portal, felt a fresh wave of that sharp, uncorked energy prickle at his fingertips. He clenched his fists, swallowing back the sensation.

  Gale didn’t blink. “Do you intend to delay me further, or may I pass?”

  The guard bristled. “Not without—”

  “Master Dekarios!”

  The voice came from the far archway of the inner yard. A blur of silver and crimson livery emerged from the shadows—lieutenant Verren, the senior of the ducal guards left in Durnhal. His eyes widened with recognition, and he strode forward, boots echoing sharply against the stone.

  “Stand aside,” Verren said without looking at them. “He’s expected.”

  The guards hesitated, but Verren’s presence was authority made flesh. The spears lowered.

  Verren inclined his head to Gale. “My sincerest regrets, Master Dekarios. We didn’t know you were coming.” His gaze flicked to Daimon, sharp and assessing, then back to Gale. “Come.”

  “Where is she?” Gale asked, already moving past him.

  Verren fell into step beside him, glancing at Daimon with a brief nod. “Upstairs. South wing. The main guestroom. Mother Elna is with her.”

  “How long has she been awake?” Gale’s voice was thin, barely masking the weight pressing down behind it.

  “She woke four days ago. Still weak. Still healing. But alive.”

  Gale’s hand closed and opened once by his side. “Good.”

  He didn’t trust his voice with anything else.

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  They crossed the battered courtyard, smoke and lantern-light curling in the rising dusk. Gale’s eyes barely registered the surroundings—but he did register the two ducal guards flanking the entrance to the guest wing.

  They were her guards. His guards, in a way. Verren’s men. Their Foher livery was smudged with soot and something darker, their postures not the crisp formality of the capital but the weary, battle-hardened vigilance of men who had recently earned their pay.

  As Verren approached with Gale and Daimon in tow, the two guards straightened. But they didn’t salute their lieutenant. Their eyes—hollowed by exhaustion and the memory of recent violence—found Gale.

  The older of the two, a man named Kael with whom Gale had once shared a flask of wine during a long winter patrol, met his gaze. There was no suspicion there. Only a profound, weary recognition. A slight, almost imperceptible dip of his chin—an acknowledgment. We see you. We know why you’re here. We’re sorry.

  The other guard, younger, looked down at his boots as Gale passed, as if ashamed to hold the mage’s eye. He had been there. They all had.

  Verren didn’t need to give orders. His men knew their duty. He simply led Gale and Daimon through the archway, the silent exchange hanging in the air behind them, more poignant than any challenge could have been.

  At the guest wing’s door, Verren slowed, voice dropping. “Her Grace is awake, but only barely. Mother Elna is with her. You’ll have a few minutes before she needs rest again.”

  Gale nodded, the world narrowing to the door ahead. Daimon lingered in the corridor, a shadow against the stone.

  Verren opened the door. The corridor was quieter here—thicker, the hush broken only by the muffled clink of glass from a side chamber and the low hum of voices behind a half-closed door. Lanterns burned low along the walls, gilding old stone with pools of gold. The scent of boiled linen and dried herbs clung to everything, mixed with the sharper, faintly metallic tang of wound dressings.

  Verren knocked lightly at the guestroom door. The sound was answered by Mother Elna herself, hair bound in its severe white cap, hands damp from washing. Her gaze flicked over Gale, questioning.

  “Mother Elna,” Verren said quietly, his voice a low rumble in the hush. “This is Master Gale Dekarios. He’s come for Her Grace.”

  Elna’s eyes widened almost imperceptibly, the only sign of her surprise. Her assessing gaze softened into one of understanding, and she stepped aside without a word.

  Verren lingered just long enough to nod at the duchess within, who could just see his silhouette at the door, then withdrew.

  Inside, Master Andrieu— stooped a little from the day’s labor, his apprentice hovering at his elbow—was finishing his inspection. Fran was propped against pillows, coverlet pulled to her waist. Pale, eyes shadowed, but watching the door with stubborn spark.

  Andrieu murmured a few words to her, who managed a faint smile before looking away. His touch was professional but gentle as he examined the bandage at her side, then checked her pulse with a feather-light grip.

  “Steady enough,” he said quietly to Elna. “If the fever doesn’t return, and the bleeding keeps slowing, we may risk a little broth later.”

  Fran muttered something beneath her breath. If Gale listened closely, he could almost hear the ghost of her usual stubbornness—”No more broth, Mother Elna. I’d rather face another assassin.”

  Elna gave a faint, tired smile. She glanced at Gale. “You can tell her that yourself, Master Dekarios. I suspect she’ll listen to you about as well as she listens to us.”

  Andrieu followed her gaze, giving Gale a brief, exhausted nod. “Don’t let her talk too much. She needs rest, not debate.” He collected his tools, offered Fran a last reassuring pat, and exited, his apprentice trailing behind.

  Elna lingered, smoothing the coverlet and checking the pillows. Her hand brushed Fran’s forehead—ritual, tenderness, habit—and then she too stepped out, closing the door softly behind her.

  Gale stood in the sudden hush, late light gilding the window and Fran’s face. For a heartbeat, he gripped the doorknob with one hand while the other hung helpless at his side.

  Her eyes found him immediately. “Well,” she rasped, a ghost of her old humor threading the word. “You’re overdressed. Planning to seduce one of the maids, or is this your application for the Scarlet Crescent?”

  His laugh was almost a sob. He moved to her bedside, dropping to his knees with no care for dignity, only for the living proof of her. He took her right hand in both of his, thumb stroking her knuckles—anchor, apology, prayer.

  “I was aiming for ‘hero returned from battle,’” he managed, voice thick. “But I’ll take ‘galaunt.’”

  “A galaunt implies charm,” Fran whispered, a faint tease in her rasp. “You’re just overdressed.”

  She tried to smirk, but the effort cost her—her left side tensed, pain creasing her mouth.

  “Stay clear of the left side,” she whispered. “Unless you’re trying to get me bled again.”

  “Understood. No heroics.”

  Silence stretched. He bent, pressed his lips to her knuckles, and just stayed there, forehead bowed against her hand like he could keep her tethered through sheer force of will.

  “So.” Her voice was thin but sly. “How was life as an improvised investigator? Did you finally get tired of scaring Kentarian brothel girls with your lectures on magical theory?”

  He looked up, smiling through unshed tears. “There was a girl with a hairpin who nearly had me hexed. I considered it an educational experience.”

  Fran’s smile quirked, but faded just as quickly. “Next time, try to land in less embarrassing company. Or at least make sure you’re not wearing that coat.”

  He made a show of straightening his collar, which only brought another wince from her—a twist of pain she tried, and failed, to hide.

  His voice dropped, softer, aching. “You’re alive.” It was all he could say. “You’re here.”

  Her fingers curled around his, fierce despite their trembling. “I thought I’d lost you.”

  He looked down, then back at her. “You’re the one nearly—”

  “Don’t. Not now.” Her grip tightened.

  He nodded, swallowing hard. For a moment, they just breathed together—his pulse finally slowing, hers fluttering against his palm.

  After a time, her sarcasm resurfaced, gentler now. “How’s the city? Are the cats still plotting against me?”

  “They’ve taken to the windows. I think they’re holding court in your absence. And Rudy’s grown fat with despair.”

  She managed a half-laugh, then closed her eyes, fatigue pressing her back into the pillows. He watched her, memorizing the lines of her face, the soft hitch of each breath.

  Her eyes opened again, the humor fading into something raw and unguarded. Her lips parted as if to speak, to give shape to the void that had opened inside her. But then she looked at him, saw the fear and the exhaustion he was barely holding at bay, and the words died before they were born. She could not give him this stone to carry. Not yet.

  “Don’t go back,” she whispered, the words now covering the ones she couldn’t say. “Not yet.”

  He squeezed her hand, bending to press his brow to her knuckles. “I won’t.”

  Mother Elna’s voice—gentle but immovable—rose from the doorway. “That’s enough for now. Her Grace needs rest.”

  He rose reluctantly, not letting go until the last moment. Leaning in, he pressed a kiss to Fran’s brow, reverent and careful. “Rest, my heart. I’ll be here when you wake.”

  She caught his sleeve as he pulled away, her smile weary but true. “Don’t let the guards mistake you for a peacock in the courtyard.”

  He huffed out a laugh, then turned and paused at the door.

  Behind him, Elna leaned in to adjust the blanket, then murmured, “So. That’s him.”

  She did not tell that his was the only name the Duchess had called when the fever was at its worst, when the quiet of the night had been broken only by her delirious, pleading whispers. It was a confidence that belonged to the sickroom, not the hallway.

  Fran didn’t open her eyes, but the corner of her mouth twitched. “The kind of man that makes you want to slap him.”

  “I hear you’re rather good at that, my lady.”

  “Practice.”

  The last thing Gale heard, when the door clicked softly shut behind him, was their laughter—low and brief, the sound of a promise remade in pain.

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