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Chapter 15: Life Goes On

  I arrived at the detachment early for an update. When I entered the building it was a stark contrast to the pristine place of order it once was. The floors were grimy from the hundreds of boots that cross the floor regularly, the chemical smell of cleaner replaced by the pungent odor of sweat and stress.

  Each face that pass wore the same expression of grim determination.

  The hallway to Chief’s office was in better shape, less bodies racing down the hall compared to the lower floor. I hesitated before rapping on the door.

  “Come in.” Chief’s gruff voice called from inside.

  Chief was sitting behind his desk, his eyes had bags underneath, a look of utter exhaustion on his face as he looked up from the papers in front of him.

  “Anything new regarding the murder last night?”

  “Not yet. We did find a lab tech willing to come in and work. We should have the results in a few days.” Chief said with a half smile.

  “What do you need from me in the mean time?” The urge to do something over whelmed me.

  I have to do something, anything. I can’t be useless.

  “Business as usual Elias. Patrol, train and be ready for anything. I will update you if anything new comes in.”

  “But, Chief. What if there is another murder while we just sit around doing nothing?”

  “Elias. We can't act without being sure. What else can we do. Please I am all ears if you have a better idea? We can’t be everywhere at once.” Chief folded his hands under his chin.

  I racked my brain for a better idea. Anything to speed up the investigation. However my effort was fruitless as no plan formed.

  “See,” Chief said after a moment of silence. “We do what we can. How are your skills coming along?”

  “They average between thirty percent and fifty percent.” I answered, letting out a weary sigh.

  “Take today to do some training. It will help taking your mind off things you can’t control.”

  “Thank you Chief.”

  I walked out of the Chief’s office and returned to the parking lot.

  “Any updates?” Kira asked as she approached with Jamie.

  “Nothing yet. Chief wants us to go about our regular routine. Want to ride together Kira?” I asked as I walked towards our Police Cruiser.

  Kira didn’t respond right away, causing me to turn to see her hesitating. Her brow furrowed and her expression torn.

  “What is it?”

  “I was hoping to go by the hospital and maybe use some Mana crystals to get more healers and help heal some of the sick there.”

  “Okay? That’s a great idea. Let’s do that first then maybe a patrol of the wall after and then some training? Jamie, you and Logan want to join?” I asked as I turned to Jamie.

  “Definitely and I know Logan is all for some sparring.” Jamie said smiling.

  “Okay, meet here in the afternoon.” I said as I entered the driver’s seat.

  “Copy.” Jamie said before heading off to complete his own tasks.

  I waited as Kira climbed into the passenger seat, the cruiser settling under our combined weight. She buckled in, hands lingering in her lap for a heartbeat longer than necessary, eyes already somewhere else. Her express one of rapt focus.

  I started the engine and eased us out of the lot.

  The city slid past in muted colors. Barricades, sandbags, volunteers with reflective vests directing foot traffic where lights no longer worked. The siren scars of the last few days were everywhere. Burn marks on pavement. Windows boarded with scavenged plywood. People moving with that careful, economical urgency you only see after a disaster and people are trying to figure out what the new normal is.

  Kira watched it all quietly. Stress seemed to be emanating off her in almost tangible waves.

  “You sure you’re up for this?” I asked, keeping my eyes on the road.

  She nodded. “They need help. And if the crystals can help unlock some abilities, we will be world’s ahead in making our current situation better.”

  That was Kira. No qualifiers. No hesitation once she decided something mattered.

  The hospital came into view like a stubborn island of light. Traffic almost at a standstill as countless people moved in and out of the building. A triage tent had been erected in the parking lot, canvas walls stained darker in places that told their own stories.

  I parked near the ambulance bay. The second we stepped out, the noise hit. Not screaming. Not chaos. Just constant motion. Orders called out. Gurneys rolling. The low murmur of pain held in check because people knew losing control didn’t help anyone.

  A nurse spotted Kira and froze.

  “Hey,” she called, pushing free of a knot of staff. “You’re the healer. Thank goodness you are back.”

  Kira smiled, already moving. “How bad is it inside?”

  “Bad enough,” the nurse said. “We’ve got staff, but we’re burning them out.”

  “Let’s fix that,” Kira said gently.

  I followed a step behind as she was ushered through the doors. The hospital smelled like antiseptic layered over exhaustion. Beds lined hallways. IV poles improvised from coat racks. A doctor with bloodshot eyes leaned against a wall, counting breaths like he might forget how.

  Kira didn’t hesitate.

  She knelt beside a woman clutching her side, whispered something I couldn’t hear, and placed her palm just above the wound. Mana flared soft and warm, like sunrise through fog. The woman gasped, then sagged back, pain draining from her face as if someone had opened a valve.

  The doctor stared.

  “How did you do that?” he asked.

  Kira looked up at him, calm as ever. “You can do it too.”

  That got my attention.

  She stood and addressed the small crowd forming around us. Nurses. EMTs. A couple of orderlies with their sleeves rolled up and their eyes full of stubborn resolve.

  “The System responds to intent and repetition,” Kira said. “You already have the intent. You’re already doing the work. The crystals just help you push past the threshold.”

  She handed one to the doctor. Then another to a nurse who looked like she hadn’t slept in a week.

  “Hold it,” Kira instructed. “Focus on the act you already perform. Not the outcome. The motion. The care and crush the stones.”

  They did and I watched as the blue smoke absorbed into their bodies. Their faces immediately showing signs of relief as the exhaustion washed away. A few people yelped in surprise as they were suddenly looking at the empty space in front of them.

  Kira explained the awakening system to everyone and urged those who didn’t unlock abilities to try different approaches with the Mana stones. Kira pulled a container from behind a desk and filled it with stones for anyone to try and awaken as a Player.

  Excited discussion began sweeping through the hallways as people talked about the skills they unlocked.

  Minor Heal. Stabilize. Pain Dampening.

  Every time someone unlocked a healer ability, Kira’s smile widened just a fraction. Relief thick in her expression.

  The energy and mood took on its own life, soon everyone was energetically running around healing others in excitement as their new abilities and possibilities began opening before them.

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  Kira moved through the ward like she belonged there, pausing to correct a stance, adjusting a breathing pattern, reminding someone to drink water before they collapsed. Her voice never rose. Never rushed. She met every person where they were, whether that was fear, anger, or bone-deep fatigue.

  I leaned against a wall and just watched.

  I’d seen strength in a lot of forms. Muscle. Authority. Violence when it was necessary. But this was something else. Quiet. Relentless. The kind that didn’t ask to be noticed and didn’t stop when no one was watching.

  An EMT caught my eye as he took a break, hands shaking as he peeled off gloves.

  “She’s incredible,” he said, voice rough. “You know she’s doing all this for free, right?”

  I nodded. “So are you.”

  He shrugged. “Someone has to.”

  That truth settled heavy in my chest as I looked around. Doctors running on fumes. Nurses skipping meals. First responders who could have walked away and didn’t. No pay. No promises. Just people refusing to let other people fall through the cracks.

  “This city’s still standing because of people like you,” I said quietly.

  The EMT snorted. “Then let’s hope it’s enough.”

  By the time Kira finished, the ward felt different. Lighter. Steadier. Kira had brought life and hope to everyone in the building.

  She finally turned back to me, cheeks flushed, hair pulled loose from its tie.

  “You okay?” I asked.

  She nodded, tired but satisfied. “We’ll have more healers by tomorrow. Real ones.”

  I reached out without thinking and squeezed her hand. “You did good.”

  She squeezed back, just as firm. “We all are.”

  As we stepped back into the daylight, the crowd still hummed with activity, the city still groaned, and the world was still broken.

  But for the first time that day, it felt like it might hold together.

  We pulled away from the hospital while the sun still sat low enough to throw long shadows across the street. The cruiser’s tires hissed over damp pavement, and the city rolled past in pieces. Barricades made from pallets and rebar. Storefront windows patched with plywood and duct tape. Volunteers in reflective vests waving cars through intersections where the lights were dead.

  Kira leaned against the passenger door, elbow propped on the window frame. Her eyes tracked everything without staring, like she was taking inventory without letting it stick to her.

  “You did good in there,” I said.

  She gave a small shrug. “The world can use all the healers it can get. I didn't do much besides give them the tools to help more people.”

  “You do see how amazing that is right?”

  Her mouth twitched, almost a smile. “You’re not going to start making speeches, are you?”

  “Only if you start seeing how important you are. If not, I will keep making speeches to remind you”

  Kira turned her head toward me then, and for a second I saw it. The fatigue tucked behind her eyes. The way her shoulders held tension even while she tried to look relaxed.

  “You okay?” I asked, taking my eyes off the road to meet her gaze.

  “I will be.” She stared forward again. “I just hate feeling like it’s still not enough. Like no matter how much healing magic I pump into the world, it will remain broken.”

  “Yeah.” My hands tightened on the wheel. “I understand that.”

  The radio crackled once with distant chatter, then went quiet again. I kept us moving through the morning routes, the kind of patrol that used to feel routine. Now it felt like we were driving through a city that had been put in a blender and poured back into its own shape.

  We turned onto the block where the murder had happened.

  The scene was still partly locked down.

  Yellow tape fluttered from a streetlight to a dented fence post, pulled tight across the sidewalk and the entrance to a narrow alley. Two cruisers sat angled near the curb, not for show but to box the street in. A uniformed officer stood at the tape, hands on his duty belt, eyes sweeping the crowd the way you do when you are trying to see trouble before it becomes trouble.

  Another officer wore coveralls over his uniform. He crouched near the edge of the alley with a flashlight even though the sun was up, checking the ground like the answers might still be hiding in the cracks.

  I slowed the cruiser to a crawl.

  A group had gathered across the street, larger than yesterday’s by the look of it. People with signs made from cardboard, marker ink thick and uneven. Some of them wore winter jackets. Some wore hospital scrubs. One man had his arms crossed over a stained hoodie, face tight with the kind of anger that had nowhere good to go.

  Their voices layered over one another as we came into view.

  “Players are murderers!”

  “Monsters!”

  “Abominations”

  One woman stepped closer to the curb, pointing at the cruiser as if she could spear us with her finger. Her cheeks were flushed and her eyes were wet. She shouted like the words were all that kept her upright.

  “You think we don’t see it? You kill and you get stronger. That’s what it is. That’s what this whole thing is!”

  Kira’s hand tightened on her thigh.

  I kept my face forward, posture steady. I did not want to feed it. Anything I said from behind glass would turn into fuel.

  An older man in the crowd lifted his sign higher. The letters were jagged and huge.

  PLAYERS = PREDATORS

  Another sign read:

  WE ARE NOT XP

  A younger guy shouted over the rest, voice cracking with effort. “How many bodies did you step over to get your skills? How many?”

  I felt my jaw clench. My mind wanted to argue. To list the times we had bled for strangers. To explain the difference between fighting a monster and hunting a person.

  Fear did not care about explanations. Grief did not care about nuance. People saw the Superhuman strength. They saw the level-ups. They heard about the way death could turn into numbers and rewards.

  They did not see the nights you didn’t sleep because you remembered a face you couldn’t save. The constant nervous energy as you prepared for the next bad thing. Now it’s waiting for the next monster attack… or murder.

  I recognized one of the officers holding the perimeter. Constable Harris. He had been a comedian in briefing rooms back when the world was normal, always the guy cracking a joke five seconds too early. Now his eyes were tired and hard, and his coffee cup shook slightly in his gloved hand.

  He looked at me through the windshield and gave a small nod which I returned before he continued scanning for threats.

  The crowd’s shouting followed us as we rolled past, then softened as the block fell behind us. The noise turning into a distant, ugly hum that sat under everything else.

  Kira exhaled slowly, her shoulders slumping as she tried to release some of the tension.

  “They think we’re killing people,” she said, voice low.

  “They think we’re capable of it,” I corrected.

  She stared out the window at a woman pushing a stroller through a patchwork crosswalk. The kid inside wore a knitted hat and chewed on a wooden toy like nothing had happened to the world.

  “They’re scared,” Kira said.

  “Yeah.”

  “And they’re not completely wrong, especially after what happened last night.”

  I didn’t answer right away. I didn’t want to. Because she was right about that too.

  “There are people who would do anything for power,” I said. “Before the System, they were just normal criminals or politicians. Now they get immediate results and don’t care about the cost.”

  Kira’s gaze drifted back to me. “We won’t succumb to that. Getting stronger no matter the cost.”

  “No.”

  It came out firm. Automatic. The same response I am sure all the player we knew would give, because the thought of that kind of evil made something cold twist in my gut.

  Kira looked away again as we continued on.

  Patrol became movement without a destination. We checked the shelters. The distribution point near the old rec center. The line of cars waiting for fuel near the generator depot. We rolled through neighborhoods where people had started stacking bricks and scrap metal into makeshift barriers at the ends of cul-de-sacs, little private fortresses made by ordinary hands.

  Everywhere, people were trying to adapt. It was chunky, graceless and sometimes impractical but it gave people a small measure of peace.

  A city doesn’t die all at once. It dies in small choices. A door that doesn’t get opened. A neighbor that doesn’t get checked on. A job that doesn’t get done because no one is paying.

  What struck me was how many people were still doing the jobs anyway.

  A woman in a postal jacket walked door to door with a canvas bag, handing out paper notices and handwritten maps. A firefighter stood at a corner with a bullhorn, directing volunteers to reinforce sandbags near the river. A teenager with a toolbox helped an elderly man under the hood of a SUV.

  Kira watched it all with a soft intensity that made me glance at her more than I meant to.

  “What?” she asked without looking at me.

  “Nothing.”

  “That’s a lie.”

  I smiled despite myself. “You just… you see people.”

  She turned her head then, brow lifting slightly. “Of course I do.”

  “Most people don’t. Not like you.”

  Kira’s expression shifted into something that could have been warmth, could have been discomfort. She looked back out the window.

  “Maybe they would,” she said, “if they had to hold someone’s hand while they begged not to die.”

  The words landed between us, heavy, suffocating.

  We drove in silence for a while after that, heavy with shared experiences.

  Eventually, the wall came into view.

  It rose above the far end of the industrial district like a steel horizon. Plates welded and bolted together in long segments. Some were still skeletal frames with scaffolding and ladders clinging to them. Cranes moved slowly overhead, their long arms swinging with practiced precision.

  The sound of construction carried across the area. Hammering. Grinding. The staccato pop of welding arcs. Shouted commands between crews. The steady groan of heavy machinery doing work that used to require permits, budgets and city council votes.

  Now it required bodies and will.

  I parked near an access ramp where a couple of workers in hard hats stood smoking and talking with an officer. They glanced at us, nodding in our direction before going back to their conversation.

  Kira stepped out and stretched, rolling her shoulders. Her hair had come loose from its tie again, strands catching the light.

  We walked toward the ramp, boots ringing against the steel as we climbed. The higher we went, the more of the city unfolded behind us. Rooftops coming into view, row upon row. Streets lined with parked vehicles and makeshift checkpoints. Smoke rising from cooking fires or chimneys.

  When we reached the top, the world opened in front of us.

  Forest, endless and dark green, stretching out toward the mountains. Mist pooled in the low places like breath. The wind carried the scent of pine and damp earth, clean enough that it made the city stink feel like something you could wash off.

  A concrete river cut through the land below, straight and pale, carving a rigid line through the trees. It flowed away from us toward another populated city or town somewhere in the distance.

  There were other places. Other people. Another set of walls being built somewhere else, maybe. Or maybe they found some other way to survive. Another set of hands trying to hold the world together.

  Kira climbed onto the rampart and sat down at the edge of the wall without ceremony, legs dangling over the ledge. I sat beside her, close enough that our shoulders touched and we leaned against each other in the open air.

  The quiet tranquility of the moment embracing us as the moment stretched.

  Below us, a crew guided a steel plate into position with a crane. The metal swung slowly, controlled by ropes and shouted instructions. When it settled into place, bolts clanged, tools rattled, and the wall grew by another small, stubborn piece.

  Kira watched the forest, eyes narrowed as if she could see movement between the trees.

  “Feels weird up here,” she said.

  “Yeah?”

  “It’s quiet.” She paused. “Different kind of quiet.”

  I leaned forward slightly, resting my forearms on my thighs. “It’s the kind that makes your brain search for threats.”

  Kira nodded. “I hate that I know what you mean.”

  We sat with the wind for a while. It tugged at my shirt and lifted Kira’s loose strands of hair, brushing them across her cheek.

  She reached up to tuck them behind her ear, then let her hand fall back to her lap.

  “You ever think about what they were yelling back there?” she asked.

  I didn’t pretend not to understand. “Every day. Long before the murder.”

  She looked down at the construction crew for a moment. “I could feel it in the hospital too. Not the yelling, but the… suspicion. Like they were grateful, but they were waiting for the catch.”

  “People don’t trust free kindness anymore,” I said.

  Kira’s gaze flicked to me. “That’s the part that hurts. Everyone in there is working because they can’t stand doing nothing. They’re not getting paid. They’re not getting rewarded by the System. They’re just… helping.”

  I watched an EMT below lift a crate of medical supplies off the tailgate of a truck, shoulders straining. Another first responder working to keep the world in one piece.

  “Same with the first responders,” I said. “Same with the hospital staff. Same with half the volunteers in this city.”

  Kira’s voice softened. “And they still get called na?ve. Idiots. Liars.”

  I looked out over the forest and tried to imagine what it would look like at night. What the shadows would hide. What might be watching from the treeline.

  The wall felt tall until you compared it to the world beyond it.

  “I hate that they’re scared of Players,” she said. “I hate that they might have a reason.”

  My throat tightened. “People have always been scared of what they don’t understand.”

  Kira’s lips pressed together. She stared at the river, following it toward the horizon.

  “There’s another city out there,” she murmured. “I wonder what it looks like right now.”

  “Probably like us,” I said. “Just with different faces.”

  Kira breathed in slowly, as if she was trying to pull the clean air all the way into the places that hurt.

  “You know what’s strange?” she asked.

  “What?”

  “This moment.” She gestured vaguely with her hand, palm facing the forest. “Sitting here. Watching trees. Listening to construction.”

  I glanced at her. “Strange good or strange bad?”

  Her mouth curved faintly. “Strange like… if the world hadn’t ended, we’d never be up here doing this.”

  “That’s true.”

  “We’d be busy with paperwork and endless human stupidity.”

  I huffed a quiet laugh. “And supervisors complaining about overtime or interrupting lunches.”

  Kira’s smile grew a little. “And you would have told me to stop volunteering so much.”

  “I would have tried.” I looked at her. “You would have ignored me.”

  “Absolutely.”

  The wind shifted, and for a moment the sound of the city faded behind us. All I could hear was the distant clang of tools and the murmur of the forest.

  Kira’s gaze stayed on the treeline, but her voice dropped.

  “Do you ever wish you could just sit?” she asked. “Like really sit. Without your brain listing threats.”

  I swallowed. “I don’t know if I remember how.”

  Kira nodded like she understood too well. “At least now we are developing the tools to defend ourselves no matter the threat.”

  “That is true.”

  Kira lifted her hand and a small Mana crystal materialized out of nowhere. She held it between her fingers, turning it so the light caught the facets.

  “It’s weird,” she said quietly. “This thing can change someone’s life. It can turn fear into action.”

  “It can also turn action into addiction,” I said.

  Kira’s fingers stilled. She looked at the crystal for a long beat, then It disappeared like it never existed in the first place.

  “We need rules,” she said.

  “We need trust,” I replied.

  Kira’s eyes shifted back to me. “Those don’t come easy right now.”

  “No,” I said. “But they come. A good place to start would be catching the murderer.”

  We sat on the wall while the crew bolted another plate into place. Sparks fell like brief orange rain. The sound of a grinder whined and then stopped. A worker laughed at something, the sound quick and surprised, like he hadn’t expected himself to still be capable of it.

  Kira’s shoulders lowered, just a little.

  She leaned back on her hands, head tilted toward the sky for a moment, eyes half closed as the sun warmed her face.

  It struck me then how young she looked when she wasn’t actively holding the world together. How human. How close she was to being overwhelmed and how hard she kept pushing anyway.

  We took a quiet moment in a loud world.

  Below us, the wall grew higher, plate by plate, as if we could build safety out of steel and stubbornness.

  Out beyond the wall, the forest waited, patient and indifferent.

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