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CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE: Im Fighting With Broken Bones

  Advanced

  Hand-to-Hand Combat – 07:10 – 2nd Quarter, 2394

  The

  mat smells like old sweat and antiseptic resin. Blood has soaked into

  it over the years, scrubbed out poorly, never forgotten. Instructor

  Manius Veyron paces the edge of the sparring floor with his hands

  clasped behind his back, voice calm, measured, merciless.

  “Size advantage,” he

  says, mid-lecture, “is a lie you tell yourself when you don’t

  wanna learn how to survive.”

  He stops. Turns. His dark

  eyes rake across the line of cadets standing barefoot on the mat.

  “Strength fails. Reach

  fails. Speed fails. Pain always comes.” A pause. “The question is

  whether you panic when it does.”

  Lucille stands third from

  the left.

  At nineteen, she is leaner

  than she was at fifteen, harder in ways that don’t show until she

  moves. Her shoulders are corded, her hands scarred. Bruises bloom

  along her ribs beneath the fitted combat tunic, old ones, yellowing.

  She keeps her posture perfect, chin level, eyes forward. She is still

  smaller than everyone else.

  Veyron’s gaze finds her

  anyway. It always does.

  “Advanced hand-to-hand,”

  he continues, “assumes your opponent wants you dead. No points. No

  mercy. No correction mid-engagement.” His eyes flick briefly to

  Cain Aurellius, Seraphine Veyra, then to Dacien Voltur, Caius Verran.

  “If you hesitate, you lose something that won’t grow back.”

  A thin smile ghosts across

  his mouth. “Pairs.”

  The line breaks instantly.

  They circle like wolves

  pretending not to bare their teeth.

  Lucille doesn’t choose.

  She never has to.

  Caius Verran steps into her

  space without asking. He is taller by nearly a head, shoulders broad,

  knuckles already scarred thick from years of striking bone. He grins

  down at her, just enough to be seen.

  “Try not to cry this

  time,” he murmurs.

  Around them, the mat fills

  with motion, bodies colliding, breath snapping, the wet sound of skin

  on skin. Someone goes down hard to Lucille’s left. Veyron does not

  look.

  Lucille exhales once. Her

  stance shifts.

  Veyron’s voice cuts

  through the noise. “Begin.”

  Caius lunges immediately,

  brute confidence behind it, aiming to overwhelm. Lucille pivots

  instead of retreating, slips inside his reach where his size becomes

  a liability. His forearm clips her shoulder, pain flashes white, but

  she does not slow.

  She hooks his wrist. Drops

  her weight. Drives her knee up into his inner thigh.

  He snarls, more surprised

  than hurt, and swings wide. She ducks, too slow by a breath, his

  elbow grazes her temple, stars bursting behind her eyes, but she

  keeps moving, always moving, hands finding joints, pressure points

  Manius drilled into her until she dreamed of them.

  Someone laughs. Someone

  else shouts encouragement that sounds like mockery.

  Caius grabs for her collar.

  Lucille lets him. She

  twists at the last second, using his grip to pull herself closer,

  forehead slamming into his nose with a dull, sickening crack. He

  staggers. She doesn’t stop. Elbow. Heel. Another knee.

  He goes down choking on

  blood and breath.

  Silence ripples outward in

  a small, stunned wave.

  Lucille stands over him,

  chest heaving, knuckles split, blood, his blood, warm along her

  fingers. Her vision swims, but she stays upright.

  Veyron finally steps

  forward.

  “That,” he says calmly,

  “is why you never underestimate someone who knows how to bleed.”

  His eyes linger on Lucille

  a second longer than the rest.

  Caius is dragged off the

  mat, swearing, face ruined. The other cadets look at her differently

  now. Not with respect. With calculation.

  Lucille wipes her hands on

  her trousers and returns to the line. She does not smile. She already

  knows what comes after this class.

  Manius Veyron does not stop

  speaking when Caius Voltur goes down.

  He does not raise his

  voice. He does not rush. He does not even look particularly surprised

  when the larger boy collapses with a choked gasp, clutching at his

  arm where Lucille’s elbow has driven the breath, and something

  else, out of him.

  “Clear the mat,” Veyron

  says calmly, still pacing. “Medic.”

  Two orderlies move in.

  Caius is dragged back, face pale, eyes unfocused. Blood beads where

  skin has split. Someone retches quietly at the edge of the room.

  Veyron turns back to the

  class as if nothing has happened.

  “Pain is a teacher,” he

  continues. “But it is not the lesson. The lesson is control.

  You do not fight to hurt. You fight to end the threat.”

  His gaze cuts to Lucille.

  Not accusing. Assessing.

  She stands where she is,

  chest rising and falling, knuckles already bruising. Smaller than

  nearly everyone in the room. Breathing steady anyway.

  Cain watches her from

  across the mat, jaw tight. He knows that look in her eyes now. He

  hates it. He never tells her that.

  “Pair up again,” Veyron

  says. “New partners.”

  The room shifts. Boots

  scrape. Bodies reposition.

  Seraphine Veyra steps

  forward.

  She is taller than Lucille

  by several inches, broader through the shoulders, dark hair pulled

  back tight. One of the few other girls in the combat track, and the

  only one who has ever been able to match Lucille strike for strike

  without faltering.

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  A murmur ripples through

  the class.

  Cain’s eyes flick between

  them. He starts to speak, then stops. There is no point.

  Veyron nods once. “Good.

  Begin.”

  They circle.

  At first, it is

  even.

  Seraphine moves well,

  measured steps, tight guard, textbook precision. Lucille mirrors her,

  light on her feet, hands open, posture loose in a way that belies how

  fast she can close distance.

  They trade probes. A wrist

  catch. A shoulder check. A low sweep that Lucille hops over by

  inches.

  Seraphine smirks. “Still

  hidin' behind tricks?” she murmurs, just loud enough. “Thought

  you’d grown out of that, Domitian.”

  Lucille’s jaw tightens.

  Seraphine presses, faster

  now, forcing Lucille back step by step. Strength matters here. Weight

  matters. Seraphine uses it, drives her toward the edge of the mat.

  “You know,” Seraphine

  continues, breath barely disturbed, “for someone who’s supposed

  to be special, you bleed like the rest of us. Smaller, too.”

  Lucille’s heel hits the

  boundary line.

  Something in her snaps, not

  loudly. Quietly. Like a cord pulled too tight. She stops retreating.

  Seraphine lunges,

  confident. Lucille slips inside the strike. Her elbow comes up, not

  wild, not desperate, precise. It smashes into Seraphine’s

  collarbone, just below the neck. Seraphine gasps, staggered.

  Lucille doesn’t give her

  space. She hooks Seraphine’s arm, twists, steps through, and drives

  her knee into Seraphine’s thigh. Once. Twice. Bone on bone. The

  joint buckles.

  Seraphine cries out.

  Lucille takes her down hard.

  The mat slams as

  Seraphine hits, air knocked from her lungs. Lucille follows her down,

  weight forward, forearm across Seraphine’s throat, not crushing,

  not yet, but close enough that Seraphine feels how easily it could

  be.

  Lucille leans in, eyes

  cold. “Don’t mistake size for safety,” she says quietly. “It

  never has been.”

  For a heartbeat, no one

  breathes.

  Then Veyron’s voice cuts

  through the tension like a blade.

  “Enough.”

  Lucille releases

  immediately, rising to her feet, stepping back without protest.

  Seraphine lies there

  coughing, eyes wide, not with pain alone, but something closer to

  fear.

  Cain exhales slowly. His

  hands unclench. Pride simmers in his chest.

  Veyron steps between them,

  looking down at Seraphine, then up at Lucille.

  “Good,” he says simply.

  “Both of you.”

  The word lands heavier than

  praise.

  “Remember this,” Veyron

  adds to the class. “Skill does not announce itself. It ends

  things.”

  His gaze sweeps the room.

  “And anyone who thinks

  that mercy is weakness,” he says, eyes lingering on Lucille, “has

  not yet learned how dangerous restraint truly is.”

  The lesson continues. But

  no one forgets how quickly it turned.

  The mat resets. Blood is

  wiped away with rough towels. Manius Veyron’s voice never rises,

  never softens.

  “Again,” he says.

  “Pairings rotate.”

  Cadets move. Boots scuff

  stone. Someone groans as Caius is hauled off to the side, a medic

  kneeling to bind his arm. The rest are already reforming lines.

  Lucille is told to sit out.

  She does not argue. She

  wipes her hands clean on a cloth that is already stained dark, flexes

  her fingers, and lowers herself onto the edge of the mat. Her

  knuckles throb in time with her pulse. She welcomes it. Pain means

  she is still sharp.

  Cain Aurellius steps

  forward.

  He is paired with Dacien

  Voltur this time, taller, broader, smug with it. Dacien rolls his

  shoulders, cracks his neck, grins like this is going to be easy.

  Manius does not correct

  him.

  “Begin.”

  Dacien lunges.

  Cain does not retreat. He

  pivots, just enough. Dacien’s grip closes on empty air, and Cain is

  already inside his guard. An elbow snaps up into Dacien’s throat,

  not full force, controlled to the edge of legality, but it steals his

  breath. Cain’s foot hooks behind Dacien’s ankle. A twist of the

  hips. A shove.

  Dacien hits the mat hard.

  Cain follows him down, knee

  pinning the chest, forearm pressing across the jaw. He does not

  strike again. He does not need to.

  Manius raises a hand.

  “Yield?”

  Dacien slaps the stone,

  coughing.

  Cain rises immediately,

  stepping back, offering a hand that Dacien refuses. Cain does not

  react. He simply returns to position, calm as still water.

  A ripple moves through the

  watching cadets. Not awe. Something uglier.

  Lucille watches him

  closely. The precision. The restraint. How he never wastes motion.

  Cain fights like someone who expects the world to break if he pushes

  too hard, and knows exactly how far to go.

  She scrubs at her hands

  again. The blood has already crusted in the lines of her skin.

  The whispers start.

  “Of course he wins. He’s

  Aurellius.”

  “She only looks good next

  to him.”

  “Bet she cried when Caius

  hit her.”

  Lucille does not turn her

  head.

  Another voice, sharper.

  “She fights like a feral thing. No form. Just bites and claws.”

  Her jaw tightens. She

  presses her thumb into her palm until it hurts more than the words.

  Cain is already moving

  again, paired with another cadet, then another. Each bout ends the

  same way, fast, decisive, clean. Manius watches him with open

  interest, correcting only the smallest details. A wrist angle. A

  stance adjustment.

  Lucille memorizes them all.

  She feels Seraphine’s

  eyes on her from across the mat. Feels the heat of resentment, the

  promise of another confrontation later. She ignores it.

  She focuses on Cain’s

  breathing. On his footwork. On the way he never looks angry when he

  fights.

  When the class finally

  breaks, Manius’ voice cuts through the noise.

  “Remember this,” he

  says. “Skill earns envy. Envy earns violence. You will learn to

  survive both.”

  Lucille rises with the

  others, hands clean now, heart steady. The whispers follow her off

  the mat.

  Advanced Hand-to-Hand

  Combat – 08:10 The End of Class


  The

  room empties in pieces. Boots scrape against the stone floor.

  Sweat-darkened uniforms brush past one another. Low voices carry

  without trying to be quiet, there is no need. The sparring hall

  always echoes, and cruelty thrives in echoes.

  Lucille sits on the edge of

  the mat, shoulders forward, elbows on her knees. Her hands rest in

  Cain’s, palms up, skin split and raw beneath drying blood. Cain

  kneels in front of her, methodical, focused, wrapping fresh bandages

  with practiced care.

  “Careful,” she mutters

  when he tightens one loop too much.

  “Hold still,” Cain

  replies softly, not looking up. He loosens it by a fraction anyway.

  Cadets file past them.

  “Still think she’s

  special?”

  “Little butcher needs

  knives to win.”

  “Watch your back if you

  spar her. She fights like an animal.”

  “Funny how the mutt

  always ends up bleeding.”

  One laughs. Another snorts.

  Someone makes a crude sound meant to imitate a growl.

  “Of course he

  sticks with her.”

  “Prince’s pet.”

  “Slumming it, Aurellius?”

  “Careful, Cain. She might

  bite.”

  Cain doesn’t react. He

  doesn’t stiffen, doesn’t glance up, doesn’t slow his hands. The

  bandage goes on smooth, clean, white over red. He has learned, long

  ago, how to let words slide off him like rain on armor.

  Lucille has not. Her jaw

  tightens. A low sound crawls up from her chest before she can stop

  it, more breath than voice. A warning noise. Her fingers curl

  instinctively, and Cain catches it, steadying her hands before she

  can tear the fresh wrap open.

  “Lu,” he murmurs. Just

  that. A quiet anchor.

  She exhales through her

  nose. Forces the sound down. Swallows it.

  “They shouldn’t—”

  she starts.

  Cain finally looks up at

  her then, pale eyes steady. “They don’t matter.”

  “They do when it’s

  you,” she snaps, sharper than she means to. Her eyes flick toward

  the door, toward the last cadets disappearing down the corridor. “I

  don’t care what they say about me. But you—”

  “I can handle it.” A

  faint smile ghosts his mouth. Not amused. Certain. “I always have.”

  She looks away, embarrassed

  by how much it bothers her. Embarrassed that it shows at all.

  Cain finishes the last wrap

  and ties it off neatly. He doesn’t let go right away.

  “You were good today,”

  he says.

  Lucille huffs. “I almost

  lost control.”

  “You didn’t.” His

  thumbs brush lightly over the bandages, testing the tension. “You

  adapted. You waited. You took her balance and ended it clean.”

  She glances back at him,

  surprised despite herself. “You watched that closely?”

  “I always do.”

  There’s something in his

  voice when he says it, quiet admiration, unguarded. He looks at her

  like he did during his own match earlier, when she’d watched him

  dismantle another cadet in seconds: calm, precise, devastating. No

  wasted motion. No cruelty. Just inevitability.

  “I like watching you

  fight,” Cain adds, before he can stop himself.

  Lucille blinks.

  “Like—” He clears his

  throat, ears coloring faintly. “Not like that. I mean. You’re…

  you’re smart about it. You don’t just hit. You think.”

  She stares at him for a

  heartbeat longer than necessary, then looks down at her hands again,

  suddenly very interested in the bandages.

  “Oh,” she says.

  “Thanks.” The word comes out smaller than intended.

  Cain smiles despite himself

  and finally releases her hands. He stands, offering her an arm

  without thinking. She takes it, pushing herself up with a wince.

  They head for the door

  together. Behind them, the sparring hall lies empty and stained, the

  air still thick with sweat and resentment. Tomorrow, it will start

  again.

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