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CHAPTER FIVE: Just Eating My Heart Out

  Period

  2: Tactical Theory & War Simulations – 08:20 – 2 Months

  Later

  The

  bell’s metallic toll echoes down the stone corridor like a warning

  shot. Cadets file into the Tactical Hall with the subdued dread of

  soldiers reporting to a front line. The room itself feels war-carved,

  tiered seating of black stone, reinforced desks bolted to the floor,

  holographic arrays coiled dormant in the center like sleeping beasts.

  Instructor

  Malco Renn stands at the podium already, posture immaculate, hands

  clasped behind his back. The light from the high windows cuts sharp

  across his face, carving hard lines into harder ones. He scans the

  room with the precise, predatory attention of someone who has seen

  too many battlefields and expects every child before him to die on

  one.

  Lucille

  and Cain slide into their usual seats in the second tier. They don’t

  speak, they don’t need to. They’ve sat here every day for two

  months, a silent partnership forged in late-night study sessions and

  bruised knuckles.

  Tiber

  Lucan slumps two rows ahead, posture loose but eyes calculating. Rhen

  Tiberion sits rigid beside him, jaw clenched like he has something to

  prove. Ilara Quint adjusts her datapad with crisp exactness, hair

  braided tight like a cord ready to snap.

  Renn

  clears his throat once, and the room silences instantly.

  “Cadets,”

  Renn says. His voice is crisp, unforgiving. “We are now in the

  tenth week of your eleventh year. That means one thing.”

  A

  low ripple of tension runs through the hall. Cain leans forward

  slightly. Lucille goes still.

  Renn

  continues, tone even but cold enough to frost the edges of the air.

  “The

  Trial of Fates begins in four months.”

  A

  few cadets shift in their seats, some in dread, some in brittle

  anticipation, some because the words hit like a hammer and they’re

  trying not to show it.

  Lucille’s

  breath catches. Cain notices, but only in the slight tightening of

  his jaw.

  Renn

  paces slowly along the front steps, hands still clasped behind him.

  “You

  have undertaken the Trial twice before, and many of you survived it

  admirably. This third and final Trial will determine the trajectory

  of your careers.” A pause. “Officer tracks. Covert operations.

  Command schools. Engineering corps. Diplomatic units. Praevecti

  sponsorships.” Another pause, sharper. “And whether any of you

  have a place at all.”

  A

  few cadets flinch.

  Renn

  does not blink. “Your

  instructors will not coddle you. Your mentors will not shield you.

  And those of you who’ve coasted on talent will learn—talent ain’t

  enough.”

  Lucille’s

  stomach knots, not with fear, but with that familiar internal voice

  whispering: You’re

  already behind. You can’t afford another failure.


  Cain

  shifts just slightly closer to her. Subtle. Protective without being

  obvious.

  Renn’s

  gaze sweeps the room again, cold and exacting.

  “Some

  of you would benefit from additional tutors. I will not be naming

  names. If you don’t know you’re struggling, you’re already

  beyond help.”

  Lucille’s

  fingers tighten around her stylus. Is he talking about her? About the

  ones who whisper about her score gaps? Or the ones who notice she

  breaks herself in the training yard to keep up?

  Cain’s

  knee bumps hers under the desk, grounding, deliberate. You’re

  fine. She

  inhales once. Slow.

  Renn

  stops pacing. “That concludes the announcement.”

  A

  holographic map flares to life behind him, harsh white light

  illuminating a ruined cityscape. Towers gutted. Streets cratered. A

  fog of simulated smoke drifting across broken terrain.

  “Today’s

  lesson covers small-unit tactical divergence and battlefield role

  reassignment under duress. When your squad leader dies, and they

  will, who steps in? Who adapts? Who collapses?”

  He

  turns, eyes landing squarely on Lucille and Cain.

  “Cadets

  Aurellius and Domitian. You’ll begin.”

  Cain

  straightens immediately.

  Lucille

  feels heat prick her skin, but not embarrassment. Anticipation. Fear.

  A strange, dark thrill that sits wrong but propels her anyway.

  Renn

  gestures to the map. “A

  four-unit team is pinned behind collapsed infrastructure. Two ranged,

  one shield, one medic. Enemy drones incoming from the southeast.

  Optimal maneuver?”

  Lucille

  and Cain move in sync to activate the controls. A projection pad

  lights beneath their hands.

  Cain

  says, “Shift the shield north. Redirect the medic—”

  “No,”

  Lucille cuts in, sharper than intended, fingers flying across the

  interface. “Send the medic south-east with the ranged unit. Draw

  the drones to the breach.”

  Cain

  looks at her, brows raised. “That’s suicide.”

  “It’s

  bait,” she says, quick and firm. “Drones’ll prioritize

  low-armor signatures. Let ’em overcommit.” She marks the

  fractured tower. “Collapse this structure. Bury ’em.”

  Renn

  studies her. Silent. Calculating.

  Cain

  exhale-laughs through his nose, not amusement; respect, begrudging

  and growing. “Risky.”

  “War’s

  risky,” Lucille replies quietly. “Survivin’ ain’t clean.”

  A

  flicker of something grim and approving crosses Renn’s expression.

  “Proceed,”

  he commands.

  They

  run the simulation.

  When

  the drones rush the medic, Cain mutters, “Gods, Lucille—”

  And

  when the tower collapses, crushing the swarm and punching a path to

  safety, Lucan swears under his breath. Even Ilara’s eyes widen.

  The

  simulation ends. Smoke curls upward from the holographic ruins.

  Renn

  clasps his hands behind his back again. His voice stays level, but

  there is now something unmistakably sharp beneath it.

  “Domitian,”

  Renn says. “Your solution is unorthodox. Brutal.” A pause. “And

  tactically sound.”

  Lucille

  stiffens, stunned.

  “A

  commander must be willing to spend blood. Even their own.” Another

  pause. “But only when the victory justifies the cost. Remember

  that.”

  Lucille

  swallows. Cain watches her carefully, sees the conflict, the thrill,

  the fear, the spark he’s both wary of and drawn toward.

  Renn

  moves on.

  “Tiberion.

  Quint. Your turn.”

  As

  the next pair stands, Lucille sits back slowly, pulse still elevated.

  Cain leans closer, voice barely audible.

  “That

  was bold,” he murmurs.

  “Too

  bold?” she asks, voice small.

  He

  shakes his head once. “No. Just… you.”

  She

  doesn’t know if that makes her want to smile or break.

  She

  faces forward again, back straight, stylus in hand.

  Tiberion

  and Quint step down to the simulation deck with the stiff, brittle

  confidence of cadets who expect to impress. Lucille watches their

  backs as they go, Tiberion too rigid, Quint too proud. Neither

  flexible. Neither dangerous in the way Renn respects.

  Renn

  flicks his fingers and the hologram shifts violently. A dense

  jungle terrain unfolds,

  humid mist curling low, tracer fire slashing between trees. Screams

  echo; recorded, but convincing.

  “Your

  objective is extraction,” Renn says. “Your commanding officer is

  down. Enemy forces closing from three vectors. You have one minute to

  establish a fallback route.”

  Tiberion

  snaps to attention. “Understood.”

  Quint

  nods.

  The

  simulation begins.

  Tiberion

  immediately pushes holographic units toward the north ridge, straight

  into the densest hostiles. Quint overlays medical triage routes that

  look neat, organized… and utterly unworkable under fire.

  Lucille’s

  brow twitches.

  She

  leans toward Cain, keeping her voice a ghost-thin whisper. “They’re

  chokin’ the center lane. That ridge is a meat grinder.”

  Cain

  tilts subtly toward her, pretending to adjust his notes. “Yeah,”

  he murmurs. “He’s pushin’ straight into a funnel. An’ Quint’s

  evac route’s exposed on all three sides. They’re gonna get sliced

  to ribbons.”

  Lucille

  taps her stylus once, frustrated by proxy. “If

  they’d shift east, use the natural choke, one fireteam could stall

  the push long enough for the medic to drag the officer out.”

  Cain

  hums softly. “Or drop

  thermal smoke right here.” His fingertip hovers above her screen

  but doesn’t touch. “Blind the enemy readers. Make ’em relock

  targets. Might buy… fifty seconds. Maybe.”

  Lucille

  nods once, breath tightening. “Enough.”

  Down

  on the deck, Tiberion raises his chin. “Instructor,

  we’re reroutin’ all survivors to the north ridge—”

  Lucille

  exhales sharply. “Idiot.”

  Cain

  doesn’t disagree.

  Renn

  says nothing, face carved of stone.

  The

  simulation reacts fast, jungle foliage erupting with muzzle flashes,

  drones screaming overhead. Hostile fire tears through Tiberion’s

  northern push. His entire vanguard unit collapses in a blink of red

  overlays.

  Ilara

  Quint swears under her breath. “Repositioning medical support—”

  She

  moves too late.

  Enemy

  units overlap the evac corridor, cutting off the wounded officer. The

  simulation registers the failure instantly.

  A

  warning klaxon blares.

  The

  hologram goes blood-red.

  SYSTEM

  FAILURE. EXTRACTION FAILED. COMMAND UNIT LOST.

  The

  entire map dissolves into static, like the world itself collapses

  under the weight of their miscalculation.

  Silence

  follows, heavy, suffocating. Tiberion’s ears burn. Quint’s jaw

  clenches until the muscle twitches.

  Lucille

  watches without blinking.

  There’s

  no satisfaction on her face. No pity either. Just cold

  recognition. That’s

  what hesitation costs. That’s what pride kills.

  Renn

  finally speaks, voice low and lethal.

  “Cadets

  Tiberion and Quint.”

  They

  stand at rigid attention.

  “You

  did not adapt,” Renn says. “You followed doctrine instead of

  reality. You clung to order rather than outcome. And you failed.

  Spectacularly.”

  Tiberion

  swallows. Quint’s eyes flick upward, searching for an excuse she

  will not dare speak.

  Renn

  does not soften. “War will not tolerate your rigidity. The Trial of

  Fates certainly will not.”

  Lucille

  feels a cold ripple run through her. The Trial again. Always the

  Trial.

  Cain

  glances toward her, small, quick, but enough for her to feel him

  looking. You

  won’t fail like that, his

  eyes seem to say. You

  bend. You bleed. You survive.

  Renn

  gestures sharply. “Next pair.”

  Tiberion

  and Quint return to their seats, faces pale and tight. Lucille tracks

  their movements, the slight tremor in Quint’s hand, the too-fast

  breathing Tiberion tries to hide.

  Cain

  leans the tiniest bit closer, voice barely audible. “They

  walked in thinkin’ they were untouchable.”

  Lucille

  hums, low and severe. “War

  don’t care how they feel.”

  Cain’s

  lips twitch, half a smirk, half a grimace. “You

  really are terrifyin’.”

  She

  does not smile. But something in her chest tightens, warm and sharp

  and dark.

  And

  when the next cadets step forward, Lucille sits straighter, her eyes

  fixed on the holographic battlefield with a hunger she can’t hide

  anymore.

  She

  will not fail. She cannot fail. Not with the Trial coming. Not with

  the blood she already owes.

  Survival

  & Fieldcraft - 09:50

  
The

  forest outside the Academy walls is not gentle.

  The

  ground is a tangle of roots and frost-stiff ferns. The trees rise

  like skeletal pillars, their trunks black with lichen, branches

  stretching overhead like rib cages. Mist curls low between them,

  carrying the sharp scent of sap and cold stone.

  Instructor

  Hara Quintis waits at the trail head, a tall, hawk-eyed woman dressed

  in weather-worn field gear. She checks the roster once, snaps it

  shut, and begins walking without ceremony.

  “Cadets,”

  she calls over her shoulder, “keep pace. We’re headin’ to the

  eastern run-off basin. Foragin’ conditions change fast out there,

  and I want you learnin’ how to adapt instead of memorin’.”

  A

  chorus of yes,

  Instructor echoes

  behind her.

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  The

  class forms a loose column along the narrow mountain path.

  Cain

  and Lucille fall naturally into step beside each other, not by

  instruction, but by instinct. The forest suits them both in different

  ways: Cain with the calm competence of someone who studies every moss

  patch and animal track like a data point, and Lucille with the feral

  ease of someone who belongs here.

  A

  few minutes in, Lucille stops quietly and tugs off her boots, tying

  them to her pack.

  Cain

  glances at her feet. “Goin’ barefoot?”

  Lucille

  inhales deeply, eyes half-lidded as her toes sink into the cold

  earth. “I can feel better

  this way,” she mutters. “Hear better, too.”

  Cain

  shakes his head, a ghost of a smile. “You are impossible.”

  “Mm.”

  She pads forward again, almost silent on the damp leaves.

  Most

  cadets struggle with the incline, Maelia Drusus huffs and stumbles,

  Selene Dravik mutters about the cold, but Lucille is steady, gliding

  between roots and stones as though the forest adjusts itself around

  her footsteps.

  Instructor

  Quintis gestures to the front. “Navigation team. Lead us to the

  basin. It’s your test, not mine.”

  Ilara

  Quint steps forward with the academy map, posture confident,

  expression tight. She starts scanning landmarks, announcing each

  shift of direction like she’s trying to impress their stern

  instructor.

  Lucille

  sniffs the air once, already knowing: Ilara’s a half-degree off.

  Not catastrophic, but enough that the class will lose time. Lucille

  keeps the correction to herself for now. Let Ilara sweat. Let her

  learn.

  Cain

  notices Lucille’s expression shift, subtle but sharp. “She’s

  off?”

  Lucille

  nods once. “Smells wrong.”

  “Smells?”

  Cain asks under his breath.

  Lucille

  inhales again, slow, focused. “The

  moss is wrong on that slope. Too dry. Basin runs wetter.” She tilts

  her chin through the trees. “It’s that way. She’ll catch it in

  about five minutes.”

  Cain

  takes that in with a quiet hum, half admiration, half awe. “Your

  senses are downright terrifyin’.”

  Lucille

  doesn’t reply. She just tilts her head, listening to something

  distant, the snap of a twig far left, the flutter of wings overhead,

  the quiet scrape of claws on bark. Everything alive. Everything

  moving. Everything speaking to her in ways no one else seems to hear.

  Instructor

  Quintis calls out, “Cadets, check the ground for recent tracks. I

  want three identified species before we reach the ridge.”

  Maelia

  and Selene drop to their knees, brushing away leaf litter, muttering

  guesses.

  Cain

  crouches, examining a faint paw print beside a line of disturbed

  soil. “Small canid,” he

  murmurs. “Mountain fox. Passed through at dawn.”

  Lucille

  kneels beside him, her toes curling against the earth. She dips her

  fingers into the disturbed soil, brings it to her nose.

  “Not

  dawn,” she says softly. “Maybe an hour before first bell. Mud

  ain’t crusted yet. Scent’s still warm.”

  Cain

  stares at her. “You’re guessin’.”

  Lucille

  gives him a sideways look. “I ain’t.”

  He

  laughs under his breath, low, fond, disbelieving. “You’re wasted

  indoors.”

  Lucille

  shrugs. “Classrooms smell wrong. Too many people, not enough

  space.”

  “People

  aren’t that bad.”

  “Some

  are.” Her voice darkens.

  Cain

  doesn’t argue.

  Ahead,

  Ilara Quint abruptly turns, realizing her error. Instructor Quintis

  lifts one brow but says nothing as Ilara hurriedly corrects course.

  Lucille

  and Cain exchange a look. There

  it is.

  The

  column veers eastward, toward the true basin.

  As

  they descend into the valley, the air grows wetter, colder. Moss

  thickens the trees in heavy green clumps. The earth turns soft

  beneath Lucille’s feet, sinking gently under her weight.

  She

  sighs, something uncoils in her chest. This is home. This wild,

  dangerous quiet.

  Cain

  nudges her arm lightly. “You always look calmer out here.”

  Lucille

  doesn’t deny it. “It makes sense out here,” she murmurs. “No

  masks. No Houses. No trials. Everything is what it is.”

  “Except

  us,” Cain says softly, brushing a branch aside.

  Lucille

  glances at him, startled by the weight of that truth.

  Before

  she can answer, Instructor Quintis raises a hand, stopping the class

  at the mouth of the basin. Her silhouette is stark against the fog.

  “Cadets.

  This area’s rich, but volatile. You’ll disperse in pairs. Forage,

  track, identify edible plants, animal signs, and threats. Then return

  with your findings.” Her eyes sweep, sharp as talons. “And don’t

  get lost. Out here, things that wander alone tend to stay that way.”

  A

  chill runs down several spines. Lucille just breathes deeper.

  Cain

  glances at her, chin tilted. “Ready?”

  Lucille’s

  lips twitch. “Always.”

  And

  together they slip into the undergrowth, silent, swift, and far more

  prepared for the wild than anyone trailing behind them.

  Cain

  spots the berries first. Small, dark, clustered low beneath a tangle

  of brambles. He crouches, brushes the leaves aside, and plucks them

  with the precision of someone who’s done this his whole life. He

  hands two to Lucille without looking up.

  She

  eats them immediately, sweet, sharp, bursting on her tongue. He

  pockets the rest for the Instructor.

  Lucille’s

  already drifting again, pulled by a scent only she seems to notice.

  She moves toward a fallen tree trunk furred with moss and decay. A

  cluster of bright orange mushrooms fans out along the wood, Chicken

  of the Woods, though here they have a harsher name: Pyre Caps.

  She

  crouches and runs a thumb along the underside of one. Tender. Fresh.

  Safe.

  Her

  knife flashes, slicing three thick heads free. She tucks them into

  her foraging bag, careful not to crush them. She’s smiling faintly,

  the rare, quiet kind that curves her mouth more than it reaches her

  eyes.

  “Fox,”

  she whispers, turning to Cain.

  Cain

  raises an eyebrow.

  She

  tilts her head, nostrils flaring. “Close.”

  And

  so they follow the faint prints in the loam, small, neat, moving in a

  zigzag dance through underbrush. Lucille steps lightly, barefoot,

  toes curling into the cold damp earth. Cain moves behind her with

  hunter’s patience.

  A

  flicker of orange fur flits between two roots. Lucille sucks in a

  breath. Cain freezes.

  But

  before they can get closer….

  “Cain!

  There you are.” Selene’s voice shatters the quiet like a thrown

  stone.

  The

  fox vanishes into the brush. Lucille closes her eyes, a tiny ache

  forming behind them.

  Selene

  strides in, Maelia and Ilara in tow. Selene goes straight for Cain,

  brushing her hand down his arm as though she has every right to. “You

  walk fast. Or maybe you’re avoidin’ us.”

  Cain

  shifts his arm out of her reach. “Just workin’.”

  She

  steps closer anyway, gaze lingering too long on his face. “You

  always work too hard.”

  Lucille

  watches from two paces back, jaw tight, skin prickling. Something

  sour is bleeding through Selene’s scent, sweet, cloying, false.

  Maelia and Ilara smell the same, like wilted flowers dusted in sugar.

  Pretty, but rotten underneath.

  Ilara’s

  eyes drift to Lucille’s bag. “Oh,” she says brightly. “Are

  those Pyre Caps? Can I see? I’ve never found any this early in the

  season.”

  Lucille

  stiffens. “They bruise easy,” she hedges, stepping back. “Better

  not.”

  Maelia

  tilts her head, smile too soft. “We’re

  just curious. You don’t gotta be so possessive.”

  Lucille

  feels it, wrongness, coiling off them like cold steam. They want

  something. They’re lying. She doesn’t know about what, but she

  feels the sharp pressure of it against her skin.

  Instructor

  Marus’ warning whispers in her memory: Stay

  clear of antagonistic situations. You can’t afford them.


  “I

  should check the riverbed for mint moss,” Lucille says quickly.

  “Grows thicker near the bends.”

  Ilara

  smiles wider, hungry. “We’ll come with you.”

  Maelia

  nods. “Yeah. We were just

  sayin’ we wanted to head that way.”

  Lucille

  shoots a glance toward Cain.

  He’s

  occupied, Selene now leaning closer, talking too softly. He’s

  trying to disengage, but the conversation hooks around him like

  barbed wire.

  He

  doesn’t notice Lucille leaving.

  Lucille

  swallows and turns away, heading upstream. The bank gradually rises

  into a steep, eight-foot drop. Below, a dark river churns between

  jagged stones, the current fast and merciless. She walks near the

  edge, watching the mossy ground, pretending not to hear Ilara and

  Maelia’s quiet steps behind her.

  When

  their footsteps grow closer, Lucille speeds up.

  Maelia

  laughs under her breath. “Look at her. Like a little rabbit.”

  Lucille

  doesn’t turn.

  Ilara’s

  voice follows, sweet as poisoned honey. “You

  always run, Domitian. Is it ‘cause you can’t handle people… or

  ‘cause people don’t want you?”

  Lucille’s

  throat tightens.

  The

  river roars below like something hungry.

  “Don’t

  slip,” Maelia adds lightly. “It’s a long way down.”

  Lucille

  stops walking.

  Slowly,

  she turns, barefoot toes curling into the damp soil at the cliff’s

  edge. Her heart thuds, not with fear, but with something darker.

  Something that wants to bare its teeth.

  She

  says nothing.

  Maelia

  smiles wider, encouraged. “What’s

  wrong? Cat got your tongue?” She snorts. “Or fox?”

  She

  laughs. “Guess wild things know better than to stick with you.”

  Lucille

  stares at her. Unblinking. Still.

  Mountain

  wind tugs her braid over her shoulder.

  Something

  shifts in Maelia’s expression, just a flicker, as if realizing, too

  late, that the girl they followed away from the group is not prey.

  Not

  today.

  But

  they’re already far, too far, from the class. And the river roars

  below. And Lucille’s silence is sharpening into something

  dangerous.

  Lucille

  holds her ground.

  Maelia

  steps closer, voice dropping into something serrated. “You

  think bein’ Cain’s little shadow makes you untouchable?”

  Lucille’s

  stomach knots. She grips her bag’s strap tighter.

  Ilara

  circles to Lucille’s right, cutting off her retreat.“Look

  at that posture,” she scoffs. “Like she thinks we’re gonna

  attack her.” She leans closer. “Relax. We don’t hit pets.”

  Lucille

  inhales sharply, fighting down the tremor in her hands.

  Instructor

  Marus… stay out of trouble… don’t give them reason… don’t—


  A

  finger curls around the edge of her bag. Ilara’s hand. Light.

  Testing. Then pulling. Lucille jerks back instinctively, clutching

  her bag to her chest.

  Ilara’s

  smile curdles. “Oh, so now you get brave?”

  She

  grabs again, harder this time.

  Lucille

  twists away, heart slamming against her ribs.

  “Stop,”

  she says thinly. “Don’t touch my things.”

  Maelia

  laughs, stepping in behind her. “Things?

  She thinks she owns things.” A

  shove between the shoulders, hard enough to make Lucille stumble

  toward the cliff’s drop. She

  shoves her. “You don’t own nothin’.”

  Lucille’s

  bare heel skids against wet moss. Her pulse spikes. “Leave me

  alone,” she says, quiet, but shaking.

  Ilara

  snorts. “Make us.”

  She

  lunges for the bag again. Lucille jerks left, and Ilara overextends,

  foot slipping in the mud. Maelia reaches to steady her, but Ilara’s

  hand tears Lucille’s strap, momentum whipping her sideways, weight

  swinging past the edge and suddenly there’s nothing beneath her

  feet but open air.

  Her

  scream rips the forest open. She falls. Crashes against rock. Once.

  Twice. Then the river swallows her with a violent splash and the

  sound of churning current.

  Lucille

  freezes, bag clutched tight, breath ragged. Her ears ring. Her vision

  blurs at the edges. The river roars, uncaring.

  Maelia’s

  face twists, shock flaring into fury. “You….You pushed her!”

  Lucille

  shakes her head, voice cracking. “She slipped. I didn’t—she

  slipped—”

  Maelia

  screams and throws herself at Lucille.

  The

  impact knocks the breath from her lungs. They crash into the dirt,

  hands clawing, fingers grabbing hair and skin. Lucille curls in,

  protecting her face as Maelia rains blows with frantic, wild

  strength.

  “You

  murderer! You freak!”

  Lucille

  tries to push her off but Maelia is taller, heavier, fueled by panic

  and rage. A fist cracks against Lucille’s cheekbone. Blood fills

  her mouth. Her vision flashes white. Then Maelia’s hand goes to her

  belt. Her knife.

  Lucille’s

  body reacts before her mind can catch up. She blocks Maelia’s arm,

  shoves upward, fingers scrambling for the weapon. Maelia snarls, knee

  driving into Lucille’s ribs. Pain blooms hot and bright.

  Lucille’s

  hand closes around Maelia’s wrist. They struggle. Maelia gets the

  blade halfway free. Lucille wrenches her arm sideways. The knife

  slips from Maelia’s grip and clatters into the mud.

  Maelia

  screams, lunges for Lucille again. Lucille rolls, snatches her own

  knife from her boot, and raises it, not to strike, but to ward off

  the next hit.

  Maelia

  sees the blade glint. And something in her eyes turns feral. She

  charges anyway.

  They

  collide. The knife scrapes Maelia’s forearm, opening a sharp,

  shallow line of red. Maelia shrieks, grabbing Lucille by the braid

  and yanking hard enough to force her head back.

  Lucille’s

  cry cuts short, choked. Her fingers tighten on the knife’s hilt.

  Maelia’s other hand closes around Lucille’s throat.

  Lucille’s

  vision tunnels. The river roars. The world narrows to Maelia’s

  breath in her face, the iron weight of her knee pinning Lucille’s

  ribs, the crushing pressure on her windpipe, and the edge of her own

  control slipping like sand.

  Maelia’s

  hand tightens even more on Lucille’s throat.

  Lucille’s

  vision flickers at the edges, black, then white, then the blur of

  Maelia’s face twisted into something almost triumphantly cruel.

  “You

  should’ve fallen,” Maelia hisses, spittle hitting Lucille’s

  cheek. “Not Ilara. You should’ve—”

  Lucille

  isn’t listening. She can’t. Her body has already retreated into

  something deeper, older, nameless. Her breathing rasps shallow; her

  limbs feel distant and slow. Her knife-hand trembles as Maelia pins

  her harder, knee grinding into her ribs, weight crushing.

  Lucille’s

  pulse becomes a drumbeat.

  Survive,

  survive, survive, survive!


  Maelia

  reaches for the fallen knife again. Lucille moves first. Instinct.

  Nothing more. Her arm snaps up with a strength that comes from panic,

  not training. The blade punches into soft flesh beneath Maelia’s

  ribs, deep, jarring, solid.

  Maelia’s

  breath stops. Her eyes widen. Her mouth opens but no sound comes out,

  not at first, then: A high, animal wail tears free, sharp enough to

  crack through the forest.

  Lucille

  yanks the blade back, hands slipping on blood. Reflexive. Pure

  self-defense. Pure terror.

  Maelia

  collapses sideways, clutching her side, blood seeping hot between her

  fingers. She gasps wetly, legs thrashing in the mud.

  Lucille

  scrambles back, heels digging into the dirt, knife still in hand,

  chest heaving. Her ears roar. Her vision swims.

  She

  can’t even think her own name. She only thinks: she

  was going to kill me.


  Cain

  and Selene - Continuous

  Cain

  steps instinctively back as Selene presses into his space again,

  lashes lowered, fingers trailing up his forearm.

  “Cain,”

  Selene murmurs, lashes lowered, fingers sliding up his forearm.

  “Don’t act like you don’t know how many girls would kill for

  five minutes alone with you.”

  He

  shifts away, gently, but firmly peeling her hand off. “Selene,

  I told you. I ain’t—”

  “Oh,

  please.” She laughs, brushing her palm against his chest as she

  corners him between two birch trunks. “You expect me to believe

  you’re waitin’ around for Domitian? Really? A girl whose House

  doesn’t even technically exist?” Her smile sharpens. “You’re

  Aurellius. You get to choose the best of us. Not the broken ones.”

  Cain’s

  jaw tightens. “Don’t talk about her like that.”

  “She’s

  a stray,” Selene says softly, rising on her toes, fingers grazing

  the side of his neck as she leans in. “And you deserve a queen. Not

  a burden.”

  Cain

  catches her wrist mid-reach, stopping her inches from his mouth.

  “Selene,” he says, voice razor-flat, “I said no.”

  She

  blinks, taken aback for only a second, then smiles again. Fake-sweet.

  “You’re awful cute when

  you pretend you don’t care.”

  He

  releases her hand. She doesn't stop smiling. Then a scream. Raw.

  Terrified. A girl’s scream.

  Cain

  doesn’t think. He shoves past Selene so fast she stumbles, nearly

  falling.

  “Cain?”

  she calls, startled.

  He’s

  already running. Branches whip his arms. Mud sprays beneath his

  boots. His heartbeat slams into his throat.

  Please

  be okay. Please don’t be….Please.


  He

  breaks through the undergrowth and stops.

  The

  clearing is chaos.

  Blood

  slicks the mud in wide strokes. Lucille sits half-collapsed against a

  rock, shirt torn, cheek split, throat bruised. Maelia’s knife hangs

  loose in her hand, trembling. Her hair is wild, braid half-destroyed.

  Maelia

  lies sprawled on her side in front of her.

  Bleeding.

  Moaning. Pale.

  Ilara

  is nowhere to be seen.

  And

  Lucille looks up at Cain with eyes wide and lost and animal, like she

  has no idea how she got here.

  Cain

  doesn’t breathe.

  Selene

  skids in behind him, gasping when she sees the blood.

  Cain’s

  voice is barely a whisper. “Lucille… what happened…?”

  Lucille

  opens her mouth. No sound comes out. Only a shudder.

  Cain

  drops to his knees beside Lucille so fast the mud splashes. His hands

  go straight to her shoulders, checking for wounds, checking that

  she’s breathing,

  checking everything.

  “Lucy,”

  he whispers, horrified. “Gods,

  Lucy… what did they do to you?”

  Lucille

  flinches at his touch, not from fear, but from the raw ache that

  radiates down her bruised throat. Her fingers still grip Maelia’s

  knife, white-knuckled and shaking.

  “That

  ain’t yours,” Cain says quietly, eyes dark.

  He

  doesn’t ask permission.

  He

  gently, but firmly pries her fingers open one at a time, each touch

  sending a tremor through her and when the knife finally slips free,

  he throws it into the mud behind him. As far away from Lucille as

  possible. As far away from her hands.

  Selene

  stands frozen for a beat, staring at the blood on Maelia, at

  Lucille’s torn skin, at Cain crouched over her like she’s the

  only thing in the world.

  “Selene,”

  Cain snaps without looking back. “Help Maelia. Now.”

  The

  sharpness of his voice jolts her awake. She stumbles toward Maelia

  with shaking hands.

  Lucille

  swallows, pain shoots bright and hot through her throat. Her voice

  comes out like glass scraping stone. “C-Cain.”

  He

  leans in immediately. “Hey—hey,

  don’t talk. Don’t. You’re hurt, Lucy. Just breathe. I got you.”

  She

  shakes her head, tears mixing with dirt. “N-not… my fault…”

  Her voice cracks. “They—Ilara—Maelia—they—”

  Cain

  cups the back of her head gently, pulling her forehead against his

  shoulder, shielding her from the chaos. “I

  know,” he murmurs, fierce and certain. “I know you didn’t start

  this. I know. You hear me? Just breathe.”

  Branches

  snap in the distance. Instructor Quintis bursts into the clearing

  with three other students at her heels. Her eyes sweep the scene in a

  single soldier’s assessment, blood, bodies, weapons, the riverbank,

  Lucille’s injuries, Maelia's state.

  She

  doesn’t gasp. She doesn’t waste time. Quintis drops to her knees

  beside Maelia. “Selene, pressure on the wound. Now.”

  Selene

  does it, barely, hands trembling, eyes huge.

  Quintis

  looks to the other students. “Go to the bank. Check for Ilara.

  Don’t climb down. Just tell me what you see.”

  They

  sprint toward the drop.

  Cain

  keeps Lucille anchored against his chest. Her breaths are shallow,

  panicked, her eyes darting everywhere, unfocused.

  Lucille

  lifts a shaking hand, points weakly toward the cliff.

  “She

  went over,” Lucille croaks, lifting a trembling hand toward the

  cliff. “Ilara… I-I didn’t push. She grabbed my bag. She

  slipped.” Her voice cracks. “Please. Please believe me.”

  Cain

  squeezes her shoulder. “I

  believe you. Every word.”

  Quintis

  doesn’t intervene, yet, but her sharp eyes flick to Lucille’s

  bruised throat, the torn collar of her shirt, the clear fingerprints

  already swelling around her neck. Evidence. The kind only an

  experienced instructor recognizes instantly.

  A

  shout rises from the riverbank. “I see her!” one of the boys

  cries. “She’s...she’s down there! She’s on the rocks!”

  A

  beat of horrified silence.

  “Is

  she movin’?” Quintis calls.

  The

  students hesitate.

  “Is.

  She. Movin’?”

  A

  girl’s voice answers, small and cracked.

  “N-no.”

  Lucille’s

  stomach drops. Her breath stutters. Her vision tilts sideways for a

  moment, nausea rolling through her.

  Cain

  feels the shift in her body and wraps an arm around her waist to keep

  her upright. “Lucy, hey, stay with me. Look at me.”

  She

  doesn’t. She can’t. Her eyes are fixed on the cliff. On the place

  where Ilara disappeared.

  Quintis

  presses harder on Maelia’s wound, jaw clenched. The bleeding slows,

  but it doesn’t stop.

  Maelia’s

  eyes flutter open, unfocused. A wet sound escapes her throat.

  Quintis

  speaks sharply to the older students. “Get the emergency beacon.

  Now. Run.”

  They

  sprint off.

  Cain

  finally lifts Lucille’s chin, gently, trying to meet her eyes.

  “Listen to me,” he whispers. “Ilara fell. Maelia attacked you.

  Anyone with eyes can see what happened.”

  Lucille’s

  voice breaks entirely as she whispers, “They’re

  gonna say I murdered them.”

  Cain

  pulls her against him again, fierce, protective, unshakable.

  “Let

  ‘em try,” he says quietly, voice forged and unyielding. “I see

  the marks. Quintis saw ‘em too. You survived, Lucy. That’s all

  that matters right now.”

  Behind

  them, Maelia makes a tiny choking sound.

  Quintis

  snaps to Cain. “Aurellius. Keep Domitian back.”

  Lucille

  stiffens, not from fear, but from understanding.

  Maelia’s

  body goes still. Selene stops breathing. Her hands freeze in place.

  Quintis

  lowers her head for a moment. Her voice is flat. “Maelia Drusus is

  gone.”

  Selene

  screams.

  Lucille’s

  heart stops.

  Cain’s

  arms tighten around her instantly, because he feels the way her body

  jolts, the way shock slams into her, the way all the fight leaves her

  limbs.

  Her

  knife wound will be covered by “self-defense.”

  Ilara’s

  fall will be “accidental.” But Maelia? Maelia is blood on her

  hands.

  And

  Cain knows this isn’t going to end cleanly.

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