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Book 1, Chapter 28: Dreams of Ash

  The chamber’s walls were old stone and older iron; light slid down from high windows in thin white sheets and pooled on the floor where a circle had been inid. The air smelled faintly of wax, and ink.

  Esmeralda stood alone at the center.

  Saints sat in an upper tier. Bishops and abbots filed a lower dais like teeth. Inquisitors lined the walls in a quiet row. The Pontifex occupied a chair cut from a single block of some pale stone veined with gold; a thorned crozier rested upright at his right hand.

  To the Pontifex’s left sat the man who had brought Esmeralda to the Sanctum two years before. He wore a simple pte over a pilgrim’s tunic, but the sword by his chair—hilt worn smooth where a thumb would rest—was famous enough to be his signature. He was the strongest Magic Swordsmen of the faith, Saint Augustine.

  A murmur went through the chamber as people recognized him. Today, he sat in judgment, not striding out at the head of a charge.

  Farther down the row sat a bishop in somber grey, his cuffs a little too clean, his jaw a little too carefully set. He was the one who asked her to do less so that a donor’s son might be more. He watched her now with an expression that, from a distance, could be mistaken for benevolence.

  Esmeralda stared back in disgust. Not in his presence. At his survival. Divine Judgment had spared him. Which meant—not that he was innocent—but that in the secret chambers of his heart he believed his work was righteous.

  The Pontifex’s head turned, a small movement heavy with attention.

  “Before we begin,” the Pontifex said, his voice surprisingly quiet in the rge room, “is there anything you would say for yourself?”

  Esmeralda rolled her eyes. “Is there anything I need to say? The corrupt died. The faithful lived. That’s the end of it.” Her gaze cut toward the grey cuffs. “If bsphemous fools choose to crowd a Saintess’ evaluation, perhaps question the fools who let them in to gawk.”

  The chamber erupted—indrawn breaths, outrage, a few startled ughs half-swallowed as they remembered where they were. Augustine’s mouth moved almost into a smile and then didn’t. He fixed his eyes on the far wall instead.

  The bishop in grey did not turn his head. His mouth thinned.

  The Pontifex lifted his hand. Silence folded down like a lid. “We shall proceed,” he said. His eyes slid to the bishop in grey.

  The bishop rose. The light caught the high pnes of his face; he kept his hands visible, composed. He had the sort of voice people mistake for kindness. “Esmeralda Thalewyn,” he said, not looking at her, “you stand here accused of a series of improprieties and malicious acts that culminated in your uniteral choice to invoke Divine Judgment without approval.”

  Augustine’s chair creaked as he shifted. “Approval,” he said mildly. “A rule we are not taught until after ordination.”

  Esmeralda tipped her head. “If it’s such a dangerous rite, perhaps don’t shelve it in the public stacks.”

  The bishop’s jaw worked a fraction. “No one expects recruits to be able to use that rite.”

  “Then maybe,” Esmeralda said, “you’re bad at your job. Find better talent instead of padding your coffers with ‘donations.’”

  The hall blew apart again, half in outrage, half in the sort of glee that rises in a crowd when someone finally says the thing they weren’t allowed to say. The Pontifex did not shout; he rapped the butt of his crozier once against the stone. The sound was small.

  “Arrogance ill becomes a saint,” he said, when the noise fell away. “You have skill and power. Your faith, too, cannot be denied. But a fme like yours can be mispced and burn everything, as quickly as it can guide with its light. That is what concerns us.”

  Augustine’s head turned, and his eyes found the Pontifex’s. He snorted softly. “Do you have proof for these concerns? Other than a handful of donors nursing bruised pride?”

  The bishop’s palm opened, courtly. “We have witnesses,” he said. “We have reports. From her peers.”

  He lifted his hand toward the side door. A young man walked in slowly. Half his scalp had regrown in erratic tufts of blond where the skin was not scarred. The other half was a tight web of glossed scar tissue, the ear on that side a curled remnant. He stood beside Esmeralda and would not quite meet her eyes.

  “Travis of Count Bracken’s house,” the bishop said,

  Travis swallowed. His voice came thin and fast. “A few months after we arrived, she and I argued. It… it got out of hand.” He lifted a hand toward his face and then jerked it back, as if apologizing for the fact of his scars. “It resulted in this.”

  Murmurs moved through the hall like minnows. Some were pitying. Some waiting to hear the full story.

  From the gallery, a voice cut out clear as a bell. “Horse shit!”

  Lucen stood, hands balled into fists, eyes bright with lightning. Soso grabbed at his sleeve and missed.

  “Order,” said the Pontifex. He pointed with two fingers. “One more outburst like that, and you will be removed.”

  Lucen folded back down, muttering something into his colr. Soso’s knuckles were white where she held the bench.

  The Pontifex looked to Esmeralda. “Well?”

  “If I answer, will you even listen?” she asked.

  Silence stretched a heartbeat too long. Then Augustine leaned forward, voice firm enough to carry across the chamber. “If no one else will listen, I will.”

  Esmeralda’s chin dipped in a small nod. She turned her head slowly toward Travis and looked him over the way one might measure a fence post.

  “We argued,” she said. “He started it. He’s slow-witted with a quick temper. I won the war of words.” She cocked the barest smile. “He couldn’t abide a peasant half-breed talking down to him, so he cast a spell in rage. I reflected it. And added a little sting. Self-defense.”

  A few snorts in the gallery. One outright ugh, bitten off. Travis trembled visibly.

  “I vouch for that,” Lucen said, standing again before he could stop himself. “She—”

  “Sit,” Soso hissed and shoved at him. Lucen caught himself on the pew in front, jaw clenched until muscle jumped in his cheek. He did not repeat himself.

  The Pontifex watched the boy, then watched Esmeralda again. “Even if it was self-defense,” he said, “you went too far.”

  “Because nothing would be done to him,” Esmeralda said. “Count Bracken is a generous donor, is he not?”

  Hushed murmurs echoed.

  The bishop’s face held its composure like a lid set too tight on a boiling pot. “I do not appreciate baseless snder. Under my care, the Saints’ training has flourished, and their appointments have been carried out with rigor and discernment—”

  “Flourished, monetarily,” Esmeralda agreed mildly. “I looked.” The hall rustled. “Two decades of your tenure. Fewer saints ordained. On average, they are weaker than their predecessors. The percentage of noble-blooded saints increased by nearly thirty. ” And here she smiled without warmth, “I am sure, it's all a coincidence.”

  A few of the saints on the upper tier shifted in their seats—old men and women thinking back through the years, counting newer names, weighing old ones, realizing the bance had slipped.

  The bishop pulled breath to answer. The Pontifex lifted a finger, forestalling both of them. “Enough. This is not the bishop’s trial,” he said. “It is yours.”

  Esmeralda lifted one shoulder and let it fall. “We all know this is a sham,” she said ftly. “So just assume I’m guilty and get on with it.”

  The Pontifex settled his hands on the crozier, upright as a spear haft. “In light of your talent and in consideration of your youth,” he said, and his voice filled the chamber like steady water in a well, “I deem much of what you have done the willfulness of youth. Nevertheless, rite or no rite, the fact remains: you invoked Divine Judgment without sanction. Punishment must be had.” He inclined his head toward Augustine without looking away from Esmeralda. “You will undergo five years of re-education under Saint Augustine’s hand.”

  The bishop in grey flinched, only briefly. It should have been banishment. Better yet, a quiet dismissal that would send the girl back to the elves. He watched his chosen future for her burn down to a course of study in a sword-saint’s shadow. His mouth thinned again.

  The Pontifex continued. “At the end of those five years, you will be re-evaluated. I will oversee it. If you pass, you will take the mantle you seem so impatient to wear.”

  The bishop found his voice, pitched to obedient objection. “Holiness,” he said, “this is far too light. Over half a dozen lives were—”

  “Snuffed out,” Esmeralda said ftly, before he could find a kinder phrase. “A pity yours wasn’t among them.”

  “There,” the bishop snapped, blessedly losing a sliver of his measured tone. He pointed at her. “She feels no remorse.”

  “That, is for Saint Augustine to address.” The Pontifex said.

  Esmeralda lifted her hand. The Pontifex’s eyes darkened a fraction at the interruption, but he inclined his head for her to speak.

  “I’ll accept the punishment,” she said. “On one condition.”

  “Oh?” The Pontifex’s eyebrows tilted.

  “That the bishop be properly investigated for corruption.”

  There was a moment—small, bright—hopeful. That moment passed in the time it took the Pontifex to inhale and exhale.

  “That is not possible,” he said gently, and the gentleness stung worse than a sp. “Such proceedings require a compint from one of equal or higher rank.”

  Esmeralda stared up at him. The quiet tipped into something absurd. A sound broke from her that wasn’t quite a ugh until it kept going. It spooled out thin and high at first, then thickened in her throat. The people nearest her shifted backward without meaning to. It took longer than anyone wanted for it to end.

  When it did, her face looked wrong. The light had always found her eyes; now it slid off them as if they were marble.

  “It was an impossible dream after all,” she said.

  Augustine leaned forward, one fist tightening on his knee.

  “You have a gift. Beyond anyone in this age. Do not let a room full of politics break you.”

  Esmeralda didn’t look at him. Her voice had gone past cold into something sharper, almost surgical.

  “It isn’t defeat I feel,” she said. “It’s disappointment. Bottomless. Suffocating.”

  The weight of a child’s dream being crushed pressed into the hall. Augustine’s breath caught. He could feel it—the Vaylora gathering beneath her feet, coiling, pooling, the floor’s wards humming as though bracing for a storm.

  “The rot runs too deep,” she whispered, hands rising, her eyes like verdicts. “It all needs to burn.”

  “Don’t,” Augustine said, and it was already too te.

  The glyph wrote itself across the floor faster than a man could run. Bck metal lines hummed under the marble, warming and then glowing, before bursting upward in luminous script, intersecting and blossoming. It was the sort of work that made onlookers stare at its beauty before remembering to fear its power.

  Light exploded from her. The roof’s support beams rattled like a loft when hail hits; a wash of heat smmed out. The explosion seemed wild but it had a strange focus, it roared loudest towards the seats of their leaders.

  Augustine was between Esmeralda and the dais in that same heartbeat, arms wide as if to take the blow. His spell rode out from him in a rush: a wall of pressure against compressed explosive fmes. But he was a step too slow, too protect all their leaders.

  The bishop in grey survived, but wished he hadn't. The fmes found him, wrapped him, held him. His robes fused to his body, his skin blistered and bckened in great patches, the fire chewing at him until he colpsed in a heap that still writhed. By the time Augustine forced the worst of the bze skyward, punching a ragged vent through the roof, the man was scarcely recognizable, his breath coming in broken, high-pitched sobs. The stench of burned flesh filled the air.

  By the time the st of the light shook itself out of the upper air, Augustine looked where the young girl once stood.

  Esmeralda was gone.

  Lucen cried out her name. It was raw and jagged, nothing like the boy who ughed too loudly in the mess hall. Soso had both hands pressed to her mouth, her head shaking in small, desperate denial as if she could undo the sight by refusing it.

  The Pontifex was still seated. His crozier y on its side where it had fallen from his fingers. He didn’t move toward the bishop. He didn’t move at all.

  “Get a healer,” someone shouted, and no one had to ask for whom. Augustine was standing now, shoulders heaving, hair wild around his face. He didn’t look at the Pontifex. He looked at the bishop, the bckened ruin of a man still groaning in the middle of the chamber.

  “Let the bastard burn,” he added savagely. “Because of him—because of you—we may have watched the greatest saint of our era turn apostate in front of our eyes.”

  The fire cracked, dragging them back. The past folded shut like a book, leaving only the hush of the present in its pce. No one moved. No one spoke. The Inquisitors sat caught in the silence, unsure whether to breathe, as if the weight of what they’d just heard might shatter if touched.

  At st, Selene broke it. Her voice was steady.

  “That was the day I lost hope in the Sanctum.”

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