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Chapter 7: Little miss not perfect?

  My eyes opened.

  It was dark. Not the oppressive, total black of a black site, but the pre-dawn gray of a room with curtains.

  My internal clock, honed over decades, was precise.

  4:00 AM.

  The maid, Marin, wouldn't arrive until five.

  One hour.

  I slid from the silk sheets. The floor was cold. Good.

  This body was a liability. Weak. Untrained. Drained by a single emotional outburst.

  This needs ends now.

  My mission is to take control.

  I stood in the center of the room, my bare feet planted on the rug.

  First, I stretched.

  My old warm-up routine. Neck rotations. Shoulder rolls. Opening the hips.

  The body was stiff from sleep, but... pliable.

  Then, squats.

  I kept my back straight, sank my hips, and went down until my hamstrings touched my calves.

  Perfect form.

  I didn't count in my head. I just felt the movement.

  The squat is a perfect exercise. It wasn't just about leg strength. It was about balance. It built the core. It forced blood flow to the entire system.

  For a body this weak, it was the most efficient movement I had.

  I did twenty, before stopping.

  I rose, my legs trembling. Not from strain, but from newness.

  I was breathing hard.

  I wanted to do more but I stopped.

  I have no idea what the medical capabilities of this world are. In my old life, I could tear a muscle, get a synth-graft, and be back in the field in six hours.

  Here? A high fever, a simple infection... it could be a death sentence.

  I cannot afford to be sick. I cannot risk over-training.

  Slow.

  Methodical.

  Control.

  I moved on to joint extension stretches.

  This was where I'd found the biggest difference.

  I sat, legs splayed, and leaned forward. My palms flattened against the floor.

  There was no resistance.

  A woman's body... it's just built differently. Tendon distribution, hormones, a lower center of gravity... it was far more flexible.

  This was a new asset.

  My old fighting style... Viper's style... was a mix of Krav Maga and system-specific CQC. All speed, brutal efficiency, and overwhelming force.

  That won't work anymore. I don't have the mass.

  But this flexibility...

  This, combined with my old techniques, could be a foundation for a new kind of combat. Something fluid, using an opponent's-weight against them.

  I looked at my my small hands.

  A new weapon to be forged.

  Then, the thought hit me.

  The thought I kept pushing aside because it was so utterly alien.

  Magic.

  Marin, with the candle. The fire flowing into her palm.

  I stopped stretching. I sat on my heels, looking at my own hands.

  If she could do it, why not me?

  I had Seraphina's memories. They were faint, like a dream, but they were there.

  She... she liked water. She used to make small orbs of water dance in her palm to show off to her tutors.

  I focused.

  I remembered the feeling from her memories. A... pulling. A gathering.

  I stretched out my hand, palm up.

  I focused on the moisture in the air.

  Come.

  I waited.

  Nothing.

  Not a drop. Not a tingle.

  I tried again, harder. I visualized the water. I visualized the orb.

  Now.

  Nothing.

  My hand remained pale, empty, and dry.

  Huh. Weird.

  I lowered my hand.

  Why?

  Was the ability tied to the original Seraphina's soul?

  Or was it me? Was the mental "static," the clash of two minds, blocking the path?

  That 'aura' I'd used on Theo... that was my killing intent. It had worked. It had drained me, but it worked.

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  So why couldn't I use her magic?

  I felt a prick of frustration. I was bummed.

  That was her word. Not mine.

  I scowled. This was a critical vulnerability. A maid had a weapon I couldn't access.

  I needed to fix this.

  But first... the static.

  I shifted my position, crossing my legs. I placed my hands on my knees.

  Meditation.

  This, I knew. This was Viper's.

  I inhaled.

  I exhaled.

  I sank my consciousness.

  I was not Viper, the assassin.

  I was not Seraphina, the noble.

  In this state, I was... a shell. An empty room.

  The memories came.

  Lyra, smiling over coffee. Theo, his face red, hand raised. A pony, black and white. A sniper's reticle. Kaelen, giving me a candy. Elodie, being dragged out the gate.

  They clashed. They clawed. They tried to demand my attention.

  I let them.

  And then, one by one, I let them drown.

  They sank into a void.

  A place of pure, cold, analytical emptiness.

  I was in control.

  This was the real me. The operator.

  I stayed there, in the quiet dark, until I felt the sun begin to warm the curtains.

  I had forty minutes left.

  I held the state of emptiness, observing, analyzing.

  Then, I returned.

  I was back in bed, under the covers, when I heard the soft click of the door.

  Right on time. 5:00 AM.

  Marin entered, quiet as a mouse, carrying a small candle.

  I waited for her to set it down.

  Then, I acted.

  I let out a long, theatrical yawn.

  "Uuuuungh..."

  I stretched my arms over my head, pushing back the sheets.

  "Good morning, Marin!"

  The maid jumped.

  She spun around, her eyes wide, her hand flying to her chest.

  "M-my lady! You... you're awake!"

  "Mhm!" I said. I used a higher pitch. The one Seraphina's memories supplied. The "pampered, happy" voice.

  "I feel... I feel so much better today! I slept all night!"

  I gave her a bright, wide smile.

  This was manipulation, pure and simple. I needed every single person in this manor to believe the "afflicted" girl was gone.

  I needed them to believe the real Seraphina was back.

  An enemy who thinks you are a harmless, predictable child is an enemy who leaves their guard down.

  Marin's tense shoulders... visibly relaxed.

  A small, watery smile touched her lips.

  "Oh, my lady," she breathed. "That's... that's wonderful news. I... I'm so glad."

  Got her.

  "Thank you for taking care of me yesterday, Marin," I said, swinging my legs out of bed. "You were very kind."

  Her face lit up.

  She hurried over to help me with my robe.

  "Mistress Helga will be pleased," she said, her voice regaining its confidence. "She has prepared a new schedule for you."

  "A schedule?"

  "Yes, my lady. Since you... since you've recovered, your tutors are to resume."

  I let my face fall.

  "She said," Marin continued quickly, "that you are to avoid any... strenuous activity. So, for this week, it will only be reading, writing, and poetry."

  My mind lit up.

  Reading.

  Yes.

  That was it. That was the vector. Access to the library, fully sanctioned.

  But I couldn't let her see that.

  I flopped back onto the bed, kicking my feet like a child.

  "Booooo! But I don't wanna study! It's boring! Tell her I'm still sick!"

  Marin let out a small, genuine laugh.

  "I'm afraid I can't do that, my lady. But... perhaps we can have honey-cakes with your tea?"

  "Fine," I grumbled, crossing my arms.

  She was completely convinced.

  That the "afflicted" girl was gone. The bratty, simple, 12 year old was back.

  A week passed in a blur of this new performance.

  It was... exhausting.

  My first tutor was a man named Master Valerius. He was ancient, smelled of dust and dried herbs, and was tasked with teaching me poetry.

  "And so," he droned on, his voice a dry rasp, "the brave Sir Kaelen... not our Kaelen, of course, a far superior one... pledged his heart to the Lady Elara, for her beauty was like the twin moons..."

  I was staring out the window.

  My mind was cataloging the patrol routes of the guards in the courtyard.

  Two-man teams.

  Twelve-minute rotation.

  A blind spot near the west-wing stables.

  "...my lady? Are you listening?"

  I snapped my head back. "What? Oh. Yes. Sir Kaelen. His heart is a star. Got it."

  Master Valerius sighed, a sound like dry leaves skittering on stone. "Her beauty was like a star, my lady. His heart was... 'aflame'."

  "Right. Aflame. Can we go outside?"

  "We must finish the canto."

  This was torture. But it was a necessary torture.

  I needed to be Seraphina. And Seraphina, according to her shallow memories, hated poetry.

  So, I slumped in my chair. I kicked my foot against the table leg. I let out a loud, obnoxious sigh.

  "This is so boring," I whined.

  "Lady Seraphina, your comportment..."

  I leaned forward, pretending to be interested, and "accidentally" knocked my elbow against the open inkwell.

  Black ink flooded the expensive parchment.

  "Oops," I said, my eyes wide.

  Master Valerius closed his eyes. I thought he might actually be praying.

  "Marin!" he called out, his voice cracking.

  Marin, who was always just outside the door, rushed in. She took in the scene, looked at my "oh-no" face, and quickly began to clean up the mess, her expression carefully neutral.

  I had done this three times this week.

  Marin was... an efficient, unknowing accomplice.

  This performance was my new mission.

  I complained about my writing tutor.

  I "accidentally" spilled a plate of honey cakes on my etiquette lesson silks.

  I made Marin sneak me sweets from the kitchen during my history lessons.

  Everyone... everyone... relaxed.

  The staff, who had been walking on eggshells around the "afflicted" girl, began to treat me with the exasperated, familiar annoyance I remembered from Seraphina's memories.

  They saw the brat, and they were relieved.

  The most critical test came at dinner.

  My first one back at the main table.

  The dining hall was vast, cold, and silent.

  My "Mother," the Duchess Isolde, sat on one side, picking at her food. Her nerves were palpable from across the table. She was desperate for me to be "normal."

  My "Father," the Duke, sat at the head of the table.

  He just... watched.

  His eyes were cold. Analytical. The same look he'd given me when I first woke up.

  He was checking his asset.

  I had to break the silence.

  "This chicken is dry," I announced, dropping my fork with a loud clatter.

  The Duchess flinched.

  "Seraphina, darling," she whispered, her voice frantic, "what a thing to say..."

  "Well, it is," I pouted, crossing my arms. "And this dress is itchy. Marin, why did you pick this one? It's ugly."

  The Duchess looked like she was about to cry.

  But the Duke... he finally looked away.

  He returned to his meal.

  A moment later, he spoke. "She is correct, Isolde. The chicken is dry."

  The Duchess looked stunned.

  I had passed.

  I had performed the part of their loud, shallow, emotional daughter.

  It was working.

  Only one person wasn't fooled.

  Theo.

  He still visited, as was his "duty" as a family friend.

  His visits were... different now.

  Our meetings were agonizingly awkward.

  We sat in the guest salon. Marin and his maid stood like statues by the walls, forcing a public performance.

  "More tea, Theo?" I'd ask, my voice bright and sugary.

  "No, thank you, Seraphina." His voice was flat. Polite.

  "These biscuits are so good," I'd say, taking a loud bite. "Don't you think?"

  "They are... adequate."

  We would sit in silence for minutes at a time.

  He just... watched me.

  His angelic face was a perfect, polite mask. But his eyes... they were cold. Dead.

  This wasn't the "angelic" boy. This wasn't the "vicious bully" from the courtyard.

  This was a third Theo.

  A cold, cautious, analytical observer.

  I knew what he was doing.

  He was the only one who had seen the snake. He had felt that killing intent.

  And he was the only one who knew I was lying.

  He was on a reconnaissance mission. He was trying to see which of me would show up. The brat? Or the monster?

  He was terrified. But he was also... smart.

  He was gathering intel.

  I just smiled, offered him another biscuit, and played the part of the stupid girl.

  This was our new game. A cold war, Fought with teacups and polite smiles.

  Two could play.

  And I was better at it.

  But as I sat there, smiling and sipping my tea, one thing was still bothering me.

  One major, critical failure.

  Magic.

  It had been a week.

  Every night, after Marin left and the household was asleep...

  Every night, I sat on the cold floor...

  Every night, I held out my hand...

  Every night, I pushed.

  I tried to call the water.

  I tried to replicate the feeling of that aura, that pressure I'd used on Theo, but channel it into magic.

  The result?

  Nothing.

  Not a spark. Not a drop.

  Just a dull, throbbing headache behind my eyes.

  This wasn't just a mental block. I was missing a piece of the puzzle.

  I was doing something wrong.

  My killing intent... Viper's "software"... had worked. It had overwhelmed the "hardware" and produced an effect.

  But Seraphina's magic... the "hardware's" built-in skill... was locked.

  It was as if I didn't have the password. Or the operating system was incompatible with the new user.

  This was a technical problem.

  And I hated technical problems I couldn't solve.

  The tutors were teaching me poetry and etiquette. They weren't going to teach me magic, not until I was "fully recovered."

  I needed the manual.

  I needed a real book.

  The answer was obvious.

  Tonight, I need go back to the library.

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