Three days after Bond Day, the Aerie decides to kill us.
They don't call it that, of course. They call it the First Flight Evaluation, a standard orientation exercise through the Gauntlet Canyon, designed to assess new riders' baseline coordination with their dragons. The briefing packet uses words like controlled, monitored, and minimal risk exposure.
The briefing packet is a liar.
I know it because I'm standing at the canyon's mouth in pre-dawn darkness, staring down a corridor of jagged stone that drops two thousand feet to a river I can hear but can't see, and the wind howling through the gap sounds exactly like screaming. The rock walls on either side are scarred, deep gouges and blast marks and, in one spot near the entrance, a blackened crater the size of a dragon's skull where someone hit stone at speed and left nothing behind but a stain.
Thirty-two new riders in formation. Thirty-two dragons shifting and rumbling on the launch ledge behind us, their breath fogging the cold air in great sulfurous clouds. And at the front, looking like he'd rather be literally anywhere else, Instructor Torvin with a clipboard and the particular expression of a man who views casualties as a paperwork problem.
"The rules are simple," Torvin says, his voice flat enough to sand wood. "Fly the canyon. Stay between the walls. Reach the far marker. Don't die." He glances at his clipboard. "Questions will not be entertained."
Zara leans close enough that her shoulder bumps mine. "Inspiring speech. Really feeling the institutional support."
"Shh."
"I'm just saying, if I'd known the orientation involved a death corridor, I might have packed a lunch. Dying on an empty stomach seems so..."
"Zara."
She grins. Even here, freezing, terrified, about to fly a canyon that's broken better riders than either of us, Zara grins like the whole thing is an elaborate joke she's waiting to land. Her copper dragon, Fenwick, is a lean, twitchy thing with scales the color of old pennies, and he's currently trying to eat Zara's braid, which she keeps swatting away with the casual annoyance of someone shooing a persistent cat.
I love her for the normalcy of it. For the way she treats all of this, the legacy names, the politics, the suffocating weight of expectation, like noise to be tuned out.
"You'll be fine," she says, quieter now. Serious. "You and the old man." She nods toward Scyllax. "He's flown canyons before you were born. Before your grandmother was born, probably."
I glance back at my dragon.
Scyllax sits apart from the others, because the others have collectively decided that sitting near him is a poor life choice. He occupies the far end of the launch ledge like a boulder that's been there since the mountain formed, his scarred bronze bulk utterly still except for the slow bellows of his breathing. The younger dragons keep their distance. Fenwick, who is afraid of exactly nothing, still gives Scyllax an extra six feet of clearance.
Through the bond, I feel him. Not words. Scyllax doesn't deal in words. He deals in weight. The pressure of deep stone. The patience of erosion. And right now, a low, steady pulse that I've learned to translate over three days of fumbling attempts at communication:
Bored. Waiting. Unimpressed.
Three days. That's all we've had. Three days of bonding exercises in the training paddock while the instructors watched and scribbled notes and tried to pretend they weren't nervous. Three days of learning to read bond-echoes that hit like landslides, of adjusting to a dragon whose wingbeats create their own weather systems, of discovering that Scyllax's idea of encouragement is to simply refuse to acknowledge the possibility of failure.
It's not enough. Three days is a breath, a blink, the barest foundation of a bond that other riders spend weeks building before their first real flight. But Torvin signed the clearance anyway, and when I pointed out that the standard protocol requires a minimum of five bonding sessions before canyon work, he looked at me with those flat, measuring eyes and said, "The standard protocol doesn't account for a rider on Scyllax, Cadet Vale. If the dragon is ready, you'd better be too."
So here I am. Ready or not.
"First group, launch positions!" Torvin's voice cracks across the ledge.
The formation splits. Eight riders move to the edge, their dragons spreading wings that catch the first grey light of dawn. The launch protocol is simple: four-second intervals, staggered entry, maintain visual contact with the rider ahead. The canyon does the rest.
I'm in the fourth group, which gives me exactly twelve minutes to stand here and think about every way this can go wrong.
Bad strategy. Thinking is the enemy right now.
I close my eyes. Find the bond. It's there, massive and warm, a furnace banked low, and I press into it the way I'd press my back against a solid wall. Scyllax's presence steadies me. Not with comfort. Comfort isn't in his vocabulary. But with sheer, immovable certainty. He has flown this canyon. He has flown a thousand canyons. The stone holds no surprises for him.
Steady. Weight on the thermals. Trust the air.
That last one isn't an echo. It's Kal's voice, rising unbidden from the place where I keep everything I can't afford to feel during a flight. My brother, who taught me to read wind patterns before I could read books. Who used to hold my hand on the observation platform and narrate the senior riders' formations, explaining lift coefficients and angle of attack with the breathless enthusiasm of someone describing a first love.
"You fly with your lungs first, Li. Everything else follows."
I breathe. Four in. Hold. Four out.
The first group launches. Eight dragons hit the air in staggered succession, wings snapping open, and the downdraft from their departure nearly knocks the rest of us off the ledge. I catch a glimpse of them banking into the canyon mouth, one, two, three, four, and then the stone swallows them and there's nothing but the fading sound of wingbeats and the wind.
Second group. Third group.
"Fourth group, launch positions!"
I move to the edge. Scyllax rises behind me, and the launch ledge shudders under his weight. The other three riders in my group, two legacy cadets whose names I haven't bothered learning and a quiet, stocky girl named Pella who bonded the blue on Bond Day, give Scyllax a wide berth as he spreads his wings.
The wingspan is enormous. Torn membranes and all, when Scyllax opens up, he blocks the sky. The other dragons' wings look like paper fans next to his.
I grab the harness straps and pull myself up. The saddle is old. Scyllax's previous rider's gear was hastily refitted for my smaller frame, and it creaks as I settle into it. The leather smells of dust and dragon-heat and something older, something that makes me think of sealed tombs and cobwebs.
My hands find the guide straps. My boots lock into the stirrups. The harness clicks home across my chest, and the weight of it, real, the only thing between me and a two-thousand-foot fall, is the most reassuring thing I've felt all morning.
Ready.
Scyllax doesn't ask. The bond-echo is a statement, flat and absolute.
"Ready," I whisper back, and I mean it enough that the word doesn't shake.
The signal flag drops.
Scyllax launches.
There is no gradual acceleration. There is no gentle lift-off, no careful testing of the thermals, none of the measured, textbook-approved departure protocols that the training paddock spent three days drilling into me. Scyllax goes from stillness to full flight in the space of a single wingbeat, and the force of it slams me back into the saddle hard enough to drive the air from my lungs.
The canyon mouth swallows us whole.
Stone walls blur past on either side, close enough to touch, close enough that one wrong twitch of a wingtip would send us barreling into granite at a speed that would reduce dragon and rider to a red smear and a cautionary tale. The air inside the canyon is different from the air above it: colder, denser, channeled by the stone into currents that shift without warning. A thermal updraft hits us from below and Scyllax rides it without adjusting, his wings locked in a position I don't recognize from any training manual, tilted at an angle that looks wrong until I feel the lift it generates and realize it's not wrong. It's old. A technique from before the manuals were written.
Stone. Current. Patience.
His bond-echo is calm. Almost lazy. This canyon is a toy to him, a children's puzzle, something to pass through without engaging the parts of his brain reserved for actual challenges.
For me, it's a hurricane.
The first turn comes fast, a hard banking left where the canyon narrows and the walls lean inward like the jaws of a trap. The riders ahead of me take it wide, their dragons' wingtips tracing safe arcs along the outer wall. Standard approach. Textbook.
Scyllax takes it tight.
He cuts the corner so close that his left wing actually scrapes the stone, a brief, shrieking rasp of scale on granite that sends sparks showering into the canyon below, and the g-force of the turn crushes me sideways in the harness. My vision narrows. My stomach inverts. Every instinct screams too close, too fast, pull up, PULL UP...
And then we're through, and the canyon opens into a wider stretch, and I'm gasping and alive and Scyllax is rumbling with something that vibrates through the bond like dark amusement.
He did that on purpose.
The smug old bastard did that on purpose.
I bare my teeth into the wind and grip the guide straps harder. If he wants to test me, fine. I'll be tested. I'll eat this canyon alive and spit out the stones.
The second turn. The third. A section where the canyon floor drops away entirely, leaving nothing below us but a vertical chasm and the distant silver thread of the river. Scyllax takes each obstacle with the same ancient confidence, tilting, banking, threading gaps that shouldn't be possible for a dragon his size, and I learn to stop fighting and start following. Stop trying to steer him and start reading the bond-echoes for what they are: a continuous stream of information about the air and the stone and the physics of flight, delivered in a language older than words.
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Thermal rising. Bank left. Weight forward.
I shift my weight. Scyllax adjusts. The turn comes smoother this time, and for one breathless moment I feel it, the thing Kal used to describe with that light in his eyes. The sync. The moment when dragon and rider stop being two things and become one, when the bond isn't a bridge between minds but a narrowing of the gap entirely.
It lasts maybe three seconds. Then a crosswind hits us from a side canyon and Scyllax banks hard and I'm back to clinging and swearing and trying not to die.
But those three seconds.
Those three seconds…
The checkpoint marker glows ahead, a Weave-construct embedded in the canyon wall, pulsing blue. We're supposed to pass it on the left, maintain formation spacing, and continue to the exit. Simple. Controlled. Minimal risk.
That's when the wind changes.
Not a gust. Not a thermal. A wall of air, cold, dense, slamming into the canyon from the western face like a door being thrown open. It hits the formation broadside. Pella's blue staggers, wings flailing. One of the legacy cadets overcorrects and nearly clips the canyon wall before his dragon hauls them clear with a panicked beat that disrupts the air for everyone behind.
And then the wall hits me.
Scyllax is too big, too wide, too much surface area for the canyon's tight confines. The crosswind catches his right wing like a sail and shoves, and suddenly we're sliding sideways toward a wall of granite at a speed that turns rock from scenery into a death sentence. I haul on the guide straps, useless, like trying to steer a mountain, and through the bond I feel Scyllax's first flash of genuine effort, his wings adjusting, muscles bunching, fighting the physics of air in a canyon that was built for smaller dragons.
We stabilize. Barely. My right boot scrapes the wall as we pass, close enough to shave leather.
But the legacy cadet ahead of me isn't as lucky.
His dragon, a young green, panicking, has lost its line entirely. It's spiraling, wings beating out of rhythm, and the rider is frozen in the saddle. I can see his face from the saddle: blank, white, the expression of someone whose body has decided that thinking is no longer a priority and has handed the controls over to raw animal terror.
They're going to hit the wall.
The calculation takes less than a second. If the green hits stone at this speed, rider and dragon are dead. If someone doesn't correct their trajectory in the next three wingbeats, the impact will also throw debris into the path of every rider behind them. There are eight more cadets in the canyon.
I pull on the bond. Not gently. I reach into that vast, ancient furnace and pull, and the heat that floods through me is staggering, electric, too much and not enough at once. Scyllax responds instantly, his massive body rolling into a dive that would be suicidal for any other dragon in this canyon. We drop below the green's trajectory, then surge upward, and I don't know what I'm planning. I don't have a plan. I just know that if I can get Scyllax's wing under the green's body, we can redirect the spiral before it becomes a collision.
"VALE!"
The voice comes from above. Sharp. Furious.
Then a shadow passes over me, fast and deliberate, and I look up.
Kade Dray's obsidian dragon drops into the canyon like a thrown spear. He is crouched low on Iskra's back with his weight perfectly centered against the dive, and he moves with her the way water moves in a riverbed, not fighting the current but becoming it. Something in my chest registers the sight of it before the rest of my brain catches up. Then the rest of me is occupied with not dying, which is the only reason I can claim I noticed at all.
Iskra is half Scyllax's size and seemingly twice his speed, and she moves through the turbulence as if the crosswind is a suggestion she's simply chosen to disregard. Kade is a shadow on her back, leaned low, one hand on the guide straps and the other outstretched. Not reaching for the falling rider, but pushing. A burst of Flux energy hits the green dragon's flank like an invisible fist, redirecting its spiral just enough that it misses the wall by a margin I could measure in inches.
The green screams. Its rider screams louder. But they're clear, tumbling now toward the wider section of the canyon where there's room to recover, where the physics of panic stop being lethal and start being merely terrifying.
Kade pulls Iskra straight up in a banking climb that defies gravity. For a moment he's directly above me, close enough that I can see the hard line of his jaw, the white of his knuckles on the guide straps, the cold fury in his grey eyes as he looks down.
At me.
Not at the cadet he just saved. Just at me.
"Hold your line, Vale!" His voice carries over the wind like it was designed for it. Cutting, stripped of everything except command. "You don't have the skill for heroics. You barely have the skill for the straight sections."
The words hit like thrown stones. My cheeks burn and not from the cold.
Before I can answer, he's gone. Iskra banks away and rockets ahead, falling into an escort position above the shaken green dragon with the effortless precision of a rider who's been doing this so long the sky feels like an extension of his body.
The rest of the canyon passes in a blur of stone and wind and my own grinding teeth. Scyllax, who felt every second of that exchange through the bond, maintains a pointed, scathing silence that somehow communicates volumes.
Steady. Focus. Finish.
I finish.
The exit point opens onto a wide stone ledge cut into the mountain's eastern face, exposed on three sides to open sky. After the canyon's crush of stone and wind, the space feels almost wrong, too much air, too much light, the ground suddenly solid and still underfoot. The evaluation proctors wait near the interior wall with their scoring tablets and their clinical expressions.
The cadets who've already landed mill around in various states of exhilaration and nausea. Pella is sitting on a rock with her head between her knees. The legacy cadet, the one who nearly died, is off to the side, still shaking, his green dragon pressed against him in the universal posture of a creature that wants to be told everything is fine.
I land Scyllax at the far end of the shelf because there's no choice. He needs more room than any other dragon here, and the younger ones scatter when his shadow passes over them. The impact of his landing sends a shudder through the stone that makes the proctors look up from their tablets.
I unclip the harness. Slide down Scyllax's flank on legs that feel like they belong to someone else. The adrenaline is draining out of me in slow, nauseating waves, leaving behind the shaky aftermath of too much magic drawn too fast.
The inner seams of my flight pants are grinding against my thighs, the kind of ache you don't notice until the fear stops.
That pull I made in the canyon, the one where I reached into the bond and grabbed, it wasn't controlled. It wasn't measured. It was instinct, raw and stupid and powerful, and I can still feel the echo of it buzzing in my fingertips like static.
Scyllax lowers his great scarred head and presses his snout to my shoulder. The bond-echo is warm. Quiet.
Good.
One word. The most I've gotten from him in three days. The tension that built tight in my chest loosens, just a fraction.
"Liora!" Zara is jogging toward me, Fenwick trotting behind her like a copper-scaled dog. "Gods, I saw that dive from the exit point. What were you thinking?"
"That someone was about to die."
"So your plan was to throw yourself under them? On a dragon you've been riding for three days? In a canyon that eats experienced flyers for breakfast?" She grabs my arm and squeezes. Her eyes are bright with fear she's trying to convert to anger. "Don't do that. Don't you dare do that."
"It worked."
"It didn't work. Dray worked. You nearly..." She cuts herself off. Takes a breath. The anger fades, and what's underneath is worse: genuine worry, the kind that comes from someone who actually cares whether you live or die. In this place, that's rarer than dragon-scale. "Just... warn me next time you're planning to be suicidal. I'll pack a medkit."
I almost smile. Almost.
Over Zara's shoulder, I see Kade land.
Iskra touches down like she's alighting on glass. Silent, precise, not a wasted motion. Kade dismounts in a single fluid movement and immediately turns to check on the legacy cadet, exchanging words with the proctors in a voice too low to carry. His body language is pure authority. Straight spine, squared shoulders, the particular stillness of someone who expects to be obeyed and is never disappointed.
The proctors defer to him. Of course they do. He's the Commandant's son and the Aerie's best flyer. He also just executed a rescue in a turbulent canyon that most senior riders wouldn't have attempted. The cadet he saved is looking at him with the dazed gratitude of someone who's just been pulled back from a cliff's edge.
He listens to the proctor without turning his head, tracking the wider shelf at the same time. A threat assessment disguised as a debrief. His hands are completely still at his sides, which shouldn't be possible after what those hands just did in that canyon. The flight leathers across his shoulders are worn smooth at the seams from years of daily use.
I look away.
I look back.
I hate that I look back.
Kade accepts the gratitude with a curt nod and turns away.
His eyes find me across the shelf.
The expression on his face is the one I'm beginning to recognize as his default. Controlled, assessing, giving nothing away. But there's a tension in his jaw that the control can't quite contain, and when his gaze drops to my hands, which are trembling, I realize, from the residual buzz of the magic I pulled, something shifts behind his eyes. Something that looks almost like...
He starts walking toward me.
My spine straightens automatically. Zara steps back, her gaze sharpening as she clocks the approach.
Kade stops two paces away. The same distance as the plateau. Close enough to see the scar through his eyebrow, the fine lines of tension around his mouth, the way his nostrils flare slightly when he's containing something volatile.
"That dive." His voice is low. Not the carrying command tone from the canyon but something more private, which somehow makes it worse. "What exactly was your plan?"
"Someone was in trouble."
"Someone is always in trouble. That doesn't mean you throw an unbonded-level dive in a narrow canyon on a dragon that outweighs the target by a factor of four."
He takes a half-step closer. Close enough that I catch his scent under the cold air and the dragon-heat: leather and something harsher, the particular smell of someone who's been drawing Flux hard under stress.
"You could have killed them. You could have killed yourself. You could have killed every rider behind you if Scyllax had clipped the wall."
Each point cuts deep. He's right, and we both know it, and the fact that he's right makes me want to scream.
"And your plan was better?" The words come out harder than I intend. "Drop in from above and blast a panicking dragon with Flux? One degree off and you'd have pushed them into the wall instead of away from it."
Something flickers across his face. Surprise, maybe, that I read his maneuver that cleanly. "The difference is that I knew the margin. I've been flying that canyon for three years. I know every crosswind pattern, every thermal pocket, every inch of stone. You've been on a dragon for three days."
"And yet I was the one who moved first."
Silence.
The wind pushes between us, cold and sharp. Kade's jaw works. I can almost see him running calculations, risk, margin, angles of attack, and arriving at a conclusion he doesn't like.
"You moved first," he repeats, and his voice has changed. Quieter. Stripped of the lecturing edge. "Into a crosswind, on an unfamiliar dragon, in a canyon you've never flown, to save a rider who isn't your responsibility." He pauses. "That's either courage or a death wish, and in my experience, there's a very thin line between them."
The words echo in my skull.
Your brother acted like he had something to prove, too.
He sees me hear it. Sees the connection land, and the breath goes out of me before I can stop it, a small, quick exhale that gives away more than I meant to. For one unguarded second, his expression cracks. Not with contempt or superiority but with something raw, complicated, and almost pained. As if the cruelty on the plateau cost him something too.
Then the mask is back. Seamless. Impenetrable.
"Stay in your line next time, Vale," he says. "That's not advice. That's a survival calculation." He turns on his heel and walks back toward Iskra without waiting for a response.
Zara almost instantly materializes at my elbow. "What in the five hells was that?"
I watch Kade mount Iskra in a single clean motion, his body folding into the saddle. The obsidian dragon launches without preamble, and they climb away from the shelf in a spiraling ascent that's so controlled, so effortlessly perfect, it makes me jealous for the skill.
"I don't know," I say.
But that's not true. I do know, or at least I know the shape of it, the outline of something I can't quite see, like a figure standing behind frosted glass.
Kade Dray just saved my life. And then he came to yell at me about it, not because I'd embarrassed him or broken protocol or threatened his ranking, but because I had scared him.
The Commandant's untouchable son, the Aerie's coldest weapon, looked at me in a death-trap canyon and felt fear.
Not for himself, but…
For me.
Stone. Pressure. Weight shifting.
Scyllax's bond-echo rumbles through me like a tectonic whisper. I press my hand to his scarred flank and feel his heartbeat, slow and ancient and steady as the mountain.
"Yeah," I murmur. "I noticed."
The evaluation proctors call for debriefing. Zara drags me toward the formation, still talking, still furious. Still alive, warm and stubborn in a way that keeps me tethered when the rest of the world tries to spin me loose.
I go. I debrief. I accept the proctor's assessment, adequate control, dangerous improvisation, needs significant improvement in canyon discipline, with a nod and a neutral expression that I learned from my mother, who learned it from a lifetime of watching the Vale name curdle in people's mouths.
But underneath that mask, something had shifted. A crack in the wall. A fracture line I didn't expect.
It is not that he is handsome. I knew that the moment I saw him on the plateau, same as everyone else in the Aerie knows it, the same way everyone knows that Iskra is a perfect killing machine. That's an objective fact with no particular personal relevance. That part is easy to dismiss.
It is harder to dismiss the specific memory of him above me in the canyon, moving through turbulence like the wind was something he had already negotiated with or the fear in his eyes when he found me on this shelf. It was something real. Something unguarded.
Real is dangerous. Real is the thing I don't know what to do with.

