I lit the lamp, though the sun had not quite set. Light helps the mind stand upright, and mine, like the spines of these old folios, has begun to sag from years of misuse. Not disrepair, mind you—I’ve kept it oiled with words and names and the scent of ink—but misuse, all the same. Still, the lamp glowed for no real reason today. The sun was shining—a rarity in Hasholm—and its warmth lay like a shawl across my shoulders.
A fine day. A miraculous day. The kind of day that makes a man believe in fortune again.
Outside my window, the streets rang clear and bright: children running in packs along the stone flumes, errand-boys whistling as they darted through alleys, and the long, clean bell from the Church of Saints striking the hour as if proud to be heard. The clouds had been chased off to the west, and even the river, usually dark with runoff and ash, sparkled with a kind of defiant joy. No chimney smoke, no trade barges fouling the water, just light. Pure and rare.
It put me in the mood to begin.
Now, I mean to write something real.
The paper in front of me is of the finest stock—a gift from Councillor Witteveen, who has taken it upon himself to sponsor this endeavor. Hasholm produces no paper of its own worth using. Too damp. Too mercantile. The whole city smells faintly of brass and vinegar and always will. But this—this was pressed in Vreche, where the flax grows tall and the pressmen are forbidden to speak above a whisper. Every sheet is a silence waiting to be broken.
I sharpened the nib of my pen against the edge of the desk, tapped off the shavings into the ashtray beside my elbow, and straightened my shoulders.
The History of the New World.
That will be its title. Or something like it. I haven’t decided. Titles are funerary rites—useful only when the thing is already dead. But I feel no dread today. No foreboding. The sun is out, my tea is warm, and my hand, at last, feels steady.
For am I not the one who could bring light to this fantastical world we call Divina Terra? Have I not trodden the fog-bound roads of the East, dined with warlords and poets, and returned to tell the tale? Did not my last play cause three separate barons to write me letters of delight and confusion in equal measure? I, who once wrote a tragedy about a mute child that made a theatre laugh itself sick—am I not qualified?
Oh, I can just tell. This day will be a good one.
The Writers’ Quarter is quiet this time of day. Most of my contemporaries sleep late or linger too long in the bathhouses. Some are dead. Others pretend to be, just to avoid drafts and obligations. But I—Adalbert van Aarden—am up, alert, and on the verge of my magnum opus.
My rooms are modest. A shelf for books. A second for maps. A bed I never quite made after Henneke left. One east-facing window. One chair with a broken leg (the back left). One desk, older than the house it sits in. And now, upon it, an empty page.
The trouble with beginnings is not finding them, but choosing one.
Should I start with the salt plague in Verrid? The exodus from the southern provinces? The closing of the Gustavian border? They’re all related, all branches of the same great tale—but history demands a spine. Something with weight. With drama.
And so, I have decided I shall begin as I must: with Joseph.
Yes. Let the cynics scoff. Let the civil registrars and ex-colonels fold their arms. But all things that now move began with a man named Joseph who claimed to be God, and who lived just long enough for us to believe him.
“They came from the cities with ropes and chains,” he wrote, “but I gave them purpose, and then they were mine.”
How do you explain such a line to the kind of man who thinks war is fought with maps? You cannot. You can only record it, like the weather or the rising of a tide.
My task, then, is not to explain. It is to arrange. To present. To preserve what may still be preserved in these days when truth is no longer bartered in coin but in fear.
But not today. Today, the ink flows smooth.
And I—Adalbert van Aarden, son of masons, failed theologian, playwright by mistake and historian by necessity—I intend to write it all down.
"And thus do I begin, as all worthy reckonings must, with Joseph, the First and the Last of us.
From the mountains he came, clad in coarse cloth and bearing naught but a shepherd's stave and a book none could read. His locks were dark as river-stone, and his visage plain, but his countenance bore a light which made old men weep and soldiers unstring their bows, though they knew not why. And they say, when he smiled, it was like the thawing of frost upon stone—gentle, inevitable, and seen by all who still dared to hope. There are records, even now, of men who saw it once and never raised arms again.
He conquered not, but he persuaded. That was his art. That was his sign.
He brought low the strife of the warrior kings—those iron-hearted lords of the valleys who had warred from one generation unto the next, until memory itself forgot the quarrel. Into their camps he walked with no guard, no coin, no command—and three winters hence, their banners were bound as one.
He set forth the Church—not of stone nor throne, but of step and testament. He taught not that the divine was to be caged in temple, but walked with us upon the dust. To doubt, he said, is not the breaking of faith, but its beginning. For truth, he whispered, is not a crown to be worn, but a wound to be borne.
He called forth the Westward March—not the Holy War then, but pilgrimage. He named them healings, mendings, roads made righteous by the tread of the faithful. They went westward to seek what the East had lost: the tongue before the sundering, the lineages erased, the names older than empire. They walk yet. They bleed yet. And still they cry his name.
And when his hour came, he died not in iron nor fever, but upon a simple cot, in a low house in Arlid, with naught but a woman to give him water and a silent munk to record the passing.
Many wrote his last words, but the ones carved in old stone, high in the chapel arch at Hasholm, read thus:
"Fear not the dark. I go only unto its edge, to keep watch. I and He, together."
Even in death, he yielded not. He departed. So the faithful say, and so shall I.
And we have been walking after, ever since."
I set the pen down, careful not to smudge the still-wet ink. A good beginning—no, a great one, if I may say so myself. The kind that might one day be read aloud from pulpits or engraved in brass above a university door. Yes, I could feel it in my hands, in my blood. The weight of something lasting.
I rose and walked to the open window, stretching the ache from my back with a small grunt. From this height, one sees Hasholm not as a chaos of alleyways and inclines, but as a city of order and testimony—a city that has borne weight and made it shine.
Directly ahead, the copper-streaked dome of the Saint Joseph Cathedral dominated the skyline, its bells often mistimed but never ignored. Pilgrims moved like ants across its broad steps even now, some crawling, some singing, all hoping. To the north rose the thick walls and corner towers of the Hasholm Fortress, flags still stitched with the old crimson-and-sunburst of the Republic fluttering hard in the wind. There, the young are drilled, the old remembered, and wars prepared in whispers.
Westward, I glimpsed the spired silhouette of the Grenzland Council—a crown of stained glass and chiselled fury. That’s where they argue. Where governors of border cities speak over one another and pretend the ground beneath them has not changed.
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Beyond that, the tiled chaos of the City market—our proud marketplace, always too loud, always rich with the scent of fried dough and sheep’s milk soap. I could almost hear the bark of traders from Divina Terra, and the mutterings of those who speak half-languages made in ships and salt.
Further still, the haze of Hashafn blurred into the horizon, where ships groaned and gulls fought, and the Sun-order merchants stood like little kings among crates and coin.
To the east—there, a shadow heavier than the rest. St. Domini Festningsanstalt. Where the worst are kept. And some not so bad. Its towers always seemed darker, less reflective. One could believe the stone itself refused the sun.
And tucked into a fold just beyond the Cathedral’s western wing: the sharp roofs and slender pillars of the Hasholm University. Here minds sharper than mine dissolve the strange with ink and cautious flame. They say they catalog miracles. I believe they try.
It was all here. Spires and chains. Brass and bread. I could see it all, and still not enough. The sun had sunk low over Hasholm, gilding every rooftop and spire in molten gold. The city unfolded before me like a tapestry: battlements to the east catching the last gold of day, the river wide and glittering beneath the bridges, sails drifting like lazy birds across the water’s skin.
I have seen many cities, and many more maps. But none rival this. None ever shall.
Yes—Grenzland is rising. Grenzland is becoming. I can sense it in the breeze, in the clarity of this rare light. It has taken its bruisings. It has bent and burned. But it will not falter. Not now. Not with men like me to witness it.
The bells rang again, softer now, from somewhere farther upriver. I watched a gull land atop the roof of the Hall of Records and let out a breath I hadn’t realized I was holding.
The Hall of Records. Yes! The preserver of knowledge and less-than-good writing. But all the better for my cause—for to make a masterpiece, I must indeed piece it together from first-hand sources, however poorly they were set down.
I hurried to don my boots, shrugged on my coat, and grabbed my hat from its usual perch. The stair creaked underfoot as I scampered down, two steps at a time. Let the night wait—I had purpose.
The street greeted me with its customary blend of vigor and filth. The smell of old herbs, sheep wool, and blood hung thick in the air. A butcher across the way was mid-cut, hauling a squealing pig across a slab slick with last week’s viscera. The animal shrieked once before the blade came down. Blood ran freely into the gutter.
Ugly, yes. But necessary—for those who valued salted pork. And who did not?
The butcher’s blemmyed assistant—good old Lotte—hauled the carcass inside with practised grace. Face low on his chest, back broad as a wine cart, he moved without fuss or flourish. Never missed a step, he didn’t. Lotte had strength in him. Better still, rhythm.
As I passed beneath the lintel of my building, the weight of the city’s age pressed gently down upon my shoulders—not oppressive, but familiar. Hasholm is not a city built. It is a city laid down, one layer atop the next, each stone drunk with memory. It rises not from clean plans, but from habit, conviction, refusal.
The Writers’ Quarter had once been a barracks, then a monastery, then a den of libertines before the Council saw fit to bribe the scribes into respectability. That old chapel where Broek used to sleep? A distillery during the short war with Gustavland. The alley I now passed through—once the path of a funeral procession for Saint Jorim, whose bones now reside, unlabeled, beneath the weavers’ guild. I know this. I feel it. The aura of history settles around me as easily as breath.
Here, beneath my boots, the street was laid with the black stone of the old eastern expeditions—brought from quarries whose names have been lost but whose veins still flicker when struck by moonlight. A sharp turn took me past an arched fountain commemorating the Quelling of the Ninth Riot. No inscription needed. Every child in the quarter knew the tale: how the baker's son lit the first flame, and how the bishop's guards turned the street to ash.
Yes, I remember the tale of the Ninth Riot. Everyone does. But no one else remembers the baker’s name, and fewer still can name the street that burned. I can. That’s the curse.
Even now, I could name five corners where treaties had been signed in secret and three steps where assassinations had been almost carried out. Almost. But Hasholm has its ways. It keeps its stories. It never forgets those who write them down.
Yes. This will be my greatest work.
The Hall of Records stood before me—timber-framed, daubed in white, its frame crooked from the weight of too many winters. It revealed nothing of its literary import. A building with the posture of an old clerk: unimposing, slightly damp, and entirely essential.
I knocked. They always made you wait. They did it on purpose. The place ran on delay and misplaced pride. I knew the rhythm well, having wasted many mornings on that step. Still, I glanced to my left, as I always did.
By the corner sat a touched man—or what remained of him—hooded in black, arm extended. Only the limb showed, warped and branching, like coral forced through skin. The hand trembled slightly with effort, but made no sound.
He had sat there for years. Or his likeness had. Hard to say. Either way, he belonged to the entrance as much as the door.
I reached into my coat for a coin. It wasn’t much, but silence deserved alms.
Then, at last, the door creaked open.
Inside, the Hall of Records smelled of damp wood, candle grease, and the slow yellowing of time. Light filtered through narrow stained-glass slits above, casting long smears of blue and ochre across the floors, which creaked as though protesting the weight of memory. The place was not grand—certainly not by cathedral standards—but it carried a dignity built from dust and stubbornness. Rows of desks flanked by shelves that bowed under the burden of centuries, each book bound in the quiet desperation of men who feared to be forgotten.
Behind one such desk sat Elswin, the chief clerk—balding, bent, and eternally unamused. He squinted at me as if I were a misplaced scroll.
"Adalbert," he said flatly.
"Elswin."
"You want your usual room?"
"Unless it’s been reassigned to a poet again."
"No poets lately. They can’t read the older scripts."
"That hasn’t stopped them before."
He sniffed, scratched something onto a ledger, and handed me a ring of keys without standing. "Don’t misfile anything. That last bastard left the Saints' ordinances in the land tax box. We nearly condemned a bishop by accident."
"How tragic," I said, pocketing the ring.
"They’d have hanged the wrong one anyway."
Past him, the main chamber opened up like a ribcage. Dust motes danced in the gloom. A monk in archivist robes pushed a cart with wheels that shrieked like dying cats. Somewhere deeper within, I heard the soft thud of a dropped folio and the subsequent hiss of reprimand.
The Hall was alive, in its way. Grumpy, brittle, and full of secrets. Just how I liked it.
My room—third door on the right, past the broken globe—was unchanged. A narrow desk, a candle burned to the nub, and a long oak table with rings from inkpots older than most countries. I did not sit. Not yet.
I fetched the catalogue myself—better than trusting the junior clerks, who shelved by whim and recovered nothing without a bribe or a threat. I trailed my finger down the binding of the central ledger, dust staining my nail.
Let us begin with the Minutes of the Fourth Land Survey, compiled by Anton Verlage, dated just before the border maps were redrawn. Next, Missionary Reports from the Interior, volumes I through IV. And of course, Treatises on the Linguistic Drift Among Eastern Tribes—a nonsense title hiding good observational work.
I plucked each from their place like a priest selecting relics. Some groaned as they parted from their shelf. One had wormholes bored straight through, untouched since before the plague.
I carried them back to the table and laid them out with care. The room did not become sacred. It had been so already.
History, properly recorded, is the spinal cord of civilization. Not the muscle, not the skin—but that which gives it form. When it breaks, everything else twitches, and then lies still.
Verlage’s survey was as dry as ever: measurements in hands and ropes, lists of fertile tracts and unclaimed mineral shelves. But between the lines—always between—were notations in the margins: “Several farms abandoned without reason. Wells sealed. Local guides unwilling to enter the high forest after sundown.” These notes never made it into the official maps. But they told the truth, if you knew how to read it.
The missionaries were more verbose. And more dramatic. The third volume, penned by a Brother Reinald, included a sketch of a ruined altar found deep inland. No coordinates. Just the words: “Blemmyes stood there, unmoving, as if waiting.” Dismissed, of course, as native myth. Just as so much else was.
And the linguistics treatise—it had been redacted in two places. Sloppy work. You could still make out the ink beneath. A dialect spoken only in dreams. A phrase rendered as: “The sun walks twice.”
Yes. That matched.
Not revelation. Not prophecy. Just the slow constellating of truth, like stars drawn out over paper. That was how history worked—proper history. Piece by piece. Fact by stubborn fact.
I sat down, cracked my knuckles, and began to copy.
Their redactments were clumsy—ink scraped too late, margins too thin. As if truth could be softened with a wet rag. As if time could be tricked.
No. I would correct their errors. I would mend their omissions. I would bring the truth.
And when the record is one day consulted, centuries hence, by scholars better dressed but no wiser—I want them to know whose hand preserved it. Adalbert van Aarden. Witness to what others only feared.

