The Crater | Alonzo’s POV

  Line-up: REAPERAND / FONFOBIA / R.I.P. YOUR BRAIN

  Adam told me she was “good.”

  That’s all he said.

  Like, I ask him about their drummer. Y'know, the only member of REAPERAND I hadn’t met, and all he gives me is this dry-ass one-word review. Good.

  So I’m thinking, okay, sure. Probably tight, maybe got some groove. Whatever.

  What I wasn’t expecting was some tiny-ass girl stomping up to the kit like she was gonna beat the shit out of it for breathing wrong.

  And I mean small: short, wiry, sleeves rolled, eyes like she hasn’t slept since the Cold War.

  She didn’t smile.

  She didn’t pose.

  She just sat down and cracked her neck like she was clocking in for war.

  Then she started playing.

  And I swear, for the first few seconds I just stared.

  I forgot where I was.

  My brain went full static.

  She wasn’t just good. She was terrifying.

  There was something about the way she moved.

  Like she was keeping demons in check with every hit. Controlled, but violent. Cold face, hot hands.

  And the whole time? Adam was on her left, cool as hell, feeding off her energy like it was oxygen. I’d never seen him like that. Never heard him play like that.

  And then it clicked.

  They weren’t just bandmates.

  There was this thread between them.

  Invisible, but real.

  Like… Nickie would throw some chaotic tempo shift mid-song, and Adam would catch it without blinking.

  He’d slide into it like he knew she was gonna do it before she did.

  They didn’t even look at each other, but somehow, they were always in sync.

  Like they’d been doing this for a decade in some underground bunker.

  At one point, she leaned back off the drum stool mid-fill, like fully leaned back, in a way that should’ve sent her flying… and without missing a note, Adam caught her by the back of her shirt, pulled her upright, and kept shredding.

  No eye contact. No drama. Just instinct.

  And I was like:

  Oh.

  So that’s what he meant by “good.”

  I don’t know what I was expecting. Some uptight music nerd, maybe.

  But she was raw. Real.

  And more than that, she was his.

  Not in the weird possessive way. Not like that.

  Just… they belonged to each other. In the music.

  Like two halves of the same damn storm.

  After the set, Adam was off to the side, detangling cables like his veins weren’t full of napalm.

  Same as always, like he hadn’t just cracked open half the crowd’s skulls.

  Then I saw Nickie freeze.

  She was staring at Adam’s hand like a sniper locking target.

  Before I could blink, she was already moving: snapping open her back pocket and pulling out a wipe and a plaster like it was a reflex.

  Like she kept that shit on her for him.

  I shifted forward a little.

  Adam held his hand out, palm up. She took it without hesitation like she’d peeled those sleeves off his fingers a hundred times.

  I’d seen those sleeves before. Knew what they were for. Never asked questions, never got answers.

  But what floored me was that he just let her.

  Didn’t flinch, didn’t pull away.

  He just stood there, watching her wrap his finger like it was part of the encore.

  I couldn’t hear most of what they said, but I caught one line clear as day:

  “You never tend to these. And no, bass boy… spitting on it does not count.”

  He grinned. That quiet, crooked grin he barely gives anyone.

  She went back to packing her gear.

  I cornered Adam while Nickie was sitting on the floor drinking water like a ghost that got exorcised too hard.

  I was like, “You ever gonna tell me you two are fused at the spine, or what?”

  He just smirked. Didn’t say a damn thing.

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  Which, coming from him, might as well be a love letter.

  So that was it for me.

  ***

  Tiny Terror, Full Volume

  The floor still smelled like blood, beer, and busted amp cords.

  I’d just wrung my shirt out over a trash bin (sweat, not metaphor) and decided to have a chat with Nickie.

  She had one arm draped over her snare case like it was a dead comrade, eyes glazed but alert.

  You know that look? That post-gig thousand-yard stare, like your soul’s still moshing somewhere and hasn’t found its way back to your body yet?

  So I walked up, leaned against the wall beside her, and offered what I felt was a reasonable opener.

  “Yo. You possessed?”

  She blinked at me once, real slow. Then shrugged. “Probably. If I start levitating, don’t interrupt.”

  “No promises. Might toss holy water just to see what happens.”

  She looked up at me then, and I swear to god… those eyes? They had the same voltage as her drum fills.

  Unapologetic.

  Focused.

  Kinda insane.

  “You’re Alonzo, right?” she rasped. “The guy from Fonfobia who got kicked out of a venue for climbing the lighting rig shirtless?”

  “Allegedly,” I said, deadpan. “You make it sound like a bad thing.”

  She shrugged again.

  “Seemed like a good time. Lighting guy deserved it.”

  Oh yeah. I liked her.

  I stood there for a moment, soaking in the atmosphere.

  Whole place looked like a geargrave. Snare cases, broken sticks, people half-dead on the floor. Some guy trying not to puke into a merch box.

  Nickie tilted her head toward me. “You came to scout or spectate?”

  “Wanted to see if Adam’s new lineup was all hype or legit.”

  “And?”

  I looked her over. Busted knuckles, smudged eyeliner, dried blood on her cymbal case. “I was gonna say you killed it, but honestly, I think it was begging for mercy before the third song.”

  She smirked. Just the edge of one. “That’s the goal.”

  Then, softer, less performative:

  “Thanks.”

  And there it was. The gear shift.

  The same girl who played like she was trying to exorcise a demon with a double kick had just looked at me like a person. Not a fan. Not a rival. Just a music junkie acknowledging another one.

  I tapped the wall behind me, thinking.

  “You know,” I said, “you and Adam play like you’ve got the same nervous system.”

  Her eyebrows went up. “That a compliment or a diagnosis?”

  “Both.”

  She laughed, and it wasn’t loud, but it was warm. Like a match lighting in a bomb shelter.

  I crouched beside her, rested my elbows on my knees.

  “Real talk? I didn’t expect someone who looked like you to play like that.”

  “Yeah, people say that. Then they bleed a little and stop saying it.”

  Goddamn, she was sharp. Not just in the funny way. In the watching-everything way.

  I leaned closer, dropped my voice. “You in this for the long haul? You and him?”

  “I’m not going anywhere.”

  Didn’t even blink when she said it.

  I stood up, stretched, nodded.

  “Cool. Good. ’Cause I’m makin’ it my personal mission to get REAPERAND and FONFOBIA on another joint set. Real soon. We’ll burn another place down twice as hard next time.”

  She grinned up at me, looking like hell and glory incarnate.

  “Only if I get to solo through the fire.”

  “You solo, I’ll light the match.”

  And just like that, I knew.

  She wasn’t just the drummer.

  She was the storm warning.

  And if Adam was the flood, she was the goddamn siren.

  ***

  Bodyguard Mode: Engaged

  I could feel eyes on me before I even opened my mouth.

  Didn’t have to look to know it was Adam.

  He was posted a few feet away, leaning against some busted amp case like it owed him money, arms crossed.

  But those eyes? Yeah. Locked on us. The kind of stare that says:

  Choose your next words carefully, dumbass.

  And I got it.

  I got it.

  I mean, if I had a bandmate who played like that, moved like that, and looked like they might knife someone for scuffing their cymbal, I’d post up like a silent threat too.

  But I wasn’t tryin’ to flirt. I was trying to recruit.

  So I threw him a glance. One of those “Relax, bro, I’m not about to steal your drummer-slash-soulmate” looks.

  He didn’t smile. Didn’t nod. Just… kept watching.

  But when Nickie called me out for the lighting rig thing?

  I swear Adam’s mouth twitched.

  Barely. Just enough to count.

  And when I walked away later, already planning the next show in my head, I caught him murmuring something to her.

  "So, fraternizing with rival noise merchants right in front of me? Brutal."

  "Please. If I can survive being your bandmate and therapist, I think I’ve earned one conversation with the backup friend."

  "Ouch."

  Backup friend??? I’m the whole damn support group.

  I should’ve said something, but Adam looked way too delighted to be roasted by her.

  I let it slide.

  ***

  The Stage Wasn't Big Enough, So I Made It Bigger

  I pulled every string I had.

  Called in favors, sweet-talked the sound guy, even offered to let the club owner’s nephew open for us (and the kid SUCKS) just to get us a slot at The Cage.

  Big-ass venue. Lights. Press. Industry rats sniffing around.

  Place is impossible to book unless you are somebody or you owe somebody.

  Fonfobia was already known. We could’ve headlined on our own.

  But I told them:

  It’s Fonfobia and REAPERAND or I walk.

  Because here’s the truth:

  Whatever the hell those two have?

  I wanna see it again.

  On the biggest stage possible.

  Louder. Messier. Realer.

  I want to stand there, side-stage, ears ringing, heart pounding, watching them tear the air open like it insulted them.

  I want the whole damn crowd to feel what I felt: that static, that snap, that something that doesn’t have a name but leaves a mark.

  And if the world’s got any taste at all?

  They’re gonna lose their minds the way I did.

  Because REAPERAND?

  They’re not just a band.

  They’re a reckoning.