Stu’s training log- day-01

  It’s day one of the training program and Miracle says we need to team build since we are the first team up in the tournament. She assures us this won’t st long, like all advantages, they disappear over time. At least that’s what her motto is…

  We started day one in the bedroom. I wish it was that kind of training too, but it wasn’t. She pulled us all into my small bedroom. I hadn’t been there in a while, it felt weird. Miracle said, “Now that we are all here in this tiny room we are going to talk until everything is out in the open. We all have a lot of baggage here.”

  Prosperity raised her hand immediately. “I don’t have any baggage here; can I go now?”

  Chaos said, “Well you have some baggage.. Like what will you do when Stu and I get married?”

  Prosperity said, “I’ll just welcome you to the bedroom, since I’ll be there already.”

  Chaos yelled, “I’ll be welcoming you, not the other way around.”

  Miracle looked at Stu asking, “Is this normal?’

  Stu said, “Sadly, and I’m never invited to give an opinion. While we have a minute I’d like to apologize for.. Well, for everything.. I thought the whole thing was the other way around.”

  Miracle said, “Yeah I’m sorry too, I was just acting under orders, but I probably deserved a little punishment. Right, tiger?”

  The room was silent when she said that. Stu and Miracle looked over to see the other girls looking at them. Prosperity said, “Uh-huh.. and we have baggage?”

  Miracle asked, “What are you talking about?”

  Chaos pointed at her saying, “Your flirting with Stu! You home wrecker!”

  Prosperity looked at Chaos saying, “We aren’t the problem, Miracle is… We should team up, that way we don’t have to redo the sleeping arrangements. It took days to figure that out, and we can’t go through that again..”

  Chaos nodded, “Agreed, we accept each other, and no others!”

  Miracle asked, “What the fuck just happened?”

  Stu stared at the other girls saying, “You just entered my life.”

  Miracle said, “No wonder you went crazy..” The other girls gred. “Alright, enough of this, on to exorcise!” She was the first one out of the room.

  Stu’s training log- day-02

  Team building day two! What a day! Two hours of prosperity and Chaos trying to convince Miracle that she was in love with me; to bust her for being in love with me. Yes you read that right. Then exercise, like I said what a day! Silence for two days.

  Stu’s training log- day-03

  Today Miracle took me into one of her miracles for training. This one was to control the power of Chaos, she said it’d be safe. But only one person at a time can go. The girls think she’s up to something, I told them I’d make time for them ter. Once training is over I promised we’d all go out.

  Miracle looked at Stu sitting in the bedroom waiting, this was the first time he would go in while he was awake. He was very nervous as she id her hands on his shoulders asking, “Are you ready?” He nodded. She kissed his cheek, and he was still in his bedroom with Miracle.

  Stu asked, “Did you mess up?”

  Miracle said, “No, this is right. It’s a copy of your world as you know it. You and I will train here until you get your power under control.”

  Stu asked, “Do I break stuff or fight robots or something?”

  She smiled and he could see her shaking. She said, “You will fight me. I need as much concentration as possible to use my powers, and since you are strong, I have to be as well. That’s why it’s simple enemies and a simple arena.”

  Stu felt bad about this, she was clearly not over the horror he inflicted on her the other day. He said, “I don’t want to fight you. I’m sorry.”

  She said, “You have to train. I don’t want to do this, and I’m here. You think I’m not terrified of you? That’s the only reason I’m here. If I don’t train you, then I can’t get stronger. That and I have one st job then I’m debt free.”

  He asked, “What debt and job?”

  She looked at him like she wasn’t supposed to say that. “Nothing!”.

  He could see her shaking harder. “I thought you were shaking because of the other night. You aren’t though; there’s something else..” He started walking toward her and she began to tremble like the floor was shaking. “What’s wrong?”

  She said, “I’m sorry. I’m not supposed to tell you, but I’m so scared I can’t obey…” She began bawling her eyes out. Stu ran to her, and she cowered.

  He held his hands up, “It’s alright, I swear I will never hurt you again. Even if you lied, I forgive you. I swear!”

  She was crying looking up at him from the floor, unable to even stand anymore. She trembled so hard he could feel it on the floor. She said, “You tricked me the other day, and it broke me. I can’t lie to you; you broke my spirit to fight… I was the most feared god, and now I’m the most fearful.” Stu looked at her, she was honest now. He’d completely broken her; he could see the result of his actions clearly.

  Stu sat down on the floor. He said, “I’m going to stay right here, if you need anything just ask. I’ll move slowly and gently. Until you ask me to do something I’ll sit here unmoving, alright?”

  She y there staring at Stu waiting for an attack, but he sat there still like a rock and his eyes closed. She said, “They said you might be contagious.”

  Stu didn’t move or open his eyes. He gently asked, “Did they say what it was?”

  Miracle said, “No, please believe me.”

  Softly Stu said, “I’ll believe everything you tell me, even if it’s not true. You have nothing to worry about from me ever again. I’m so sorry. I’ll never be able to do enough for you, to make it up to you.. When you are ready to leave my house you are free to come or go at any point. If you choose to leave and Tom won’t pay you, tell him to talk to me. I’ll make sure your made whole and then some.”

  She spoke slowly, “It doesn’t matter. It was to unlock rules and now I can’t fight. It was for nothing..” She started crying once again. “I’m going to die like everyone else on this pnet, it’ll be just like the first time… Do you feel sick?”

  Stu asked, “Other than the anger issues, no I don’t. Did they say it was a disease?”

  She sat up saying, “They didn’t say. All I know is that I’m supposed to look for something ungodlike.”

  He asked, “Can I open my eyes and face you or is it too soon?”

  She sniffled a bit then said, “It’s alright.”

  He opened his eyes and slowly faced her. “So, what is ungodlike?”

  She said, “That’s the thing I don’t know! You do believe me right?” He nodded; it was a clear sign of major PTSD and Stu felt even more terrible. “Honestly, everything here is ungodlike! You don’t have one godlike thing going on in your house other than three gods living in it. I’m really sorry if I offended you, I don’t mean that there is anything wrong with how you live, just that it’s not how a god would live… Please don’t get angry with me..”

  He said, “You are perfectly fine. Is there anything I can do to make you feel better? Name it and it’s yours.”

  She asked, “Will you close your eyes again?” He closed his eyes. “Thanks..”

  Again, he said, “Anything you want. You earned it and I’m an asshole.”

  She spoke softer than before, “Would you do me another favor?”

  He stayed still with his eyes closed saying, “Yes.”

  She asked, “Can I guide you somewhere with your eyes closed?”

  This request made him uneasy, he still said, “Yes.”

  He felt her hands on his shoulder after a quiet moment. She had him stand and walk where he had no idea. She said, “There’s a seat in front of you. Would you please sit?” he felt in front of him; it felt like a couch. He took a seat, eyes shut tightly.

  He asked, “Can I open my eyes yet?”

  Softly she asked, “If I asked for you to not open them until we return back home would you be alright with that?”

  He asked, “Am I safe to do that?”

  She said, “Very much.”

  Reluctantly he said, “Alright, it’s the least I can do.”

  Miracle gently pushed on his chest, leaning him back. This wasn’t a couch; it was a bed. She said, “Rex, you are safer with me than I am with you.” Taking a deep breath, he leaned back all the way. “No god or man has ever made me feel the way you did.”

  Stu nervously said, “That sounds a little menacing, maybe I should at least sit up.”

  She stopped moving, saying, “I thought you said anything? Plus, remember nothing here is real.” She leaned across his chest, he didn’t move, her hand traced his colr. “Do you know how bad you scared me? Ten thousand times harder than your heart is beating now.” He could feel her hand on his heart.

  He had a lot of shame over this, “I feel terrible.”

  Softly She said, “I’m starting to believe you won’t hurt me. You’ve had a lot of chances.”

  Stu spoke carefully, “I’m not going to hurt you ever again. I promise.”

  She spoke into his ear sending cold chills down his neck, sliding her legs over his p. She said, “Will you hurt me if I try to kill you?”

  Stu spoke honestly, “You deserve that much.”

  She was cold saying, “I don’t believe you.”

  Bluntly Stu replied, “No matter what, I won’t hurt you. Breaking you, broke me..”

  Miracle sat up on his p. She said, “Open your eyes and prove it.”

  He opened his eyes, and Miracle was on top of him holding her dagger. Tears were streaming down her face. Sitting up, their faces almost touching; he looked her in the eyes and took his shirt off saying, “Alright, you can clearly see my heart. If you want to kill me, you deserve the chance.” He y back on the bed.

  Through her tears she said, “Do you know how hard it is looking at you every day, remembering what you did to me? You vioted me, you tortured me, you enjoyed it!”

  He kept a serious face and a soft tone. “Yes I did enjoy it, I enjoyed all of those things I did to you. I wanted you to feel what you did, that’s how I felt walking into that room. I just thought that we would go through the suffering together. Then the kids showed up, all of my suffering went away. Yours never will, I’m no fool. I know what I’ve done, and you deserve your vengeance. I’ve even left a letter at home in case I die training; it orders them to let you go, because of what I did.”

  She said, “You just lied to me, I knew you were the same evil human.”

  Stu asked, “What did I lie about?”

  Miracle said, “You serve Chaos not the other way around.”

  Stu said, “It’s not a lie, you said this pce was a copy based on how I see the world. It would be here if I saw it that way, right?” She nodded. “Top left dresser drawer.”

  She looked at him unsure about this saying, “If this is a trick..”

  He said, “I won’t move unless you ask me to.” He stayed where he was, as she slowly dismounted him. He heard the drawer open, a piece of paper open up.

  She said, “Alright, you do feel guilty. She stood over him fresh tears in her eyes, and shaking again.

  He asked, “Why are you shaking again?”

  She screamed at him, “Because I wanted to hate you! You were supposed to be a monster, not me!”

  He looked at the ceiling saying, “I am a monster.”

  She mounted his p again saying, “Either way, if I don’t kill you, then I can’t ever go back to the way it was.” She raised the dagger.

  Stu said, “Fair enough.” He closed his eyes. He felt her weight shift, as she raised the dagger as high as she could. The moment felt like it took forever, finally he felt her bring it down plunging it deep into the bed, skimming his shoulder and cutting him, blue dripped out. Opening his eyes she was holding the dagger in the bed as she stared at him. He asked, “Am I safe with you now?”

  She nodded with tears falling, “Even if I wanted to go back, I’m too terrified of you, to hurt you.” She moved slowly sliding up his chest and putting her nose against his, “You have done something to me that can’t be undone.”

  He asked, “Can I move without you worrying?

  She said, “I don’t care what you do anymore!” She kissed him. Pressing her thighs against his hips, she pulled back taking her shirt off throwing it across the room. Stu looked at her, staring at him her pale skin smooth and fwless. A bck-ce bra and skirt were the only things she wore as she kissed him again, grinding against him. He moved his hands slowly and gently, still worried about frightening her. He pced them on her hips; she grabbed his hand, moving it under her skirt to her butt. She looked at him saying, “You don’t have to be gentle anymore, just treat me like you want to. Whatever you have to give, I want.”

  Stu looked at her asking, “What if I accidentally hurt you?”

  She took her bra off saying, “Then hurt me.” He pulled her to him kissing her and rolling over on top of her. She y exposed in only her skirt, she said, “I’m at your mercy again, what will you do this time?”

  Stu kissed her, then her neck, slowly he moved down her colr bone. Down her chest, her breasts heaved at his touch, the B-cups were small but soft. He traced her nipple with his tongue.

  Miracle cried out, “Stu! Lower! Mm…” Miracles body writhed as he kissed her stomach. Sliding his hand up her skirt, the stockings and her underwear were silk. They felt amazingly soft against his skin. As he touched them, she moaned in pleasure. His fingers traced the entrance under the silk. She sat up instinctively crying out in ecstasy while grabbing his belt and rapidly undoing it, it fell to the floor. She gave him the look, you know the one, she leaned back offering herself to him.

  A sickening feeling rushed over him suddenly, something was wrong with his god. Something told him that he needed to go now. He jumped up, asking “Do you feel that?”

  She sat up concentrating, “Yes.. What is that?” Miracle looked as concerned as he felt.

  I don’t know, but something’s wrong with the girls, I can feel it. We need to go now. He grabbed his clothes along with Miracle’s, they put them on as they rushed to help, not stopping to properly dress.