Kael staggered to the bucket and vomited. Bitter bile splashed into the water, mingling with the blood and vomit already there—his, the dead man's, it didn’t matter anymore. The acid burned his throat, but it was nothing compared to the burn inside his chest. That old place. The one that still remembered how to feel.

  For a moment, the mask cracked. And what spilled through was hatred. Not for the man he killed—but for himself. For who he’d become.

  He was made for war—no, that was the lie. Once, he chose this. Chased the glory. Drank in the admiration. Thought heroism was a mantle he could wear like armor, gleaming and unbreakable.

  But this—

  This was the other side of glory.

  This was what they never told you in the stories.

  The stink of death.

  The silence that followed.

  The way it hollowed you out and left you cold.

  The pain wasn’t sharp. It was dull. Constant.

  A slow rot inside the soul.

  How long had it been since someone looked at him without fear or respect?

  Since someone just… saw him?

  He clenched his fists. Steeled himself again. Not out of strength—out of habit. Out of survival. The man had deserved better. He was honorable. Willing to bleed, to break, to die for something he believed in. Kael respected that. Admired it. There weren’t many like him left. Maybe, in another life, he would’ve let the man walk.

  Maybe the man would’ve vanished. Started over. But maybe wasn’t enough. Not anymore. Because maybe… meant risk. Maybe meant everything he’d built, everyone he was trying to accomplish, would burn. So Kael did the only thing he could. He would see to it the body made it home— Back to Varenhall. Back to the streets he’d once walked. Back to the nieces.

  It wasn’t mercy.

  It wasn’t kindness.

  It was a debt.

  The man had chosen his path.

  Kael…

  Kael had been given his.

  And not even death could change that.

  Kael left the cage behind—left the blood, the silence, and what feelings he hadn’t already buried. He passed his instructions to the two toughs in a low voice, then turned away. No ceremony. No explanation. Just footsteps echoing against stone as he made his way back to the boathouse.

  Alone with his thoughts.

  Alone.

  As Kael turned the final corner to the boathouse, he heard it before he saw it.

  Screams. steel. Not magic crackling in the air. But a low, rolling thunder—boots on stone, voices lifted. His pulse spiked. The torrent inside surged, ready to be loosed like a blade drawn too many times. He rounded the corner—

  And stopped.

  The street outside the boathouse was alive.

  People filled the space from wall to harbor. Amber mage-lanterns floated overhead like lazy fireflies, casting the entire scene in warm, golden light. Music poured from an old string box and someone’s worn flute, wild and off-key but joyous. Children darted through legs, laughing. Someone shouted over the crowd. A keg burst in a spray of froth as mugs clinked and cheers rose up like thunder.

  They were celebrating.

  Kael stood still, breathing like he’d been punched. The scent of roasted meats and spiced bread hit him like a wave. Woodsmoke. Salt. Life. The air shimmered with heat and the joy of people who had survived. People who felt safe. His people.

  His first step was hesitant. Just one boot forward—and someone noticed him.

  A ripple.

  A murmur.

  Then a wild, unrestrained cheer. A tide of sound and motion crashed over him as the crowd surged forward. Hands clapped his back, tugged at his arms. Voices called his name, others just shouted in triumph. He tried to speak—couldn’t. He scrubbed a hand across his face, overwhelmed.

  Gods. His people.

  They were grinning, flushed with drink, with joy. Beaming at him like he was a hero, like he was still something good. Their eyes didn’t see the man from the cell. Didn’t see the blood on his hands or the shadows in his heart. They saw only Kael, the man who held the line.

  He couldn’t move. Could barely breathe under the weight of them all.

  The press of warm bodies.

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  The sound of laughter.

  The heat of music and light.

  it broke something loose inside him. Not the torrent, but something just as old. Quieter.

  Gratitude.

  Guilt.

  Love.

  He stood in the storm of it, silent and still. Letting it wash over him. Just for a little longer.

  Then Merry broke through the crowd, laughter on her lips and two beers in hand. Her smile was like fire—bright, alive, impossible to look away from. She pressed close, and Kael was surrounded again—this time not by the press of faceless bodies, but by her. By heat and closeness and the soft scent of her perfume—sweet, floral, just a little wild.

  All around them, people were trying to touch him. Not violently. Not like a threat. But reverently, almost… disbelievingly. Like they needed to feel him to be sure he was real. Flesh and skin and blood. Not just a myth whispered on sleepless nights. Not just a name shouted in the dark to ward off fear.

  They wanted to see if he was the storybook hero they needed him to be.

  The mugs were pressed between them, but the crowd held them tight—shoulder to shoulder, chest to chest. No room to breathe but too much to feel.

  Kael smiled, faint but real.

  Her eyes caught the amber mage-light, and for a moment they glowed gold. She leaned in, lips near his ear to be heard over the riot of joy.

  “Got you a beer,” she shouted, grinning. “Had to shoulder my way through half the district to get it.”

  Kael took the mug, the chill from the cellar still clinging to the mug. He drank. The cold slid down his throat like an anchor dropped into something weightless.

  “How long you think we’ll be stuck like this?” Merry asked, eyes dancing.

  He didn’t answer right away. Just looked at her, at all of it.

  At the light.

  At the living.

  Then he shrugged. And smiled again.

  “Long as they need.”

  Kael spotted Lucien through the crowd—surrounded, as always, by beauty.

  A half-dozen women encircled him, each radiant in their own way. Summer dresses swayed like petals in a breeze, bright eyes shimmered beneath strands of wind-tousled hair. They laughed, leaned in close, touched his arms, his chest, his sleeves—each one hoping, maybe just maybe, that tonight would be their night. That he’d notice them.

  Lucien looked like a drowning man in perfume and silk. Flustered. Flushed. Searching for land, for something steady—an anchor.

  And then he found it.

  His eyes locked with Kael’s across the fire lit sea of bodies, and he moved. With a sharp word and a flick of command, the crowd parted for him like a tide breaking around stone. The press of flesh reluctantly relented.

  Merry was forced back a step by the shift—but only for a breath. She slid in again, quick and sure, leaning up to whisper against Kael’s ear, warm lips brushing his skin.

  “It was nice while it lasted,” she said with a smirk, voice low, then spun away with a grin and a sway of hips—half firelight, half mischief.

  Kael let his eyes follow her until Lucien reached him.

  “Save me,” Lucien said under the music and chatter. His voice was calm, but his eyes—those sharp, icy blues—were desperate.

  Kael arched a brow. “You’re a big hero. I could just walk over there and—”

  Lucien gripped his arm like a smith bending steel at the forge. “Please.”

  Kael didn’t laugh. Just pulled him into a one-armed embrace, clapping a hand on his back.

  “Don’t worry. I was joking.”

  Lucien exhaled.

  Kael asked, “What set this off?”

  “The traders,” Lucien said, brushing his hair out of his face. “Wanted to show gratitude. They brought out wine. Cakes. Music. Word spread, and—well, this happened.”

  Kael looked around—the joy, the dancing, the light.

  “Did you get what you needed?” Lucian asked.

  Kael hesitated. “Needed? No. But... that’s a problem for another day.”

  Lucien nodded once. “Do you want me to break this up? We still have that meeting.”

  Kael smiled, the weight behind it both heavy and light.

  “Let them live.”

  Kael continued drinking his beer, his calm presence acting like a shield for Lucien—who now stood free of the crowd’s grip, if only barely. A dozen different girls lingered nearby, orbiting like moths around a flame. Lucien’s mistake had been approaching Kael in the open; it had drawn more attention, not less. Now they drifted in Kael’s wake like hungry ghosts, eyes bright with curiosity and whispered stories.

  Kael ignored them.

  His eyes landed on Wendy.

  She looked a little worse for wear—smeared with dirt in places, a change of clothes suggesting she hadn’t expected to end up at a party. A simple, casual dress clung to her petite frame, the fabric flowing as she ran toward them. Her long ponytail bounced with every step.

  “Hey!” she called, breathless but excited. “Do you like the flowers?”

  Kael followed her pointing finger and looked up. Yellow blooms—sun-bright and wild—lined the windowsills and climbed up trellises she must have installed that very day. They caught the amber mage light and seemed to glow like lanterns in the dusk.

  “They’re beautiful,” he said simply.

  “You planted them today?”

  “Yeah!” Wendy beamed. “I have some new batches cropping up. I was working in the garden when…” Her voice caught. Her smile dimmed. “Well—you know.”

  Kael gave her a gentle nod. No need to say more. They all knew.

  “How many do you have?”

  “Oh, lots more!” she chirped, instantly rebounding.

  “A district’s worth?” Kael asked, the words casual but loaded. His gaze held hers, and something passed between them. A moment of quiet understanding.

  Lucien looked between them, brows furrowing. “What am I missing?”

  Kael didn’t answer. Not yet. He was still watching Wendy—watching her shine even after all that had happened. The girl who painted death into beauty, who tried to plant flowers where blood had soaked into the earth.

  Wendy grinned and gave a conspiratorial wink. “Maybe.”

  “Come talk to Oliver after the meeting—or whenever you’re free,” Kael said. “I’ll double whatever you usually charge.”

  Wendy blinked. For a heartbeat, it didn’t register. Then shock lit her face, followed by the kind of grin that could chase away clouds. Wide, unguarded, infectious.

  A grin like that?

  Small price to pay.

  Wendy bounded off, her ponytail swinging, a spring in her step that hadn’t been there moments before.

  Lucien watched her go, then turned back to Kael with a simple question.

  “Why?”

  Kael didn’t answer right away. Just took a sip from his beer, letting the music and laughter roll around them.

  “Who runs the field hospitals during Fadefall?” he asked.

  Lucien’s brow furrowed—then relaxed. A quiet understanding passed across his face.

  Kael grinned. “Also, she has a cute smile.”

  Lucien looked confused again.

  Why do anything in life? Sometimes you’re rich. Sometimes you’re broke. Sometimes… you help a pretty girl forget about the blood she was covered in a few hours ago. You take the moments you’re given and do what you can with what you have.

  Don’t dwell. Never dwell. Keep moving.

  The words of an old mentor, echoing through time.

  Kael’s eyes caught on Frank through the crowd—towering, unmistakable. His ram horns were tied with bright ribbons now. Ceremonial? Probably. There were too many beast kin customs, too many cultures to know them all. But he looked good. Healthier somehow.

  Frank was holding two mugs of beer, laughing openly as he spoke with Dora. Her smaller horns curled gently back, and her expression was warm, motherly, kind.

  They made a good pair.

  Kael smiled.

  In the center, young love danced—carefree, clumsy, and utterly sincere.

  They moved through the swirl of music and laughter, their steps unpracticed but instinctive, like the heart had taught them instead of the feet.

  Yuri held Lucy… or maybe it was Lucy holding Yuri.

  Who supported who? Who held the other up? Was it love, family, friendship?

  Did it matter?

  Kael didn’t care. He just watched the beginning of something new—something soft and whole.

  Some mysteries weren’t meant to be solved.