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Chapter 5: The Glass Mask

  In Punjab, the warmth didn’t cling like it did back in Kerala. Instead, a harsh sun beat down, turning hallways into ovens scented with dust and pencil shavings. My steps moved forward through the seventh-grade block, shoulders squared. Inside my satchel, beneath worn pages of scripture, rested a drawing done in soft black lines.

  "Dhanya! Look at you!" Monali and Sonia ran toward me, their skirts swishing. "You grew two inches! Did you only eat coconut and fish all summer?"

  Fine," I said, hearing the laugh rise as "Outgoing Dhiana" stirred after months still.

  Laughter faded slow, then silence crept in. Not everyone stood close like before. Priya, Monisha, Jayanthi, Monali, and Sonia - we once huddled tight, unshakable almost. Yet now something slipped sideways. A quiet race had started, though nobody spoke its name. Less about songs, more about acting older than your years

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  The Junior-Senior Social

  To mark the opening of the new auditorium, the school shared news of a special night called "Cultural Social." Not often held, this gathering let Middle School - students in 7th and 8th grades - mix with Seniors from 9th through 12th. Though separate during day hours, they now stepped into the same room after sunset.

  Something inside lit up at the thought of seeing Chandru again. Yet shadows followed, dragging behind each step toward that place. Papa's presence turned air heavy, even from miles away. Joy curled around pain like vines on broken stone.

  "A night event, Dhanya?" Papa’s voice was like a cold splash of water. "School ends at 3 PM. Why do you need to be there at 6 PM?"

  "It’s a school-sanctioned event, Papa," I said, using my most 'Respectable and Disciplined' tone. "The teachers are chaperoning. It’s for the Cultural Committee."

  "I'll drop you and wait at the gate," he said.

  Still flawed, yet somehow it passed. Though far from ideal, agreement came through anyway

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  The Spark of Jealousy

  That morning, the air smelled like jasmine when I pulled on my pale blue salwar kameez - the shade of early sky over Kerala. Pretty, maybe, though more so in how it didn’t shout; softer, like thoughts held close.

  That morning in the locker room, Monisha smeared on glossy lipstick, slow and heavy. Her stare cut through the mirror, sharp, unblinking. Always the one to start rumors, she once pulled me close with every secret - now something shifted. Lately, my name comes up more in choir talk, especially after the solo announcement. That part stings. The air between us feels tighter.

  "So, Dhanya," Monisha said, her voice dropping to a sugary whisper. "Did you ever find out who sent that 'mystery sketch' to Kerala? Or are you still pretending you don't know it was Chandru?"

  Quiet filled the space between us. Her eyes locked on mine, wide with shock. Only Shwetha had known about that note. A heavy drop hit my chest.

  "I don't know what you're talking about, Monisha," I said, my voice trembling.

  "Oh, please. Arjun saw you hiding it inside the book during the class. He told me everything."

  Across the hall, my eyes landed on Arjun. Guilt flicked through his expression before he turned aside. Not that he’d planned to betray me - just a kid blurting things out - but Monisha? She wielded secrets like knives. What slipped loose became ammunition. Silence stretched after, heavy with what couldn’t be undone.

  "It’s just a sketch, Moni. It’s about music," I said, trying to regain my dignity.

  "If it's just about music, why are you blushing like a beetroot?" she smirked.

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  The Social And The Confrontation

  A haze of noise and spicy snacks filled the room. Stuck by the wall with Priya, my steps light, tense. That’s when he appeared.

  Near the stage stood Chandru, dressed in a dark shirt that aged him somehow, turning boy into someone closer to grown. Friends circled around him, laughing maybe, though his face stayed flat. A moment passed before his gaze caught mine. His head dipped slightly - just enough to notice if you were watching.

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  Floor by floor, I felt myself disappearing.

  Footsteps echoed as Monisha moved fast - toward the older kids' area. Cold fear hit me deep. Could she really do it? Would she go that far?

  Right there, just ahead of Chandru's people, she came to a halt. Her words didn’t reach my ears, yet I noticed her gesture in my direction. From her coat, an object emerged suddenly. That moment, everything paused.

  This book became my guide when nothing else made sense.

  Something told me she took it from my bag while we were changing. The moment I blinked, the cover flipped open - out slipped the charcoal drawing, light as a startled sparrow.

  "Is this yours, Chandru bhaiya?" Monisha’s voice rang out, loud enough for the nearby teachers to turn their heads. "Dhanya has been carrying it around like a treasure. We were just wondering if the school knows about your 'private art lessons'."

  Heavy quiet came next. Whistles broke out from the older students. Moving forward was Mrs. Sharma, a teacher, her forehead creased tight.

  Stillness held him. His gaze moved from the drawing on the floor, shifted to Monisha, landed on me. I could not move. Tears burned, sharp with shame. What I had kept close, what felt like mine alone, lay exposed.

  Down went Chandru’s hand, grabbing the sketch off the floor before passing it to Monisha without a word.

  "It's a study of light and sound," he said, his voice perfectly calm and projected, as if he were in a debate. "I gave it to her because she was the only singer in the 6th grade who understood the soul of the Raag. If you think there’s something else, Monisha, perhaps it’s your imagination that needs a lesson, not her."

  A flush of purple spread across Monisha's face. Silence dropped where the whistle had been. Mrs. Sharma arrived at their side, asking what was happening

  "Nothing, Ma'am," Chandru said, his eyes never leaving Monisha’s. "Just returning some lost property. Dhanya, you should keep your books closer. Some people don't know how to respect a person's faith... or their privacy."

  Off he went, footsteps fading down the path.

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  The Aftermath

  Darkness swallowed everything. Back came my book - Monisha handed it off shaking, lips sealed. Silence said enough. Power had changed hands; Priya and Sonia stood beside me now, eyes locked on her like hawks. The air felt heavier.

  "That was low, Moni," Priya said, her voice like ice. "Even for you."

  Yet the hardest part came while standing by the school entrance.

  There stood Papa. The slump of my shoulders caught his eye, plus the redness rimming mine. That yellow book pressed against me - he noticed that too.

  Dhanya? What went wrong?” came his voice when I stepped inside the vehicle.

  "Nothing, Papa. Just... a long day. I'm tired."

  He looked at me for a long time in the rearview mirror as we drove through the dark Punjab streets. "You're a bad liar, Dhanya. You always have been. Your mother says you're growing up. I think you're just getting better at building walls."

  Later, under dim light, I left the Pooja undone. Instead, fingers traced the old paper near the sill. Wind had curled its corners. One edge hung loose, split like dried leaf.

  Finding out stuff happens one piece at a time. Today showed me two bits, each landing in its own moment

  1. When times are good, some stand close. Yet trouble comes, they’re gone like smoke. Light hides them beside you. Darkness shows where they really are.

  2. Chandru stood guard. Staring into the glass, night pressed against the pane, I saw it - the meek version of Dhanya had vanished. Obedience faded, making space for someone figuring out resistance. What waited ahead loomed larger than any clash so far - seventh grade had barely started.

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