The sun came up. Yara didn't care what time it was. The Gem counted hours differently now—by hunger, not by light.
She walked through the ruins. The Scion moved beside her. The Horror limped behind, still learning how to use its wrong-jointed legs. The three of them made no sound.
The scar on her palm pulsed. Once. Twice. Matching the beat in her chest that wasn't entirely hers anymore. She could feel heartbeats nearby. Alive people. The Gem noticed them the way a dog notices rabbits.
She'd come looking for supplies. Medicine. Something to justify being out here.
That wasn't why she was walking anymore.
She found three scavengers under a broken awning, trying to start a fire with damp tinder. They looked up when her shadow crossed them. Saw the Scion. Saw what she'd become.
One reached for a knife.
The Scion moved. The man went down under its weight. Bones cracked. He stopped moving.
The second one ran. The Horror caught him. There were sounds. Then there weren't.
The third dropped his knife and raised his hands. "Please—I didn't—we were just trying to stay warm—"
Yara lifted her palm. The green light gathered there, warm and ready.
She didn't feel anything. No anger. No guilt. Just the hunger, and the knowledge that this would make it stop for a little while.
The blast caught him in the chest. He fell.
The Gem drank.
Heat flooded through her—not her heat, the warmth stolen from three lives that had been breathing moments ago. It filled the hollow in her ribs. Made her legs steady. Pushed back the exhaustion that had been crushing her since the temple.
She stood there, looking at the bodies. Three men who'd been trying to start a fire.
She should feel something. Horror, maybe. Regret.
She felt relief.
That was worse than feeling nothing.
The Scion nosed at one of the corpses, checking if there was anything left to take. There wasn't. The Gem had been thorough. The bodies looked like the ones by the temple—drained, sunken, used up.
"We need more," she said. Her voice sounded flat in her own ears. Matter-of-fact.
The Horror chittered agreement.
She turned and kept walking. Looking for the next ones. The next heartbeats. The next feeding.
This is what she was now. This is what the choice had made her.
She'd stopped trying to find the right targets. Stopped looking for people who deserved it. The Gem didn't care about deserving, and she was too tired to pretend she did either.
Just survival. Just feeding. Just one foot in front of the other until the hunger came back and she had to do it again.
Monster. The word sat in her head, simple and true.
She didn't argue with it anymore.
Yara found a spot on a broken shop awning and stayed there. Let the Scion and the Horror do the work.
At first she'd tried to control it. Aimed carefully. Tried to make the deaths quick. That lasted maybe an hour. Then she realized she was wasting energy moving when she could just point and fire.
The Scion killed anything that came close. Claws. Teeth. Weight. Fast and thorough. The Horror was messier—biting things, dragging them, sometimes playing with them before finishing. She stopped trying to correct it. What was the point?
They found goblins in the alleys. Dogs gone feral, feeding on corpses. A few wargs that had scattered from the army. Street scavengers hiding in cellars. The Scion crushed them. The Horror tore them apart. Yara blasted anyone who ran.
The Gem drank it all the same.
That was the part that stuck. Goblin or human, child or adult, soldier or scavenger—the Gem didn't care. It just wanted the life in them. Wanted it burning so it could drink the heat.
She'd thought there'd be a difference. That taking a monster would feel different than taking a person. It didn't. They all fed the same. All made the hollow in her chest recede for a few hours.
So she stopped making distinctions.
Movement meant food. Heartbeat meant fuel. That was the math now.
She moved through the city in a pattern. Find a good vantage point. Wait for something alive to pass below. Point. Fire. Let the Scion finish it. Move to the next spot.
Between kills, she scavenged. Found a blanket that wasn't too burned. A pot that still held water. Bread from a shop that hadn't molded yet. She ate without tasting. Drank without caring if the water was clean.
Time blurred. Morning became afternoon became night became morning again. She stopped tracking it. The only time that mattered was how long since the last feeding. How long until the next one.
The Scion followed her. The Horror limped along behind. The three of them moved through Runewick like a disease.
Sometimes she saw herself from outside. A girl on a rooftop with glowing palms, killing anything that moved. A monster with two other monsters, feeding on a dying city.
She didn't look away from that image. Didn't try to soften it.
This was what she was.
"Don't kill them all at once," she told the Scion once. Not kindness. Just tactics. "We need them to last."
The Scion's eyes glowed green in the dark. It understood. Hunting worked better when you didn't empty the warren in one go.
She was managing resources. That's all this was. Efficient harvesting.
The part of her that would have been horrified by that thought was quiet now. Buried under hunger and exhaustion and the constant double-pulse in her chest.
She'd become the thing people ran from. The threat hiding in the ruins.
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Good.
At least threats didn't starve.
The Scion watched her, head tilted. The Gem pulsed in her chest, satisfied. You are fed.
For now. It would come back. It always came back.
She could feel the Horror's presence nearby, could sense through the bond that it had fed recently. That helped somehow—made the Gem's hunger stretch a little longer between feedings.
Her hands shook. Not from cold. From the slow realization of what she was becoming. What she'd already become.
She'd killed before. Quick things—a guard who'd caught her stealing, a man who'd tried worse in an alley. Those had been survival. Sharp and immediate and necessary.
This was different. This was methodical. Calculated. She was managing the city like livestock.
Later, near the old bell tower, she found the woman.
An old woman crouched by a dry well, clutching an empty basket. She looked up when Yara's shadow crossed her. Saw the Scion. Started to stand, to run.
"Please," the woman said. Her voice shook. "I don't have anything. I'm just trying to find water."
Yara stopped. The Scion didn't move, just watched with those green eyes.
The woman was old. Seventy, maybe. Thin from hunger. Probably someone's grandmother before the city fell. Probably had children who'd loved her. Maybe they were dead now. Maybe they were hiding somewhere, waiting for her to come back.
The Gem stirred. Hungry.
"I'm sorry," Yara said.
She meant it. That mattered, didn't it? That she meant it?
She stepped forward. Put her hand on the woman's shoulder.
The woman looked at her palm. Saw the scar glowing green. Understood.
"Oh," she said quietly. "You're her. The one they're talking about. The temple—"
"I'm sorry," Yara said again. Like saying it twice would make it true. Would make her human instead of monster.
The woman nodded once. Accepted it. "Make it quick?"
"Yes."
Yara pulled.
The life came out of the woman like heat from a dying fire. Warmth flowed up Yara's arm, into her chest, feeding the Gem. The woman sagged, weight going slack. Her eyes stayed open. Empty.
Yara lowered her to the cobblestones. Closed her eyelids. Set the empty basket beside her.
Small courtesies. Like that made a difference.
The Gem opened inside her chest, drinking deep. Color sharpened. The exhaustion lifted. Strength flooded back into her limbs. The constant ache in her bones disappeared. Her vision cleared.
It felt good.
That was the worst part. It felt good.
She stood there, looking at the body. At her hands. At what she'd done.
"I didn't want this," she whispered.
You wanted to live.
The Gem's voice wasn't mocking. Wasn't cruel. Just stating fact.
She'd chosen this. Swallowed the Gem. Accepted the bargain. She didn't get to pretend otherwise now.
"She was just looking for water."
She was alive. That is all that matters.
"It should matter that she was harmless. That she wasn't—" Yara's voice cracked. "She wasn't hurting anyone."
Neither were the three men under the awning. Neither were the scavengers. Neither were most of them. You feed anyway.
"I know." The words tasted like ash. "I know."
She'd tried to hold onto lines. Monsters only. Then soldiers. Then scavengers. Then anyone who seemed dangerous. Then anyone who was alone.
The lines kept moving. Kept getting easier to cross.
Now she was killing grandmothers looking for water.
And it felt good when she did.
"I'm sorry," she said to the body one more time.
The Scion made a low sound in its throat. Not judgment. Just acknowledgment.
Yara turned away. Kept walking. Looking for the next one.
Because the Gem would get hungry again. And when it did, she'd feed it.
She'd keep saying sorry, keep trying to hold onto the small courtesies, keep closing their eyes after.
Like that made her human.
Like it mattered at all.
And then the warmth ran through her like water through cupped hands. It filled the hollow, then it did not. It had been enough for a moment, a tide that slaked the ache and left her steadier, but it drained away nearly as fast as it came.
An hour ago, she fed on three scavengers. Before that, the wargs. Before that, she lost count. Each life filled the hollow briefly, then drained her further. Her wounds strained to heal; short rests closed the surface, but never the depths.
She looked at her hands. The cut on her palm had closed, then loosened, bled again where grit had worked under the cloth. The bruise on her flank had faded from purple to yellow, then back to purple, as if her body could not decide which bandage to keep. Her muscles tried to knit, but the short rests never reached the bones.
“How much do I need?” she asked the air.
More than this, the Gem said, almost apologetic. Life is thin. Quick. It keeps you moving, but cannot fill you.
“Then what does?” she breathed.
Silence settled like ash. After a breath, the voice slid into the hollow, not unkind, not untrue.
I will show you. When you are ready.
She was not sure she wanted to know.
She let herself sag against the Scion’s flank. Its heat spread through her spine and slowed the quick, ragged counting of her pulse. The Horror settled a few feet off, head on its paws with the curious half-dream of something learning to sleep. Ash sifted off their bodies and pooled around her feet.
She boiled what water she had in a dented kettle until steam fogged the little space of the doorway. The bandage on her palm came away sticky and slimed with bitter coagulant; steam and spit, and the leaf’s harshness eased the worst. She wrapped clean linen and tied it so the wound would not weep for a while. The bruise in her ribs eased but did not vanish. The ankle remained a dull complaint, the kind of deep injury that wouldn't knit properly without true rest. The quick feeds could stop her from bleeding out, could keep her moving, but they couldn't fix bone-deep damage. She'd learned that the hard way: you could stitch a wound closed a dozen times, but if you never let the body sleep long enough to rebuild what was broken underneath, it would just keep tearing open in new places. The knot behind her knuckles returned small and reliable as the Gem redistributed what it had taken.
A few quick blasts came back to her when she willed them etchings of force that could sting a shoulder, finish a stagger, buy a pause. Not the deep wells, not the full reservoir, but enough to hold distance until the Scion or the Horror did the rest.
She slept like the city slept: shallow, punctured by ash, half-dreams of green that folded into tooth and light. An hour or less. When she woke, the relief had already started to unthread.
The flank that had eased still ached. The ankle bore weight... barely. The copper taste lingered like a bad memory at the back of her throat. She had fed enough to kill a dozen people and earned an hour that looked like healing and felt like paper gauze.
“This isn’t working,” she said to the ash, and her voice sounded like someone calling from the deep end of a well.
It is keeping you alive. the Gem replied, steady and unsurprised.
“Barely,” she said.
Yes. Barely.
She wanted to tear something at the casualness in that word. Instead, she forced her legs under her. Her vision swam at the edges as if the world were a bowl someone nudged. She understood the ledger now: feedings log, short rests, stitch, damage accumulates faster than the mending.
“How long can I do this?” she asked, needing someone to count.
The Gem did not answer in numbers. It did not need to. The truth pressed through the hum—thin, certain:
Not long. Days, maybe. A week if luck was unkind.
Then the body would stop answering. Wounds would knit wrong. The wells would no longer refill.
She shouldered the satchel anyway. The knot behind her knuckles hummed—the small law that held—but the deeper wells stayed empty. The Scion rose, massive and patient. The Horror pushed itself up with a creak of joints new to the weight.
When she stepped into the street, her legs nearly folded. She caught herself on the Scion’s flank; its heat was almost a brand against her palm.
“I can’t keep doing this,” she whispered.
No, the Gem agreed. You need more than life. You need power.
She swallowed. Her throat felt full of ash. “Something needs to change,” she said, not because she had an answer but because saying it aloud made it a shape she could look at.
What? the Gem asked, simple, immediate, a question tapping at the edge of her thoughts.
Yara looked away from the ruined roofs and down at the Horror sitting a few feet off. He lay with his head crooked, watching a beetle stumble over a pebble, and for a dizzy second, she felt a thread of warmth, not just the ordinary heat of him, but a small, sharp pulse like a charge passing skin to skin. The presence of him fed her in a way the killing did not: a neighbor’s steadiness rather than the quick, sharp flood of taken life.
“I don’t know yet…?” she heard herself say, half-asking the cobbles, half-arguing with the hunger. “I’m thinking about it.”
Silence hung, thick and expectant. The Gem hummed, patient and not unkind. Think.
Her vision tunneled for a breath; her legs wanted to fold. There was the truth again, the ledger turned over in her hands, showing the same numbers: feed, stitch, feed, stitch, each one shaving something off until nothing remained but the habit.
“One more,” she said, because she had no better currency than promises that tasted like old coins.
She rose. The Scion shifted, a bulk of shadow and heat. The Horror pushed itself up, joints creaking in a new, uneven rhythm.
When she stepped into the street, she had to catch herself on the Scion’s flank; the heat there was nearly painful against her palm. Her steps wavered, but they moved.
The city breathed around them, smaller with each circuit, running out of lives to give.
And so was she.
by a well. Each death fills the hollow for an hour, then it empties again.
Her wounds won't heal. The Gem keeps her moving, but she's running out of
time.
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