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Chapter 18 - Forced Awakening.

  The bells rang out like a sharp reminder to the world: three short chimes, then a longer series—mealtime.

  Kael opened his eyes before the final note faded, dazed by a sleep that had been deep and honest. He lay still for a moment, savoring the simple sensation of waking without pain, without tears dried along his lashes, without that heaviness that had so often dragged him downward.

  It was, he thought with an involuntary smile, one of the best nights he had ever had—perhaps the best.

  The bed didn’t creak beneath him; there was no acrid smell of damp straw; there was firm cloth, a blanket that warmed without smothering, and a pillow that didn’t feel like a sack of seeds. He ran his hand across the fabric, as if to make sure he wasn’t dreaming.

  He stretched long and slow, his arms raised above his head, fingers opening as if to catch the morning’s golden dust. A simple whistle rose from his lips—a wordless tune, almost childlike.

  It brought him a gentle, soft embarrassment: he had forgotten how much he loved doing that.

  He got up, let his bare feet touch the polished floor, and opened the window of his room. The air rushed in—pure, brisk, free of the sticky humidity of the Crown’s nights. Kael inhaled deeply; his throat burned in a pleasant way, like after a long run.

  The Institute was waking in silence: a few lanterns still smoking, silhouettes already gliding toward the common hall.

  He noticed, with a muted satisfaction, that the sky was clear—not a drop since yesterday.

  He repeated under his breath the phrase he’d heard so many times without ever understanding it:

  “It didn’t rain.”

  The words no longer weighed on him like a sentence. They were merely facts—and facts could be tamed.

  His clean uniform was folded on a chair, immaculate, as if someone had carefully smoothed it with expert hands. the fabric smelled of soap and something like fresh hay — strange, but pleasant.

  Kael slipped on the tunic, felt the crisp cut of the garment, the belt that would tighten around his waist without constricting, and the already polished shoes waiting at the foot of the bed.

  He donned each piece the way one puts on a quiet sort of armor.

  He checked the inner pocket out of habit—nothing but the old piece of string he used to tie a coin pouch.

  A smile escaped him: even that now seemed small. His head felt lighter.

  Before leaving the room, he cast one last glance inside: light played across a map pinned to the wall, shadows drew sharp lines across the floor, and for the first time in moons he felt neither guilty nor lost. Just present.

  The corridor carried him toward the Trame Bearers’ Hall, where the clinking of cutlery and the low murmur of voices already formed a steady rhythm. New faces, familiar ones, muffled laughter—none of it felt hostile anymore.

  He thought of the old straw mattress he had slept on—the mud, the cold that crept straight into the bone—and made a childlike grimace. What a difference.

  Kael stepped through the doorway of the Trame Bearers’ Hall and immediately felt the gazes slide over him, cold as blades.

  The vast nave hummed with a muted, shifting murmur; heads turned, smiles thinned. On one of the long parallel tables, a small gathering had re-formed—echoes of the previous day.

  He passed the two boys who had caused him trouble: one still wore a black eye, the other a round swelling on the side of his skull. They glared at him, jaws tight; neither smiled.

  One of them growled under his breath, as if stating the obvious—

  “Damian isn’t with them, looks like.”

  Kael noted the bruised face, the way one boy’s lips trembled, then moved on to find a seat.

  He sat alone, his back against the wooden bench, waiting for one of the servants to bring him a meal.

  But the servants, busy and efficient, walked past him without seeing him—or pretended not to.

  They served the ranked students first, then those who enjoyed favors; Kael remained invisible.

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  With every tray placed on the tables, he felt a bit more warmth slip away from him.

  Irritation rose.

  He straightened and called out to one of them, his tone betraying the accent he was still trying to tame:

  “Hey! You forgetting someone, or does the wind feed guests now?”

  There was no mockery in that voice—only a sharp crack.

  The servants threw him sidelong glances and went on with their rounds, as if politeness had exclusion zones.

  He stood, determined to move to another table.

  Crossing the aisle, he felt the hall tighten: chairs scraped, bodies shifted aside.

  A group of students rose and formed a protective circle around the table he had been heading for; their whispers turned into a cold current pushing him back.

  “Keep walking,” one murmured.

  Another, more arrogant: “Just pretend you don’t exist, you filthy—”

  The words burned his skin.

  He stopped, furious and humiliated at once.

  Then he noticed two girls standing up quickly, laughing under their breath.

  They left behind half-eaten scraps—crumbs of black bread, a little cooled stew congealed in the corner of a plate.

  Faces stiffened around him.

  Some pinched their noses in disgust, others whispered louder now:

  “Look at him, he’s going to eat their leftovers… what misery.”

  “That’s disgusting.”

  “What a grub.”

  “He dares?”

  Kael hesitated for a moment, feeling the eyes already laughing at him—

  then hunger won over dignity.

  He sat in front of the abandoned plates and began to eat.

  The chunks of stew were lukewarm, the texture coarse, but every bite felt like pouring milk back into his bones.

  Around him, comments flew freely, sharper now:

  “He eats like a dog.”

  “Who let him in here?”

  “He doesn’t look clean, that one.”

  “Filthy manners, honestly.”

  He even heard, very distinctly, a stifled laugh:

  “To him the Crown, to us refinement.”

  Another whispered, almost curious:

  “You think he’s got fleas?”

  Kael chewed in silence, jaw clenched.

  Anger throbbed in his chest, but hunger shouted louder.

  He didn’t answer the insults; he swallowed faster, as if trying to gulp down the shame itself.

  When he was done, he wiped his hands on his pants, took the cup of water beside him, drank it in one go, then stared at the empty tablecloth for a moment.

  He knew it wasn’t glorious.

  Yet something in him had shifted as he stood—

  He shame wasn’t the same as before. Less desperate — more controlled.

  He set his plate aside, pushed in his chair, and left quietly, the whispers rising again behind him like a tide he was slowly learning to ignore.

  Kael left the hall without paying any more attention to the murmurs.

  He took the path leading to the entrance of the Acropolis, where Vernia’s office stood—the place where, the day before, they had taken his bundle of belongings to wash it.

  The sun warmed the tiles; a few students passed him laughing, others looked away.

  Some muttered insults as they walked by; others, quieter, spat at him as he passed.

  He felt the cold saliva slide against his boots; anger rose—

  then he recalled the Dean’s words from the previous night: respond with measure.

  He inhaled slowly and let the anger fade.

  It wasn’t weakness.

  It was a choice.

  He missed his Needle-Case Band more than he would have thought.

  He could already imagine the cold Needle-Blade nestled in his palm and smiled inwardly at the thought of touching it again.

  He missed it as if it were a piece of himself.

  When he reached the door of the office, he saw Vernia speaking with two young Trame Bearers who were keeping her at arm’s length with poorly masked discomfort.

  They spoke in a curt, almost contemptuous tone; Vernia, for her part, wore an expression both irritated and anxious—a restrained nervousness betraying how much she hated being caught in the center of anything larger than herself.

  Kael stepped forward.

  “Good morning, Vernia.”

  She lifted her eyes, jaw tight.

  “You again?”

  A pause; then abruptly:

  “Tell me… how do you know my name?”

  Kael shrugged, a crooked smile tugging at his lips.

  “The Dean called you that last night.”

  Vernia blinked several times; the air seemed to freeze for a heartbeat, then the realization hit her.

  “Wait—that was you yesterday? The incident?”

  He gave the joke that always helped him relax:

  “People say I excel at memorable entrances.”

  Vernia pressed her lips together, then rummaged through a pile of clean laundry.

  She pulled out the bundle and handed it to him, and—without quite meaning to say it that way—muttered:

  “Here. And… you smell good today.”

  Kael, caught off guard, let out a brief, genuine laugh.

  He took the bundle, pulled out the needle-case, and let the sting slide between his fingers like a familiar blade.

  The metal returned a dry coldness that his smile softened.

  Then, with a hint of playful mischief:

  “Thank you. And you too, Vernia—you smell like fresh soap.”

  Vernia flushed, surprised at being thrown off balance, then regained her firm tone:

  “Don’t get used to it. I’ll call you if I need someone to scare off Trame Bearers.”

  Kael raised an eyebrow, teasing:

  “If a woman calls me, I always come running.”

  The red deepened on Vernia’s cheeks; she looked away, shook her head, and despite herself let a small smile escape.

  “Go on, then. And put it to good use,” she said.

  Kael shifted the Needle-Blade into his other hand, his heart a little lighter.

  As he walked away, he felt the murmur of the Trame Bearers’ Hall rise again—insults, stares, but also a faint echo of respect, or perhaps only curiosity.

  In his hand, the Needle-Blade warmed against his skin; he felt it like a talisman regained.

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