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104 - In the Thread’s Lifeline

  Kion's POV

  Room 203, Binding Post Inn, Brandholt City

  He had slept longer than he meant to. Yesterday must have taken more from him than he’d admitted.

  Not physically, but in the mind.

  Following her into what might have been her execution, sneaking into a chamber that turned out only to be another interrogation. Lunch outside, a walk to the bookstore, dinner in Lurean’s lovely home, then hours of rehearsal until their throats rasped.

  A full day. The kind of day the Kion-he-used-to-be would never have dared imagine.

  When his eyes finally opened, food was already on the desk. The papers they had scattered the night before had been squared into a neat stack, not a corner jutting out of line.

  Broth. Bread. Water. Toast. Tea.

  He could already guess which belonged to whom.

  He was starting to worry about her fixation on broth and bread, because she chose them every single day, as if nothing else existed.

  She emerged from the bathroom as he sat up. Damp wisps clung to her temples, and her faint smile curled at the corner of her lips when he greeted her with his brightest, “good morning.”

  A nod, brief as always.

  Her eyes flicked to the desk, “breakfast?”

  “Sure,” he leapt into the air and arced down, wings folding as he landed lightly on the desk. He sat beside the teacup, careful with his fold, “toast and tea mine?”

  She nodded, already sipping her broth as she settled into her seat.

  Kion tore the toast with levitation and bit into it happily.

  Eating like this, in his fairy form, was infinitely more convenient. He was grateful she never demanded he keep to his human guise.

  She never said it aloud, but he noticed the way she tapped her pocket less, or how her fingers would sometimes brush his wrist or shoulder instead. As though he had quietly replaced the coin pouch’s role as her anchor.

  He didn’t mind. The tether hummed warm with every stolen touch.

  Everything was good.

  After breakfast, he excused himself to wash.

  The cold water on his face sharpened him awake. Brushing his teeth cleared the grit of sleep.

  When he called the illusion over himself and stepped out of the bathroom in human form again, the desk was already bare. The tray had been set outside for the inn staff.

  She was on the floor now, back against the bed frame, knees drawn loosely.

  He crossed the room and lowered himself beside her.

  “So...,” his voice was careful, as though nudging open a door, “tell me what happened in Relay Nine? The unofficial version.”

  She shifted closer, leaned to his shoulder, and stared at the floor.

  “We actually know what triggered the memory trap,” she said quietly, “and it wasn’t the room’s occupant.”

  As he expected. Sparklefish would never have been careless enough to set it off.

  Not that she could have aimed it at a specific target in the first place.

  Her fingers brushed along his arm, grounding herself. Words left her mouth with the heaviness of stone.

  “Junior dropped the seedwake pod too early. He was nervous. The growth shoved us all into the trap,” her voice turned brittle, “and before that, we argued, loudly. Names tossed out like sparks. Whoever was in that hidden room could’ve caught mine easily. That must be why the relay got my name and guessed the full title clean. Silent Writ.”

  The words lanced through him, though he kept still.

  “And we didn’t immediately return after the pod initiated and the building was consumed,” she went on, “we stayed a night in the watchtower and prepared our script. They’re all new, all three of them. It’s even Junior’s first mission. I needed to prepare them for what comes next after a mission went wrong.”

  “Why go that far?” he asked, puzzled.

  Her gaze stayed on the floor, “because if they said the wrong things, that’d drag me deeper below.”

  He squeezed her hand gently, though his throat had tightened at the answer.

  She had answered, yes. But the tether between them shied away, hiding something he couldn’t touch.

  “That’s it?”

  She didn’t answer right away.

  Her hesitation seeped into him through the tether, heavy and raw.

  Finally she whispered, “when I first started...,” a pause, “I wished someone would help. Show me a lead when I didn’t do it right.”

  His chest constricted. The tether echoed with pain that told him enough. That help had never come.

  It hurt him as much as it hurt her.

  Her voice broke that silence again, “and Junior reminded me too much of myself when I first started.”

  Kion blinked, turned his head toward her, “how so?”

  “He was trembling. Afraid to do something wrong that’d ruin everything. But that fear turned out to be the sole reason of the failure. He did better after I hit him.”

  He tried to picture it.

  Writ striking a terrified junior on his very first mission.

  Or a younger Writ, trembling with fear.

  The image refused to form. It didn’t match the Writ he knew.

  Not even the one etched into his memory fourteen years ago. Mud-streaked, wounded, forcing herself down an impossible path just to return to Accord.

  That Writ had been all endurance, all steel. Never a flicker of nervousness.

  He let the attempt fall away.

  “So Junior was the reason you tried even harder last night?”

  His tone was even, only curious.

  But something shifted in her expression. A realization struck too late.

  She moved back, straightened, eyes searching his face for signs, while fear and worry tightened through the tether.

  “Wait, wait. Hold on,” he raised his palms, voice gentle, “I don’t mean... whatever you’re thinking. I’m simply curious. Didn’t mean you don’t try hard every night, but last night you gave something extra. I just want to understand why.”

  Her fear stilled, though worry still clung stubbornly.

  He sighed and softened into a melancholic smile. Keeping the small distance between them, he asked quietly, “can I touch you?”

  She didn’t answer. Her hesitation thickened, her pulse loud in the tether.

  “I won’t get any closer if you don’t want me to,” he promised, “you can move further if you’re still wary. I won’t be mad. And I don’t want to hurt you.”

  He slowly lifted his hand, palm up, “may I?”

  She looked at his hand a long time, weighing it.

  “Nothing will change if you refuse,” he added gently, “your choice. No hidden clause.”

  Her fingers twitched, fidgeted.

  Then, at last, she reached forward.

  He gently tugged her hand and guided her down until her head rested on his lap.

  She stiffened at the sudden closeness, instinct flaring, but he spoke low, steady, “if you’re not comfortable, just say it. Or wiggle away. I won’t mind.”

  His fingers combed lightly through her hair. Slow. Careful.

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  Her exhale escaped soft, almost soundless, the tension leaving her by degrees.

  Her hand slipped under her cheek, brushing his leg as though unsure, and stayed there.

  Her rhythm steadied.

  He let the quiet stretch before trying again, his voice gentler this time, coaxing her away from silence.

  “Why admit the relay mentioned your name?”

  Her fingers curled, then eased open.

  “...Because they’re more forgiving if I say it first... than if they hear it from someone else.”

  “Is that why you were confined after that?”

  She turned, confusion flickering in her eyes as she caught his gaze.

  “Yes. But then they said there wasn’t a single whisper of us in Relay Nine, though the building’s demolition was everywhere.”

  She paused, voice thinning, “If I’d known... I would’ve stayed silent. I wouldn’t have admitted anything. If I hadn’t spoken, none of this would’ve happened.”

  Regret seeped out, clinging.

  Kion closed his eyes briefly.

  He remembered Glitterstorm’s choice. The shadows left unspoken, an attempt to keep Accord from linking the intruder to Bronze, from tying it back to his team.

  He hadn’t known that silence had chained her instead.

  Another weight he hadn’t meant to throw on her.

  He let himself spiral.

  The ruin. The potion. The tether.

  Maybe everything he touched only twisted her fate tighter.

  Maybe he was the mistake.

  Yet she still trusted him.

  Still gave him her stories. Still curled into his lap, letting his hand soothe her.

  “You were trying to protect yourself,” he murmured, “trying to do what you thought was right. It makes sense you’d regret it.”

  His thumb brushed her temple, “but... you survived. You’re still moving forward. That matters more than what-ifs.”

  The silence stretched. He felt her ready to let it end there, until his voice dropped softer, almost slipping past his guard.

  “I’m glad you’re here now.”

  Her breath caught.

  She searched his face, as if she doubted what she’d heard.

  Her fingers curled against his knee, tight, desperate.

  He kept his hands moving in a steady rhythm, meeting her panic with calm.

  He felt every drop of her anxiety, every shiver beneath her skin, and tried to anchor her without pressing too hard, without startling her back into silence.

  And still, he could see it, the weight gathering in her eyes.

  Something heavy. Something she had carried too long, circling her throat like a chain. Something she had buried so deep it had never seen light.

  The question was whether she would let it fall between them, or lock it away again.

  And he knew, with it came a sting of fear.

  Because if she gave this to him, it would be something he couldn’t return.

  Something that could burn them both.

  “There’s... another thing I didn’t report,” she whispered at last, “none of them knew. Not my teammates. No one.”

  For a breath he didn’t move, the weight of her words pressing hard against the part of him that wanted, needed, the rest.

  He did his best to mask the pull, “what’s that?”

  “The memory trap. I didn’t clear it alone. I couldn’t.”

  His heart jolted.

  A crack in his composure.

  “I tried. Again and again. Eighty-seven cores, hundreds of loops. Nothing worked.”

  Her tone stayed level, clinical. Like she was logging data, not laying bare the moment she nearly withered.

  That dissonance clawed at him.

  “Then a golden thread appeared. Arkwyn’s. It showed me the real core. Without it, I’d still be trapped. My body stabbed clean by the attacker in the hidden room.”

  His throat tightened, dry as ash. A cold pulse raced down his spine.

  He almost couldn’t form the words, “how so?”

  “I woke when a man with black glitter on his wrist raised his hand to stab me. If the thread had been later by even seconds... I’d be gone.”

  Her calm tone cut deeper than a scream. Each syllable landed like a blade, stripping the air from his lungs.

  He froze, his hand still in her hair. Her words echoed, sharp and merciless.

  He remembered the tether flaring.

  Her panic flooding through it, his own terror answering.

  The silence when she’d almost vanished.

  The tether he’d wrenched with everything in him, dragging her back.

  If he hadn’t bound her... there’d be no golden thread.

  No survival. No Writ alive before him now.

  The thought sank like iron, heavy and burning all the way down.

  Maybe the tether wasn’t a mistake at all.

  Maybe it never was.

  The certainty struck with such force his chest constricted, as if the air itself refused him. A pressure built, sharp and merciless, until it felt like his ribs might splinter.

  He held it back as long as he could. Because he always held it back.

  But a single tear escaped, slipping before he could stop it.

  He thought he could brush it away unnoticed.

  Then relief crashed into him like a wave. Violent, unstoppable.

  It mattered. He mattered.

  The dam broke. Tears spilled harder, his throat locking.

  His shoulders trembled as he bowed his face into his palm.

  He tried to quiet it, to swallow the sound, but it only made the sobs more violent.

  His breath came jagged, hitching helplessly. Every tear felt like it tore something open, something he’d locked for too long.

  Through the tether, he felt her stir. Alarm sparking like static.

  Confusion first, sharp and frightened. Then panic. Then guilt. The tangled storm of her emotions pressed against him, and it only made the tears come faster.

  “Kion...?” Her voice broke, almost too small.

  He felt her push herself up beside him. Her hand hovered, he could feel it, close, uncertain, before it caught lightly at his wrist.

  “...Why?” she whispered, throat tight, “why are you crying?”

  No accusation. Just bewilderment, fragile fear laced in.

  He shook his head, unable to speak, unable to give her the truth clawing inside him. Tears still fell unchecked, soaking his hand, his breath stuttering with every ragged pull of air.

  For a moment she stayed there, frozen in the storm of it.

  He could feel her falter. Her instinct to retreat colliding with something else.

  A pause stretched, taut, as if she didn’t know what to do with him like this.

  As if she was weighing whether he’d even allow it.

  Then she clenched her jaw. He felt the decision ripple through her.

  She shifted, rising onto her knees so she hovered above his lap.

  Awkwardly, almost clumsy in her urgency, she bent forward and wrapped her arms around him, forehead pressing to his shoulder.

  “I’m... here,” she whispered, voice trembling but sure.

  Her grip tightened, steadying both of them.

  His breath broke again, chest heaving against her.

  He clutched her back, fingers curling into her sleeve, his face buried in the curve of her shoulder.

  The sobs still came. Quieter now, spilling through him in broken waves. No sound but the harsh, uneven pull of air as he tried and failed to master it.

  She’s alive. She’s here.

  If it cost everything, if it damned him forever, he’d still do it.

  Time slipped without either of them noticing.

  The world outside the room softened to a blur.

  Only the sound of their breaths remained, rough at first, then slower, steadier.

  The storm eased, but didn’t pass. His body still shook in small, uneven tremors.

  He managed to wrestle his breathing closer to hers, enough to force words out through the shudder of tears. His voice cracked mid-breath, raw and torn.

  “...I’m just... glad... you’re alive...,” another sob broke through, hitching his chest, “more... than I... can ever say.”

  The truth burned unspoken.

  It was me. I was the one who tethered you.

  He swallowed it down.

  Not now.

  Her arms tightened instinctively. Her hand moved against his back.

  A hesitant pat, then firmer. A stroke.

  Unpracticed, but hers.

  Slowly, his breathing caught her rhythm.

  Neither let go. Not yet.

  He pressed himself deeper into her hold, and she braced him, steady as stone.

  The tether pulsed like a vow.

  Assuring him this bond was no mistake, and never could be.

  The Silent Writ's POV

  Room 203, Binding Post Inn, Brandholt City

  At first, she was dumbfounded. Her mind scrambled to reconcile what she was seeing with every rigid rule she had lived by.

  Why was he crying?

  Her first instinct was to blame herself. Had she said something wrong again, stepped where she shouldn’t? For one stunned heartbeat she thought she had broken him somehow, tripped some hidden wire that set him off.

  Then the fear curled in. A deeper fear. What if this was the sign he’d had enough? What if he was already halfway gone, slipping out of her reach before she even knew how to hold on?

  But then she felt it, the way his hands clutched at her. Not shoving her away, not releasing, but clinging. Desperate. Almost frightened. His grip spoke clearer than words. He was afraid of losing her.

  Her throat worked. The rules in her head, the endless questions, told her to freeze. To wait, to measure, to make no move she couldn’t take back. But her body disobeyed.

  She pushed herself to act despite her uncertainty, and her arms tightened around him in return. Awkward, unsure, but steady. She didn’t know if it was the right gesture, but it was the only one she had.

  She had never seen him like this. Never thought he could break like this.

  Her mind raced in tight, useless circles, scrambling to fit the pieces together. Why? Why cry for her? She had only meant to share the truth of that mission, the part she had never confessed aloud. To test how he might react to one of her secrets that refused to stay buried.

  Was this guilt she was seeing? Pity? Or something heavier, deeper, a weight she couldn’t name?

  Then his words broke through, raw between his sobs.

  He said it like gratitude, like the most fragile truth he had. That he was glad she was alive.

  The sound of it stilled her. She blinked, throat tightening. That wasn’t a platitude. That wasn’t something one said to soothe a child, or a comrade, or even a friend. It was... too much. Too personal.

  She was already bewildered, and now he had stripped the floor from beneath her. She had never been given a script for this situation. No lesson in how to hold a man who wept for her survival. Especially not when he spoke of it as though her existence alone was enough.

  Alive. Not for what she had done, not for her work, not for her endurance. Just... alive. Like that was sufficient.

  Her pulse stuttered in her throat. For a fleeting moment she wondered if he had been about to say something else, something larger. The way his breath hitched, the way the silence before had stretched. Thick, heavy, expectant.

  But then he had swallowed it down, burying whatever truth pressed at his tongue beneath that single line.

  She didn’t know how to react to it. The words rang inside her like a bell she hadn’t meant to strike. So she did the only thing she could think to do. She tightened her arms around him, as if that might anchor them both. Quietly baffled by the intensity of his grief, his relief. Emotions she didn’t think she deserved, yet he laid at her feet so openly.

  And still she held him, steadier than she felt. Held him, bewildered by the weight of his relief. And by the heavier truth that she did not know how to refuse.

  They stayed that way, her arms embracing him, his shoulders trembling against her. Little by little his breathing evened, until the silence was no longer suffocating but... bearable.

  She didn’t move, afraid the spell would break.

  Afraid of what it might mean if she let go first.

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