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094 - Pressing Question Two

  Writ had been waiting for five minutes when the corridor door opened and Caustic walked in alone.

  She straightened almost by instinct, but his hand flicked a quiet gesture. Stay seated. She froze where she was, the air caught tight in her lungs.

  He nodded once, as if the exchange was enough, then went to Tiran’s office and knocked. A muted reply answered from within, and Caustic slipped through the door. The latch clicked shut.

  Writ’s eyes lingered on the wood, as if staring hard enough might grant her clarity. It didn’t.

  Caustic confused her.

  At first, she’d thought him just another shadow, one of her kind. A body marked by Treshfold, bound by the same leash, with no choice but to move as ordered. Disposable, like her. Surviving at the bottom of the chain, like her.

  But the last report session had ruined that assumption.

  They had let him take the Veiled’s place. No shadow ever rose that high. Delegation belonged to officers, to those who had a choice and still chose to stay here. Shadows never left the bottom rung.

  Yet Caustic sat at their table. She’d seen it herself. Tiran and Caedern acknowledging him, treating him... not as equal, no. That line was never crossed. But different. Less like a tool. Enough to prove the chain bent for him, never for her.

  Why him?

  Maybe it was his division. Black Quill. Maybe that mattered. Writ had never touched their work, never even brushed against it. Harbringer assignments were all she knew.

  Or maybe it was simpler. He was trusted, and she was on watch.

  Her fingers curled against her lap, then flattened. She forced her hand to rest still in her lap.

  The second bell rang, twice, reverberating against the corridor walls. She drew in a slow breath, steadying the rhythm in her chest. The time was near.

  The last ring was still trembling through the air when the office door opened again. Caustic emerged, expression iron-smooth. He gave her the checklist, blank, as before, no answers filled. Just the list, spare and bare, cold as glass. She accepted it without a word and passed him her written report in return. Once he took it, she rose and crossed the threshold at his side.

  The room was unchanged. Tiran in the center, Caedern to his right, the left seat still empty. The Veiled absent.

  She moved to her usual place, one step behind the single chair. The door closed with a muted click. Caustic stepped forward, gave the brief acknowledgment Tiran required, then took the vacant seat without pause. Only when he had settled did Tiran turn his gaze to her.

  “Silent Writ,” his voice carried, even and unbending, “begin your report.”

  The command pressed on her shoulders. Writ inclined her head, let one slow breath spill past her lips.

  “Subject designation: nine-three-six-two-seven-five. Sleeper, Peripheral Division. Assigned about ten years, starting twelve-fifteen.”

  Her tone came exactly as she had rehearsed it in the quiet of her room. Steady, clipped, acceptable. Good.

  “Access and permissions: surveillance only. Observe the Tovans, keep her cover as neighbor, file routine reports. No clearance to interfere.”

  The scratch of Caustic’s pen answered her words, a dry counterpoint. She kept her eyes forward.

  “Target interactions: admitted daily contact. Greetings, small exchanges. But also overstepped. Helped them with travel, learned their habits, used the daughter’s absence to tighten her cover.”

  She let the cadence fall flat, businesslike, and pressed on.

  “Mission failure circumstances: subject denied warning them. Said they were gone when she arrived, claimed she waited. Testimony was inconsistent. Contradicted herself about knowing their patterns, assumed they’d return.”

  “Awareness of detachment protocols: confirmed. She said she knew them but admitted conflict every step. Her words implied repeated struggle to follow them.”

  Her throat felt dry, but she continued without pause.

  “Civilian interactions outside target: only greetings. Nothing else admitted. But phrasing suggested she blurred into routine.”

  “Decision-making around the warning: she held to denial. Her account stayed weak, no explanation for the escape.”

  Writ let a small pause hang in the air, the weight of the next line pressing in on her.

  “Emotional attachment and compliance: admitted feelings for the Tovans may have influenced her. Tried to resist that point, but conceded. ‘Maybe... but I didn’t break protocol.’ Her tone wasn’t convincing.”

  Her gaze caught Caedern’s smirk before she looked away.

  “Disciplinary consequences: accepted disciplinary consequence, said she’d comply going forward. Hesitated at limiting autonomy.”

  She glanced at the checklist paper in her hand, confirming she had not missed anything.

  Her hand dropped back to her side.

  “Additional observations: subject showed strain. Trembling, stammering, quick breath. Outburst when told the Tovans named her, struck the table. Collapsed after, said, ‘They wanted someone they could trust. Someone who cared.’”

  “If conclusion must be taken: failure came from emotional compromise, not technical inability. She let feelings interfere, failed to track, failed to act. A deliberate warning can’t be ruled out, though she gave no admission.”

  That should have been the end. It wasn’t. The room still expected the piece they had allowed her the faint illusion of choice over. Her right to conceal, or to betray herself.

  You could be reading stolen content. Head to Royal Road for the genuine story.

  “Next,” she said evenly, “the off-record session.”

  Caustic’s pen stilled. He raised his eyes. Across from him, Caedern let slip a chuckle that should not have belonged in a chamber this cold.

  “My question: ‘Is it worth it?’

  Subject answered: ‘I finally felt warmth again. It’s worth it.’”

  Her voice never wavered.

  “Subject’s question: ‘How did you manage to get them to trust you? To let you climb that far?’

  My answer: ‘By trading my life for it.’ Reference made to collar.”

  She touched her own, briefly, a neutral motion.

  “Subject showed heightened response. Tears, voice shaking. At the end, she initiated contact. Brief embrace. Verbal reassurance given. Tolerated for a short span, then she withdrew.”

  The memory of it lingered against her sleeve. She crushed it down.

  “She equates attachment with what she called ‘warmth.’ Said it was worth breaking orders. Spoke of despair, repeating correction cycles. Attachment makes her unfit as an operative.”

  She drew in one last breath, “that is my report.”

  Caedern said without delay, amusement threading his voice, “you included the off-record on your report,” he didn’t bother to smother the laugh this time.

  “Not on my written report,” she corrected, “only here. Figured you’d ask.”

  “Quite an initiative you have.”

  She let the faintest bow slip from her shoulders, “I’m flattered.”

  “Also, what a word, ‘contact, brief embrace.’ Mind clearing what exactly that is?” Caedern added.

  “A hug.”

  The scrape of Caustic’s pen resumed, “why did the subject give you a hug?”

  “I’m not sure either. Possibly because she’d known me in Threshfold, and I was the first familiar contact after her confinement. Especially after the Judge left the room.”

  “Were you close with the subject?”

  “No. We were simply roommates, never really spoke beyond daily caretaking rotation. The smaller children liked her too much, and she always tried to give tips to handle them.”

  Tiran leaned forward slightly, “does that help with the conclusion? You seemed to draw a clear one.”

  “Probably. I’m aware how easy it was for her to make connection, even to newly rotated children.”

  “Have you ever met her again after graduation?”

  “No. Never.”

  Silence lapped the table’s edge for a beat before Caedern’s eyes narrowed, sharp, “your improvised question, the Tovans detained in Delvryn, claiming she told them everything. Was that planned?”

  “Not exactly. I was asked a similar question once. I figured it’d be suitable to apply here. I checked your gesture, assumed it meant permission, so I pressed.”

  Caustic didn’t look up, “did that make you certain of the conclusion?”

  “Yes. Considering her reaction and inconsistencies, it was a given, wasn’t it? Even if she denied it verbally.”

  “Did the subject attempt to divert the questioning?”

  “Yes,” Writ answered, “she leaned into vague speculation about leaks elsewhere, but her phrasing contradicted earlier testimony.”

  “Did you fear she might break down entirely?” Tiran asked next.

  “Yes. But a full break would have exposed bias in the report. I needed her cracked just enough to reveal inconsistency.”

  Caedern tilted his head, “why not press further once she collapsed?”

  “Because she had already given enough. Any more would look like personal pursuit, not interrogation.”

  Tiran shifted, “then let’s turn from method to motive. You’ve explained how you handled her. Now explain where you stand on her. Do you believe you are different from her?”

  “Yes,” she said without hesitation, “I believe we’re different.”

  “How so?”

  “She admitted conflict at every step, but still let it rule her decisions. I’ve faced conflict, but it hasn’t ruled mine. I file it, control it, and proceed as instructed.”

  Caedern’s voice cut cleanly, “what conflict have you ever faced?”

  “You’ve already seen it. In Tenzurah, I told you I thought you’d sent me there to be buried. I still carried out the task and brought back what you required. Then came the Blissbane potion, you said it could control my mind. I drank it and complied. Both times, the conflict was there. Both times, my actions stayed aligned with your orders.”

  “So you acted while believing your superiors meant to discard you,” Caedern said, “that sounds less like obedience, more like desperation. Were you simply trying to prove your worth?”

  “No. If it were desperation, I would have acted outside instruction to survive. I did not. I completed the task as given, even when I believed it might end me. That’s the difference.”

  His mouth curved faintly, “if we ordered you to eliminate someone you were embedded with, someone whom you trust, and who trusted you, would you hesitate?”

  “I have no such person for comparison. Thus I believe I wouldn’t hesitate, whomever you told me to eliminate.”

  “Are you sure?”

  “I’m sure. Unless Harbringer Tiran counts as one.”

  Caedern leaned back, pleased at his own trap, “then would you eliminate Tiran if we told you to?”

  Tiran’s glare cut across the table, sharp as a blade.

  She paused, “only if I were no longer under his command. While he is my direct superior, his orders outweigh yours in the chain I’ve been given.”

  The sound of Caustic’s pen punctured the pause.

  Then he asked, “the subject said ‘warmth’ was worth the fracture of orders. Tell us, what is worth more to you, warmth, or obedience?”

  “Obedience. Warmth is transient, conditional, unstable. Orders define survival. If warmth exists, it survives within obedience, not against it.”

  “Are you aware some warmth is tolerated to a certain degree? Would you consider those who show it weak?”

  “Other divisions permit it in limited form because they function in teams. Mine does not. Here, it is weakness. And weakness has no worth.”

  Caustic raised his brows, paused for a beat before asked again, “don’t you envy those divisions, then?”

  “If Treshfold thought I belonged there, they would have placed me there. They placed me here, under Harbringer. That is where I belong.”

  For a moment, he only watched her. His expression flickered, something unreadable. Not quite disbelief, not quite amusement. Then softer, almost imperceptible. Pity. She couldn’t tell what for.

  It made her uneasy.

  Before she could dwell on it, Caedern’s tone cut in again, “belonging is not the same as desire. Do you never desire warmth?”

  “Desire is irrelevant. What matters is function. My orders don’t change either way.”

  “Do you think the subject’s attachment invalidates her entirely as an operative... or does it prove she retained something human?”

  “Both. It invalidated her role, but it also confirmed she still carried what civilians would call humanity. An operative is not measured by what she carries, but by what she can set aside.”

  Tiran’s eyes fixed on her, “what assurance can you give us that you will not one day report yourself in the same way you just reported her?”

  “Assurance comes from record, not promise. My reports stand as proof. I follow every order I was given. If I reach the point where I fracture as she did, you won’t need my assurance, you’ll already have my failure on record.”

  His next question carried weight, “if you were permitted to pass judgment yourself, what punishment would you give her?”

  “Permanent removal. She admitted compromise, failure by following feeling. That is not something corrected by cycle. She will repeat it. An operative who fractures has no further value.”

  “Then you trust you’ll receive the same treatment if you make the same failure.”

  “I do. I’m fully aware of the implication.”

  “And how do you feel about that?”

  “How I feel is irrelevant. The fact remains. You already hold the simplest method,” she lifted a hand, tapped the collar at her throat.

  Caedern’s voice carried a thin smile, “you speak as though you’ve no trace of humanity left. Are you even capable of it?”

  Writ tilted her head, answering in a tone as flat as paper, “I’m a Zero, if you don’t recall. The brittle ones break early and never recover. I don’t.”

  She caught the flicker of a smile tugging at Tiran’s mouth, flattened as soon as it appeared. Caedern let his smirk sharpen, careless of who saw. And beside them, Caustic lowered his head, dragging his pen across the page in a long, unbroken line.

  Her last statement hung unanswered in the air. No one spoke. Pens stilled, smirks faded, and even the scratch of Caustic’s pen went quiet.

  She knew the session was finished. Not by their words, but by the silence pressing down. She forced herself not to show relief.

  The questions had ended. What followed would be the shift.

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