What core realization do people often experience when they truly understand their own life's "genesis"?
Why might someone find self-enquiry challenging, and how does total surrender serve as an alternative path in those moments?
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The Goddess let's you forget everything even if you have rebirth s, so that her play goes on, and you are not effected by resultant feelings, only the Sanskar or Force vectors net resultant of uncoiling time in bulk, giving results of karmas, which shows only as figures in subconscious. Furthermore, you state yourselves that you are always right, even if you show vengeance for previous ill done to you, or self boasting also. Or you want lust instead of love, which alongwith vengeance is the most malicious guna or characteristics. But why should we adorn love and not lust. To not to see our own face as reflection, as the Avidya or ignorance or our own reality as the basis k.i behind everything becomes visible by it, which is yin, and thus causes our self annihilation of positive vectors balance in sanskar or loss of positive Quantum in astral plane, regression to denser elemental states, called lower abodes in lower chakras, causing our fall, as the Origin of witness transfers from Shivasati gland to lower root chakra. But this breaks the soothing dream we are in, so in dark viscious Avidya in annihilation, as dark night of soul, is under k.i virtual reality Kali's feet as punishment, groaning and moaning, but is the reality. So chakra sitting with mahamaya as Pancha Makar or five vicious paths to get Goddess as Avidya as mahamaya or entity is adorned. It is till you cut bonds by Tamas as dark night of soul, or cross and helmet of Christ or increase in Tamasik to cause Equilibrium of gunas or characteristics for annihilation or liberation, taking all viciousness within ourselves, not giving it up, is the only path with calamities, self ego annihilation, is the path to self sacrifice to know ourselves or be God or know God. Then we become only k.i. restricted to a point without ego and resultant body. So Jarabharat like whom what we call got Brahmagyan or ultimate knowledge was annihilated; and Satan Belial expressed that he found no outer God except viciousness and imprisonment in body of him released for his self God image as viciousness proliferation, which shows lust and vengeance rather than outside love, and like a teacher distributing ultimate knowledge, kept under locker by Vicious with body God, this as Rex Mundi or Avidya is fall actually as he becomes her or createress, and Belial thus becomes knowledgeable Corrected Shamael or Andhak or Tamas or Sarjeel or Sharkeel; who by drinking essence from the 3 streams of erotizing vessels inside body, like Chinnamasta, these 3 streams like Andhakasur hanged from Trident or Shakti denoting the vertebral mesh of mahamaya Parvati or createress, thus by in self meditation became liberated as Shankarshan bhairav. Thus he began to see his mother Vishwamatrika bhairavi or Parvati or motherly forms in subduance, where his teachings as discussed earlier rules. These findings and visualizations and accumulated sanskars are ghory, licentious, arrogant, and with other vices and unsocial and seemingly unethical. Many of these are expressed to me as a Nephilim Expert. Total surrender is dark night of soul through tamasik Kali, Krishna or Rex Mundi. This Rex Mundi is the dark form of Shamael, which is my Guardian angel, me an Aeon or Exu Belo or Exu MORCEGO as King of 7 Crossroads, found out by much self searching and Revelation of previous lifes, confirmation by non interference from maternal relatives after these writings, thus born miraculously, and as a Khadim Murid jinn or Angel in previous birth s.
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