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Chapter 73 — On the Eve of a Star’s Debut

  The afternoon sun was a dying ember, bleeding a soft, dusty gold through the tall windows of the counseling room. It was a small, clinical space tucked beside the main staff office, smelling of old floor wax, recycled paper, and the cold, metallic scent of the steel desk that sat between them. On that desk lay a single, crisp sheet of paper: the Career Aspirations Survey. Its vast, unblemished white space felt like a void, an empty abyss that seemed to mock the chaos currently tearing through Yu’s life.

  Kaori Mamiya didn't look like a woman who was easily rattled, but there was a distinct tension in the way she sat. She leaned forward slightly, peering over the thin, silver rims of her glasses. Her eyes were sharp, analytical—the gaze of a researcher who had spent too much time peering into the fundamental mechanics of the soul.

  “Honestly, Shiro,” she began. Her voice was calm, professionally modulated, yet it carried a gravitational weight that made the air in the small room feel thick and hard to breathe. “I’ve looked over your records. I’ve looked over your attendance. And now, I’m looking at this. Why haven’t you written anything? The deadline was yesterday, and your future shouldn't be something you leave to the last minute.”

  Yu sat with his hands clenched into tight fists on his lap, his knuckles white against the fabric of his school trousers. He looked down at the blank form, searching for words that didn't exist in the Japanese language. His mind offered him a litany of standard lies—college, vocational school, the safe, hollow comfort of being 'undecided.' But the weight of the last few weeks, the memory of accidents, and the sound of Rize’s voice across the void were too heavy to ignore.

  “I... I want to live in the Other World,” Yu said. The words spilled out before he could filter them, raw and dangerously honest. The air in the room seemed to freeze instantly. The distant sounds of the basketball team practicing in the gym and the rhythmic thud-thud-thud of a ball against wood suddenly felt like they belonged to a different dimension.

  “Are you sure that’s what you want to say, Shiro? Or is that just a symptom of the stress you’ve been under?” Mamiya’s eyebrows twitched, a momentary break in her professional mask. “You’re young. You should have endless paths ahead of you in this reality. To discard this world for a place that is essentially a chaotic frontier... do you understand what you're saying?” She adjusted her glasses, her gaze softening just a fraction.

  Is she right? Am I just running away? Then, a voice echoed in the cavernous depths of his mind—low, gravelly, and saturated with the wisdom of someone who had already bled for both worlds.

  Living over there is one path... But it’s not the only one. Don't let the choice trap you before you've seen the whole map. The Returnee’s voice, the man from the ramen shop, resurfaced with a clarity that made Yu flinch. It felt like a piece of cold iron had been slid into his chest, anchoring him.

  “I’ll... I’ll think about it more,” Yu managed to respond, his voice barely a whisper.

  Mamiya studied his face for several agonizing seconds, her eyes searching for the boy she used to know beneath the hollowed-out stare of a survivor. Finally, she let out a long, weary sigh and leaned back, the steel chair creaking under her weight.

  “Fine. I’ll give you another three days. But Shiro, we need to talk about the other thing.” She gestured vaguely toward the window, toward the invisible world of the internet. “You’ve seen the mess on social media.... it’s a firestorm. Are you holding up? The public is looking for a villain, or a miracle. Neither is a comfortable role for a high school student.”

  Yu tightened his fists until his nails bit into his palms. It feels like the whole world is watching me through a microscope, waiting for me to glitch.

  “Honestly... it’s rough,” Yu admitted, the honesty feeling like a physical weight leaving his chest. “Every comment I read, every theory about what I am... it feels like it’s crushing me. Like I’m losing the right to just be a person.” He paused, and for a moment, the 'Digital Horror' of his situation felt overwhelming—the idea of millions of eyes peering into his private moments.

  “But... I’m okay,” Yu continued, his voice regaining a sharp, unwavering edge. “I’m okay because I have them. Rize and... Claval. As long as they're there, the rest of the noise doesn't matter.”

  Mamiya exhaled quietly, a sound that was half-worry and half-exasperation. Her eyes narrowed as she processed his words.

  “Them, huh. The girl in the ruins and the Goddess in the light.” she said. There was a layer of caution in her tone that Yu didn't quite understand. To him, they were his lifelines. To a researcher like Mamiya, they were anomalies—magnets that were pulling a human boy toward an event horizon he couldn't survive.

  How far is this child planning to go? she wondered, her gaze lingering on the blank Career Aspirations Survey. In the dying afternoon light, the empty white space of the form felt more hollow than ever, a silent testament to a future that was being erased by the gravity of two worlds.

  ?

  The meeting ended with a heavy silence that followed Yu out into the hallway. As he stepped through the school’s side entrance, the cool afternoon wind swept across the courtyard, swaying the sleeves of his uniform. The air was crisp, tasting of coming rain and the ozone of the city.

  Buzz. The vibration in his pocket was violent, a sharp, staccato burst that made his heart jump. He pulled out his phone, the screen’s artificial glow bright against the dimming sky.

  Mom: Claval-chan is here. She's in your room.

  Yu’s heart didn't just jump; it felt like it had been seized by a cold hand. Just moments earlier, he had told his teacher he was okay because he had "them." But the abstract idea of Claval was one thing; the physical reality of the silver-haired entity sitting in his bedroom, invading the only sanctuary he had left, was something else entirely. It felt like a breach, a glitch in the peaceful mundanity of his home life.

  “Shiro? What is it? You look like you’ve seen a ghost.” Mamiya, who was walking several paces behind him, noticed the sudden, deathly pallor of his face. She quickened her step, her brow furrowed in concern.

  Yu hesitated. His thumb hovered over the screen. He could lie. He could tell her his mother was just nagging him about dinner. But the pressure in his chest was too much.

  “Sensei... there’s someone I want you to meet,” Yu said, turning to Mamiya.

  “Someone you want me to meet? Shiro, if this is a distraction from your survey—” Mamiya stopped dead in her tracks.

  “You might not believe it,” Yu interrupted, his expression so grim and focused that the words died in Mamiya’s throat. “But I want you to see her. I think... I think you’re the only person who can actually understand what she is.”

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  A sudden gust of wind rattled the school’s windows, a lonely, whistling sound. Mamiya studied him for a long beat, the teacher in her warring with the scientist.

  “Alright, Shiro. Take me to her.” Mamiya said. Finally, she sighed and adjusted her bag.

  ?

  The walk to Yu’s house was a blur of gray pavement and flickering streetlamps. When he finally turned the key in the lock and pushed the front door open, he was greeted not by the smell of dinner, but by a faint, intoxicatingly sweet scent—like crushed lilies and cold mountain air. He could hear his mother’s voice coming from the living room, sounding unnervingly cheerful, punctuated by the soft, melodic chime of another voice that made his spine stiffen.

  “Welcome home, Yu! Oh—hello, Mamiya-sensei! What a surprise,” his mother called out, appearing in the hallway with a beaming smile.

  “Thank you for having me on such short notice, Mrs. Shiro,” Mamiya said, her eyes already scanning the house with the practiced precision of an investigator.

  “Oh, don’t mind us! Claval-chan is already upstairs waiting for you. She’s such a polite girl,” his mother said casually, as if a trans-dimensional entity visiting for tea was a perfectly normal day occurrence. She turned back toward the kitchen, leaving Yu and Mamiya standing in the hallway.

  “So... she really is here. Physically. Without a frame.” Mamiya stepped in, her gaze shifting sharply toward the stairs.

  Yu didn't answer. He couldn't. He led the way up the stairs, each step feeling like he was climbing toward a gallows. He reached his door, hesitated for a fraction of a second, and then pushed it open.

  Claval was sitting in his desk chair—the cheap, squeaky swivel chair. She sat with an impossible, feline elegance, one leg crossed over the other, her silver hair spilling over her shoulders like liquid starlight. As the door opened, she turned, her eyes glowing with a brilliant, predatory gleam.

  “Welcome back, Yu,” Claval said, her voice a silk ribbon that seemed to vibrate the very air of the room. “I was just making myself at home. Your world is so... quiet. It’s almost a pity.”

  The casual greeting felt like a piece of glass in the mundane surroundings of his room—the messy bookshelves, the half-finished homework, the posters on the wall.

  “Sensei. This is Claval. Claval Hoshimine.” Yu inhaled sharply, then stepped aside to reveal the woman behind him.

  Kaori Mamiya’s eyes widened. It was a brief, microscopic slip in her composure, but for a heartbeat, a flash of pure, unadulterated shock ran through her. She stared at Claval, her gaze traveling from the impossible luster of her hair to the way the light seemed to bend around her form. Then, she masked it behind a wall of practiced, academic calm.

  “I see,” Mamiya said, her voice clipped. “

  “Claval—this is Mamiya-sensei. She’s... she’s one of the people who helped build EWS. EWS is…ah, did you feel a lot of gazes on you? It’s system. She is the person who understands the 'Observation' better than anyone.” Yu continued, his voice steadying.

  “Nice to meet you, Sensei. So... you’re the one who built the cage my Yu used to peek at me? In a way, I suppose that makes you his 'Master'?” Claval tilted her head, studying Kaori with a slow, dangerous smile.

  “Kaori Mamiya. And yes, for the sake of your limited understanding, that interpretation will suffice.” Mamiya crossed her arms, her posture defensive yet authoritative.

  The air in the room tightened. It was like two high-pressure systems colliding, a silent war of mana and logic. Yu felt like he was standing in the eye of a hurricane.

  “Shiro. The uproar online... it’s not going to go away. People will not be kind to you, or to her. They will want to dissect what they don't understand.” Mamiya was the first to break the silence.

  Claval blinked, her expression one of innocent confusion.

  “Uproar? Oh... you mean the little show I told “gaze” to tell the world about? Hmm.” Claval stood up, her movements so fluid they seemed to defy gravity. She walked toward Mamiya, stopping only inches away. “If the world is so curious... then I should just explain everything myself, shouldn't I?”

  “Sensei. You’re a person of influence. You can prepare a Stage for me, can’t you? A place where the whole world can finally see the Goddess they’ve been worshiping?” Claval smiled, a challenge wrapped in sugar.

  “You want a live streaming?” Mamiya’s eyes narrowed into slits.

  “I’m sure you can handle it,” Claval whispered. “After all, you wouldn't want me to just start my own broadcast... without your 'Observation' to keep things tidy, would you?”

  “...I’ll arrange something. But I’ll need time to secure the channel and the location.” Mamiya said, the threat was clear. She looked at Claval, then at Yu.

  ?

  Yu walked his teacher to the front gate. The sun had finally vanished, leaving the street bathed in the orange glow of the sodium lamps. Mamiya walked several steps in a heavy, brooding silence before she stopped and turned to him.

  “I think I can set up the venue. EWS headquarters has a secure room we can use for a controlled broadcast,” Mamiya said, her voice low. “But Shiro—there’s something I need to tell you. Something that isn't about live streaming.”

  “What is it?” Yu leaned in, sensing the shift in her tone.

  “She said her family name is Hoshimine. And I saw the way she looked at you. Shiro... that is a name I haven't heard in a long, long time. Not since before the 'Observation' app was even a concept.” Mamiya looked away, her eyes fixing on a distant point in the dark sky.

  “Back when I was a student... long before I was a professor... there was a man I respected deeply. I used to call him Uncle.” She paused, her expression growing solemn, her voice thick with a memory that seemed to pain her.

  Yu’s heart slammed against his ribs. Uncle? Maybe...

  “He was the Returnee,” Mamiya continued, her gaze snapping back to Yu, intense and searching. “The man who laid the foundation for everything we know about the other world. The man who taught us that mana wasn't just a fantasy, but a science.”

  Yu felt the world tilt. The image of the ramen shop owner flashed in his mind. Hoshimine. Seriously?

  “And that man,” Mamiya whispered, her voice trembling slightly. “That man has spent the last few years searching for his grandchild. A child he believed was still alive, somewhere on the other side.”

  A single sentence turned every vague hint, every strange coincidence into a blazing, undeniable thread. Yu couldn't breathe. The Ramen Shop Owner. The Returnee. Hoshimine. And Claval Hoshimine. A strange mixture of shock, terror, and a profound, quiet relief swirled inside him. I didn't choose the wrong path, he thought, a lump forming in his throat. I didn't just stumble into this. I was being pulled toward this center from the very beginning.

  “I’ll... I’ll think about everything. I promise,” Yu said, his voice thick.

  “Good. I’ll secure her 'stage.' Expect a call tomorrow at the earliest,” Mamiya said, her tone returning to its professional edge, though her eyes remained shadowed.

  Just then— PING! PING! PING!

  Yu’s phone erupted. It wasn't just a notification; it was a rhythmic assault. He pulled it out, and his heart nearly stopped. The screen was a chaotic mess of breaking news alerts and social media tags.

  BREAKING: The Angel of EWS Spotted in Japan?

  LEAK: Claval’s live tomorrow: Emergency Live Stream!

  #ClavalRealWorld #EWSEmergency

  “Why is it leaking already...!? I haven't even approved the channel!” Mamiya groaned, her face turning pale as she looked over his shoulder.

  Yu looked up from the glowing screen, his eyes drawn to the second floor of his house. On the small balcony outside his room, Claval stood. She was bathed in the artificial blue light of the city, her silver hair whipping in the wind like a battle flag.

  She didn't avert her gaze. She didn't hide. She stood there, looking straight down at Yu, a small, triumphant smile on her lips as the digital world burned around them. The stage is already set, Yu, he thought, his heart racing. And there's no turning back now.

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