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Chapter 13 - The Day Before Connection

  Morning light slipped through the gaps in the wooden window frame, drawing uncertain lines across the ceiling. Dust drifted through those pale beams, slow as falling ash, and the end of the bandage wrapped around Rize’s arm swayed faintly when the air shifted. Its shadow rippled over the floorboards, a soft, trembling echo that made the room feel quieter than it should have been.

  Rize kept her eyes open for a long moment, staring up at the ceiling as if she could make sense of the past three days by measuring the cracks in the wood. She inhaled once, deeply, then exhaled—slow enough to feel the full shape of her lungs opening, closing, working.

  The cloth around her inner arm rubbed faintly against her skin. Rough. Real. A stubborn, tangible sensation that dragged her awakening back into her body.

  I’m alive.

  The thought didn’t come with relief. It came with the strange, stiff caution of someone touching a bruise to see if it still hurts.

  When she tried to sit up, heaviness lingered in her side like a stone lodged beneath her ribs. She paused mid-motion, the corners of her vision tightening, and swallowed back a wince before it could become a sound.

  Still—there were enough reasons to start the day. Lying here wouldn’t change anything.

  She swung her legs over the edge of the bed and let her bare feet find the floor, feeling the chill seep up into her skin. The inn room smelled faintly of old wood, washed linen, and the medicinal bitterness of dried herbs—an ordinary smell, the kind that belonged to mornings that weren’t emergencies.

  She crossed to the basin and scooped cold water into her hands. It shocked her awake in a clean, honest way. The cold seeped into her eyelids, washed away the last sticky remnants of sleep, and left her blinking into the quiet.

  As she adjusted her equipment, her fingers moving by habit, her gaze flicked toward the glass by the window.

  A reflection waited there.

  She looked away immediately, as if the sight could pull her back under. The face that stared out from the glass felt too pale, too still, too close to the memory of smoke.

  Don’t.

  A soft voice came from beyond the door, warm as bread and quiet as a promise.

  “You up?” It was Kaya. Even through the wood, the tone had weight—gentle, but watching.

  “Yeah,” Rize answered, keeping her voice even. “Getting ready now.”

  “Take your time.” Kaya’s voice shifted slightly, like she’d leaned closer. “The landlady saved some of that sweet bread you like.”

  Rize paused with a strap half-tightened, surprised by how the offer struck her. Sweet bread. Something soft and simple. Something meant for people who expected there to be a tomorrow.

  “…I see,” she said, and the words came out smaller than she intended. “Thanks.”

  Silence settled for a heartbeat, not awkward—just careful.

  “Rize.”

  “What?”

  “Walk properly, okay?” Kaya’s voice softened further, as if she were smoothing a crease. “Don’t push yourself too hard.”

  “…I know.”

  The pause that followed felt longer, as though Kaya was weighing whether to say more. In the end, she didn’t. A faint shift of footsteps, then the sound of her moving away down the hall, leaving Rize alone with her breathing and the slow tick of morning.

  Rize stood there for a moment with her hand resting against the strap, listening to the inn’s quiet life: a muted conversation somewhere downstairs, the scrape of a broom, the distant clink of ceramic.

  Walk properly. As if walking was the hardest part. As if walking didn’t mean moving into places where the wind could stop.

  She finished fastening her gear, careful and unhurried, then opened the door.

  Cool morning air brushed her cheek the instant she stepped into the corridor, carrying the faint scent of baked goods and damp stone. When she finally pushed out of the inn and into the street, the town’s morning met her like a tide that didn’t care what she’d survived.

  Stalls were opening. Someone swept a wooden floor in steady strokes. A vendor’s laugh burst out and faded. Warm sugar and yeast drifted from a bakery with its shutters thrown open, mixing with the sharper smell of fish and the metallic tang of wet rope.

  Life had already started without her. Loud, ordinary, unapologetic.

  Rize adjusted her cloak and began to walk.

  Her steps were careful, not from pain alone, but from the strange sense that her body was still deciding whether it belonged to her. The heaviness in her side didn’t stab anymore; it simply existed, a reminder that something had hit her hard enough to leave an imprint.

  As she moved down the street, a neighborhood boy ran past at full speed, skidded to a stop, then doubled back with the fearless curiosity of children who hadn’t yet learned to pretend they weren’t worried.

  “Ah, it’s Big Sis!” he said, eyes bright. “Are you okay now?” The directness landed strangely.

  “…Yeah,” she replied, and let the smallest nod follow. “I’m okay.” Rize blinked once, caught off guard by how simple the question was, and how much weight it carried anyway.

  The boy’s shoulders loosened like he’d been holding his breath. He grinned with satisfaction, then ran off to rejoin his friends, disappearing into the flow of the street as if worry could be solved with a single confirmed answer.

  Rize watched him go for a moment, then turned her gaze forward again.

  When the guild building came into view, she stopped once.

  The door was heavy wood, darkened by years of hands and weather. The iron fittings were worn smooth where fingers had gripped them. For a breath, she simply stood there, letting the sounds of the street fill her ears, steadying her pulse.

  One deep inhale. One slow exhale.

  “It’s okay,” she murmured to herself. “Probably.”

  Then she put her hand on the door and pushed.

  ?

  Noise hit her like a wall.

  Voices layered over each other in rough, living waves—adventurers arguing, laughing, calling out requests. Armor clanked. A chair scraped across stone. Someone slapped a mug down hard enough to make the liquid inside shiver. The smell was familiar in a way that made her shoulders loosen despite herself: cheap alcohol, sweat, weapon oil, damp wool, and the faint iron ghost of old blood that never truly left places like this.

  The stone floor beneath her boots felt solid. Real. The kind of certainty you could press your weight into.

  Daily life was here, loud and unashamed. Rize let her eyes drift, almost automatically, toward the wall on the left.

  Two familiar backs.

  Hanara sprawled on the sofa like she owned it, all languid confidence and bright presence. Beside her, Roa sat with a book, posture composed, gaze lowered, as if the guild’s chaos was simply weather passing outside a window.

  “Yo,” she called. “Look who’s back from the dead.” Hanara noticed her first and turned with a grin, raising a hand in a lazy wave.

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  Rize’s mouth tightened in a half-expression that wasn’t quite a smile. She nodded and approached, keeping her pace steady even as dozens of eyes flicked toward her and away again.

  “You’re walking,” Hanara said, and her grin widened. “Good girl, good girl.”

  Before Rize could react, Hanara reached out and patted her around the waist with the easy familiarity of someone who didn’t believe in personal space unless it was useful.

  Rize stiffened on reflex, then forced herself not to pull away. If I flinch, I’ll look weaker than I feel.

  “We’re fully resupplied here.” Hanara’s voice was bright, casual, careless in the way only the living could afford.

  “Naz-kun is completely dried up, poor guy, but I’m full of energy.” she announced, as if discussing rations.

  “…Eh, resupplied?” Rize frowned, the words taking a moment to fit into her brain.

  “Energy, energy.” Hanara’s grin turned sharp at the edges. “You know. Life force.”

  “As long as he’s alive, he gives what he can give, apparently.” She stroked her lower abdomen with two fingertips, slow and deliberate, then laughed softly at the reaction she knew she’d get from anyone with a pulse.

  Rize’s cheeks warmed despite herself. The guild’s noise seemed to sharpen around her, as if every nearby ear had leaned in while pretending not to.

  Roa didn’t look up right away.

  “Replenishment for existence maintenance,” She turned a page, calm as a still pond, then lifted her gaze with an expression that didn’t change.

  “Effect lasts three days. Thanks to that, Naz is currently immobile,” Roa said flatly.

  “But hey, if we can’t move, requests won’t get done, right?” Hanara puffed her cheeks a little, delighted.

  “There is no solution to this question.” Roa’s answer came without hesitation, as if it had been filed away long ago.

  “That is the only answer.” She blinked once. “Wow. Cold.” Hanara groaned theatrically.

  Rize stood there for a second, absorbing the exchange—the crude humor, the clinical explanation, the way the two of them fit together like mismatched pieces that somehow still locked into place.

  And then, unexpectedly, warmth lit faintly in her chest. Not from the joke. From the fact that they were here at all. That their voices existed. That after fire and shadow, she was standing in a room full of people who didn’t treat her survival like a miracle. They treated it like an inconvenience they’d already moved past.

  “…Thanks,” she said quietly, bowing her head.

  “I told you, we just picked you up,” Hanara waved it off with a bright laugh. “You’d do the same, right?” she said.

  Rize didn’t answer, because her throat tightened around something that wasn’t words.

  “Well, Roa was the one who actually healed you though.” Hanara jabbed a thumb toward Roa.

  “Transport procedure was optimal this time,” Roa closed her book with a soft, decisive sound.

  “Can’t you say that with a little more emotion?” Hanara leaned back, eyes half-lidded.

  “Facts do not require emotion.” Roa stated. “Wow,” Hanara said again, savoring it. “Cold.”

  “So,” Rize felt the corner of her mouth loosen, just a fraction. “what about today?” she asked, keeping her tone light on purpose.

  “Light investigation,” Hanara replied. “Around the ruins to the north. You?”

  “…Haven’t decided yet.” Rize’s gaze slid to the quest board without really seeing it.

  “Take it easy,” Hanara’s grin softened in a way that almost looked like kindness. “Eat some bread or something,” she said.

  Roa stood up first, fluid and unhurried. Hanara followed, stretching her limbs as if she hadn’t just admitted she was running on borrowed fuel.

  “Well, we’re off,” Hanara said, and her voice sharpened slightly for emphasis. “Seriously. Don’t push yourself.”

  “…Take care.” Rize nodded, quiet and obedient, because she didn’t trust her mouth to do anything else.

  They moved into the crowd, their backs disappearing into the guild’s loud life. Rize watched them go until she couldn’t see them anymore, then turned back to the quest board.

  She stared at the papers without reading them. Ink on parchment. Numbers, names, locations. The ordinary shape of work. The kind of thing that should have grounded her.

  Instead, her mind drifted to the moment the wind stopped.

  To the shadow without a shape. To heat swallowing the world. Rize exhaled slowly, then stepped back. She didn’t take a request. Today wasn’t a day to fight.

  She left the guild with her hands empty and her chest full.

  ?

  The town wore its morning face completely now.

  Flour-dusted pastries cooled on wooden racks. Water splashed into buckets in steady rhythms. Somewhere, someone laughed too loudly, and the sound bounced off stone walls in a way that made it feel brighter than it was. Sunlight filtered through thin cloud, turning the street into a wash of soft gold that never quite warmed the bones.

  Among the people passing by, Rize felt like her footsteps were ticking at a different speed. Like a clock running just a second too slow. The world moved forward, smooth and confident, while her body lagged behind with cautious weight.

  She slipped into a narrow back alley where the noise dulled and the air smelled of damp stone and hanging herbs.

  The general store she often visited sat tucked between buildings like it was trying not to be noticed. Bundles of dried plants hung from the eaves, swaying in the wind—small, fragile movements that made the alley feel alive. Rize followed them with her eyes, watching the way the stems turned, the way shadows shifted.

  And then her footing wavered. Not enough to make her stumble, but enough to send a cold line up her spine.

  The pain was gone. Mostly. But something else remained—an absence shaped like a missing tooth. A sense that she’d let go of something back in the scorched air, something she hadn’t even known she was holding until it was gone.

  It’s quiet. The thought came unprompted, and she hated how true it felt. Rize reached into her pocket and pulled out a small piece of wood. A charm.

  Kaya had given it to her once, offhand, as if it didn’t matter. The surface was rough beneath her thumb, the grain catching slightly against her skin. A faint burnt smell still clung to it from the forest fire—subtle, but present enough to tighten her throat.

  She gripped it anyway.

  Right now, the texture was proof. The smell was proof. If she could hold something real, maybe the parts of her that wanted to drift would stay anchored.

  Beyond the alley, the town bell rang, quietly announcing the morning.

  Rize listened to it fade into the air. Let’s organize my thoughts while looking at the town.

  She didn’t know what she was sorting. Fear, maybe. Or the strange sense that something had shifted in the world’s shape around her.

  And underneath that—faint, persistent—was another feeling. As if she was being called.

  Not by a voice she could point to. Not by a sound in the air. More like a gentle tug behind her ribs, an awareness that made her want to turn her head even when nothing was there.

  Rize changed direction and began to walk.

  ?

  Morning light poured in through the classroom window on Yu’s side of the world, clean and ordinary. It painted bright rectangles on desks and made dust in the air look almost beautiful. The kind of light that should have meant normal.

  Yu stared at his smartphone screen anyway.

  The device sat in his hands like a small weight he couldn’t put down. Even when the teacher talked, even when chairs scraped and notebooks opened, his attention kept slipping back to the same place: the blankness where her stream should have been.

  From the next seat, Harukawa leaned over slightly, voice casual.

  “Hey,” he said, low enough that it sounded like a secret, “you haven’t been watching lately, have you? EWS.”

  Yu’s fingers tightened on the phone without him meaning to. His heart made a dull thud, like it had hit something solid inside his chest.

  “…Well,” he turned the screen down and forced a vague smile onto his face.

  “been a bit busy,” he said, keeping his tone light. It wasn’t true. Not even close.

  Rize_channel_042 remained the same every time he checked: Stream Offline. No voice. No image. No hint of movement. Just silence dressed up as a status.

  Lunch break came and went. Conversations washed around him like water around a rock. Yu ate without tasting. He laughed when the timing demanded it, but the sound felt like it belonged to someone else.

  When he exited the shoe locker area later, he looked up at the sky.

  Blue, clear, indifferent.

  A flock of birds crossed the expanse in a neat scatter, dark shapes cutting through light. Among them, one small shadow flew in the opposite direction, fighting the wind with stubborn flaps that looked almost desperate.

  For some reason, it caught his mind. Yu followed it with his eyes until it vanished behind rooftops.

  Evening came. He went home. He ate dinner. He answered when spoken to. The world kept handing him routine like it was a lifeline.

  But even after he returned to his room, the screen didn’t change.

  Notifications came from other apps. Messages, trivial alerts, the ordinary buzz of a life that still expected him to care. But EWS gave him nothing. No archive, no update, no accidental glimpse.

  Only the time of silence passed by, heavy and suffocating. At some point, the thought slipped in—not as a belief, but as a defense against the ache.

  Maybe that event was a hallucination I wanted too badly.

  Maybe the frame hadn’t opened. Maybe Rize hadn’t looked into the air and found him. Maybe none of it had happened, and his brain had simply invented the connection because he couldn’t stand watching her alone without being able to do anything.

  Night settled fully. Yu lay face down on his desk with the smartphone in one hand. The glass felt cold against his skin, like holding a small piece of winter.

  On the screen, the words Stream Offline sat there without shame.

  Then—It looked like noise ran across the display. A quick shimmer, a crawl of static that wasn’t part of the interface. It was so brief he almost missed it, like a blink that didn’t belong to him.

  Yu narrowed his eyes and leaned closer, breath held. But there was nothing there.

  “…Just my imagination, huh,” he murmured, voice thin in the dark. He extended his finger toward the edge of the screen, ready to close the app, ready to pretend that putting it away would make the silence easier to carry.

  And then the display exploded with brilliance.

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